-thsweetness.

2008-08-15T18:29:00.002+08:00

MOVED.

Sorry for being unloyal blogger. ;DD

Byebye memories.

2008-08-14T23:28:00.002+08:00

damned.
with the Olympics on i cant study.
Grrr.

Tennis Roger Federraaaa is out mannnn!
World no. 1 seh. Pft. how can man.
his face was super tu lan. ha ha!

Croatia's losing for bball. 50 :30.
rdm. ha ha.

okay, prelim's nxt week.
Pfft. Die ah. i feel so insecure so unprepared.
Seriously la.
So much hwk how to study?!
All my time is used to do hwk.
Gosh, i dont think dng hwk is helpg to revise okay.
Pfffft. Ahhhhhhhh.

i'm squirming inside.
life is so sian man.
no matter how you work.
the work never ends.
i feel like its so hopeless.

STRESSED UP BRAIN. f-ed up brain.
Rachel's CNS is f-ing lousy.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

our make out spot's long gone.

2008-08-11T16:19:00.002+08:00

i'm starting to think i'm a total retard.
i'm so so so so so dumb.
Why didnt i spend my time properly& nw i actually regret it.
The time is alr gone, i can nv get it back but i've never once been smart.
NEVER.

procrastination takes my life away man.
first i read manga,
next i watch olympics,
lastly i played audition. (the worst mistake in my whole life!)

RACHEL TAN PLEASE KILL YOURSELF.

prelim's 21 Aug.
Date changed.
GOSH, MAJOR HEART ATTACK COMING UP.

Damn la, i havent even completed my hwk.
Whr do i squeeze time to study?
My sleeping time?
i'm already severely lack of slp.

whatever la,
rachel tan thinks she will die soon.
but she doesnt wna fail her o lvls.
she wants to get in a good jc!
but she just cant push herself to work!

she's lost& dead.

2008-08-10T00:44:00.002+08:00

shit,
i landed my self in deep shit.
i'm so sorry,
i dont mean to do this.
whoever i have hurt or caused harm to,
i'm rly sorry.
i nv expected this.
but i'll always be there for all of you!
just keep it gng.
even if life's tough, it'll be over soon.
i hav faith in all of you!
KEEP ON GNG ON THE ROAD OF LIFE!

just watched Olympics vball.
cool man, the professional players are like OMG.
i dont know wht to say,
IMBA-LISM. lols. ;D
okay, knock it out of my brain! .___.

ytd was hectic!
pure hectic-sm.
i went for xcountry in the mrng.
crazy hair sprayg, & I LOVE THE RP TEE! it looks like a real pass from far& ppl called us assasins! a h a h a ha h ahaa!
i walked for abit here& there& i got 49! top 50 still. ha ha!
so tyco but yea. i'm happy alr. he he.
then then i went with ernest, brandon, sze zhin, stanley, bao, yijie, eunice to blade& bike.
i brought my skates so yea duh i'm bladg.
&& the rest of the peeps pangsehed us aft they got their bikes. pft. -.-
Bao fell. sorry bao i couldnt rly help. sorry sorry i dont know wht i can say la.
grr, if i looked out for her it wouldnt have happened sorry. i cant stop blaming myself la.
hais. i cant get over it! gosh.

i flew home aft tht.
bathed cos i was STICKY.
then flew for dental.
grrr, so rushed man.
i still called the clinic to w8 for me! -.-
took my retainers, hated them to the core& flew to paragon for band perf.
lols.
super tired.
i didnt know hw to get paragon you know?!
so disgraceful man.
henry had to pei me. wth.
i shall commend xinyu! i like your solo! althou i missed the first one. ;DDD
ha ha, i just love my sexies mre. ;DDDD
JIAYOUS SEXIES YOU CONTINUE WORKG HARD YEA!
PROUD OF YOU GUYS.
ALL OF YOU. ;D

so yea, end of story.
prelims---- i dont even wna think.
i'm ROASTED, TOASTED, DEAD or whtever.
this whole ndp hols is like. i dont know wht.

LASTLY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO LIN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTE& ALL THE 080808 babies! ;DD

2008-08-03T01:01:00.003+08:00

Hey there everybodayyy!

ha ha,
i'm getting used to life without braces.
but yea, tht black tooth is gettg on my nerves!
i feel like erasing it with liquid paper. AH!
okay no more fuming.

I watched MUMMY3 today!
ha ha, i loved it totally!
butbutbut,
sista& ma ma didnt.
grrr. I'm sad they didnt.
It was funny eh!!
And yea, Jet Li looks gay to me! lols.

Okay, since ppl asked me about my w/o braces pic,
here it is.
&& let me hav a self indulgence too okay!
i didnt zi lian for freakg long alr. ;DD
bear with me. ha ha!

Save the EARTH. Dont be TRASHY, RECYCLE! ;DD i love my tee!

Before. ;D HAWT BANGLA RABBIT!!

He he, AFTER. my TRANSFORMATION! ;DD

Lols, i love my room? -.-

Another rdm aft pic! ;D

He he, See the phone? G900, my love! Y

Alright: following are me & my DARLING sista! ;DD

Homework's driving me mad.
MAD, i tell you!

-Stay with me, will you?

2008-08-01T16:44:00.002+08:00

ha ha,
my hard work has paid off.
BYE BRACES! BYE BYE METAL TEETH. WHOO!
ha ha, it feels so empty nw without my braces but yea.
doesnt matter! ;DDD
the polishing hurt though. ha ha!

i skipped time compre.
WHOO~
ha ha.
okay,
i gotta wake up& work! gogogo! ;DD

2008-07-28T22:48:00.002+08:00

HEYO EVERYONE.

First& foremost..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALBERT!
ha ha, thnks for being such a gd friend all these years.
I'll never forget the fun we had during our lower sec years.
Though we're not so close now but yea, miss your horny crap. HA HA.
Lets go ice skatg someday okay!
Oh ya, teach me how to play pool tgt with cheryl. ha ha. ;DDD
I have not a clue wht pool is abt. noob ma. lols.

oh& today i was really hoping lessons fly.
Chinese we had this hwk on rewriting lyrics& submitting it for the competition. -.-
English sucked BIG TIME.
I detest you more and more.
So much so tht i wish you'd just DIE.
You think we're giving you attitude problems but you are the one who doesnt keep your temper in check& let it affect your quality of work alright!
You scold my friends and all just because you are in a bad mood. What nonsense man.
So could we say we arent in a gd mood so we dont respect teh teacher?
Not tht we arent giving you due respect but seriously, you procrastinate, you dont teach well.
You fail to get our attention& keep yelling& nagging at us with the squeaky microphone.
Thts cos your lessons are too boring alright. You're jus a failure any Tom, Dick or Harry can replace you& we'd score full marks for eng. Pfft, yelling at us for nothing. Not tht you cant scold us but can i BEG YOU TO PLEASE be more reasonable?.

Okay we went for a sec4 movie at cathay today too.
Umm, i dont like it.
I hate war shows.
I hate cruelty.
No one deserves tht sort of treatment.
So yea, i'm utterly disgusted.
Imagine being a 10 or 12 yr old girl being hit& raped in a CAVE.
Omg. I dont know wth will it be. Hell i guess.
For the hymen to be torn at such a tender age. URGH.
It's sad yea but i feel more disgusted& well i would rather die than live with such a shame.
So yea, the irony's proven.
Why is there even teenage sex when you know tht if you get pregnant it'd scar your life for eternity till you die.
aww well, its beyond my control.
i just hate the show.
i hope it doesnt give me nightmares.

alright! tml's prelim oral& yea you guessed it. bloody eng teacher sucked.
So i'm mugging on my own.
Jiayou Jiayou! ;DD

i'm off, ha ha. cya blog!

-love isnt sex.

2008-07-25T18:41:00.002+08:00

lols,
HEYA EVERYBODY~
PUT YOUR HANDS UP IN THE AIR!

Okay, i'm crazy. ha ha.
yea,
the stupid deskmate drove me mad.
She's getting crazier day by day.
Today her fingers "crawled" up my spine. T_T
LOLS.
i think i'll miss her alotAlotALOT. ahhhhh! i dont wna think.
We love chocolates(bitterones),
We want to be doctors! ;DD ,
We sit next to each other. ha ha.
Oh Oh & we think Mr MESSY frm Mr Men series is CUTE! ;DD
yea we went crazy drawing the Mr Men. ha ha!

Oral's nxt tues. ha ha.
i havent prepared for it. lols.
scarly i'm gonna do the same thing as i did for eng presentation. LOLS.

yea, & today vball was PURE fun& risk. ha ha.
but we got caught in the end. TT
Damned penguin.
Pfft.

countdown 87 days.
i hope reality rly slaps me hard in the face so i'd work.

2008-07-24T22:59:00.002+08:00

heyo heyo!

gahhhhh!
seriously derrick tan sucks.
i'm not gonna bold this cos i know he has eyes to read.
i have test tml alright.
i wanna whack his spleen& guts out!
lols.
tht stupid neh neh!
he's gayyyyyyy! yet he calls me a loser cos he's gay.
dumb right!
stupid D.TanYuZhang. Pfft.
Make me spew steam outta my ears for nth.

today was finally our eng presentation.
& yea, sorry grp i rly didnt prepare well.
so yea, it was so impromtu? i dont know wth to say. ha ha.
sorry sorry.
okay, chinese test tml.
one during sch&one AFTER sch.
Pfft. SIAN.
HwkhwkhwkHWK.
muggingmuggingmuggingMUGGING.
oh yea.
My darling deskmate is gettg crazier by the day.
My hands are vandalised with stuff like.
"Lefty","Righty","right palm","right pinky","left palm","left pinky" etc.
& yea you got it right she labelled all her fingers.
we ended up being Indians ytd with STICKERS frm the BIO LAB.
& poor me gets vandalised.
NOT FORGETTING....
I got TORTURED PHYSICALLY BY HER YTD!
grrr. She keeps using her fingers to shoot me.
Dang it hurts la. She finds it fun.
Constance, you're UNBELIEVABLE.
lols.

alright i'm gng off now. slpy.
Vball rocks! ((:
Cya~!

D.Tan's a LOSER.

2008-07-22T22:41:00.002+08:00

FINE LA 90 DAYS THEN!

WHATEVER LO,
YOU'RE JUST LOOKIN' DOWN ON ME.
I HATE THE SUCKER(DERRICK)!

(*@&$(*&$#@(*~&$(*~@&$#@*(&$(*&Z!#!@#!@

the neh neh sucks.
he logged off. HA HA.

I OFFICIALLY WIN. ;DDDD

LOSER LOSER LOSER.
DERRICK TAN FROM 4FG'S A LOSER. WHOOOOO~

&& HE SAID HE GAVE IN TO ME.
HA HA.
HE'S FINDING EXCUSES.
LOSERRRRRRRRRRRR.
YOU LOSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
not forgettg,
you suck tooooooooooooooooo!

2008-07-22T22:31:00.003+08:00

Okay, i've said ALOT OF f words on msn alr.
Derrick you spoiled my record! I was tryg so hard to stop f words!

NVM,
WHAT YOU SAID MOTIVATED ME TO CONTINUE.
SO YEA, YOU'RE GOING DOWN LOSER.
THT WAS A FALSE ALARM& YOU FELL FOR IT. HA HA SUCKER.
YOU'RE LOUSY. ;DDDD
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA.

pls do not try this at hm.
all this is just for fun.

2008-07-22T22:27:00.001+08:00

okay, i'm refraining from the f word cos i'm lazy alr.

DAMNED.
DERRICK YOU SUCK A HELL LOT.
FINE I SUCK BUT YOU SUCK MORE.
I'M SICK OF BLOG BITCHIN'S ALR.
SO YEA, IF I LOSE ITS FINE.
I DONT CARE ALR.
TOO LAZY ALR LUH.

DERRICK YOU SUCK. FULL STOP.

2008-07-22T22:16:00.001+08:00

DAMN YOU DERRICK TAN YU ZHANG.
STOP THE BLOG FLAMING!
GAHHH!
YOU JUST SUCK ALRIGHT! ADMIT IT!
COS YOU AINT A GIRL.
IF YOU WERE A GIRL MAYBE YOU WOULDNT SUCK AS BAD WITH YOUR GAY MOVES.
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA.
I'M LAUGHING MY ASS OFF TYPIN' THIS!
ROLF,

2008-07-22T22:07:00.002+08:00

LOLS,
i have a damned egeog test tml.
i'm hwk loaded. wtf! (Shitzxz! i said another f word.)

okay, 4rp's crazy.
they're busy mugging away like crazy.
90+ days left to O's according to DERRICK TAN YU ZHANG.

OH YEA I HAVE A PROCLAIMATION:

READ THIS DERRICK TAN YU ZHANG.
YOU'RE A GAY AUNTIE KILLER&

YOU SUCK BADLY! WORSE THAN ME.

WAHAKAHAKAHAKAHAKAHAKA!

HE DIDNT KNOW I HAD A BLOG. LAWL!

flame me on my tagboard! ha ha! i wouldnt care derrick! (((:

&&

Rayne is love! he's perfect from ANY ANGLE.

2008-07-20T00:14:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY SEXY BLACK BANGLA RABBIT.

All the tears& blah.
Pop's over,
Reading the POP msgs, presents and gifts& all.
Man, i cried like some retard idiot hugging the bangla rabbit.

Happy memories are whts left,
So yea i'll treasure it like man.
I LOVE ALL OF YOU.
HEART YOU GUYS TO BITS.

Dedications shant be posted up here 'cos i know evryth's more than words.
It cant be shown by mere words.
Yea, i'll hold you guys dear in my heart.

For trumpets,
Our sexy love is freaking damn strong yea! ((:
Remember, even w/o us,
We are One! ((:

LOVES to ALL.
HEART! ;DDD

2008-07-17T16:36:00.003+08:00

black& white, emoshit.

My gosh!
I have so much crap to do.
My head's splitting.
It sucks!
I'm gonna rush pop presents tml aft Phy SPA& TIMED COMPRE which is till 6pm.
What the freaaaakkkk! (yay, i didnt say the f word. ;DD)

Tml's SPA only has 2 possible experiments but my brain's crazy.
I keep asking myself,
What if something else comes out?
Arent we all going to die?
Rahhh!
To hell with the world.
I'm not rly good in these chaps man,
Especially eletromagnetism.
So tml if i screw up i can just whine and say. What the freaaakk!
Then aft tht i'd sink into a state of depression and have totally NO MOOD to prepare for POP.
Okay,
Rachel's gonna mug her phy first.
Homework can wait till night.
Rachel go go go!
Don't give up you can do it! whoooo! ;DD

2008-07-16T17:59:00.006+08:00

The love tht runs on the filmtape will never end.Y

bio spa's over,
i fucking screwed it.
Dang i have to stop my swear words.
But seriously, i cant find anyth else to describe it.
The whole exp's screwed.
How could a land plant survive in water?
My brain just went to the dogs in that damned one hour.
I emoed tht entire day, yelling, shoutg& screaming wasnt a practical choice for anger venting.

Luckily, fate didnt want to see me sad for too long so today's chem was alright!
It was much better except for the dilemma to fix the vol of gas to collect or to fix the time needed.

Everytime you step outta exam hall, your confidence just shatters even though you prepared real lot. 'Cos the discussion with your friends will kill you. Even if you did it right, your heart will waver& you'll think maybe its wrong eh? So yea thts what happened for both exams.

Two down, one more to go.
Physics on friday.
4RESPECT GOGO! ;DD
Good luck everyone!

Oh and by the way,
is my laughter really tht bad?
To actually send the whole class bursting into laughter before a test?!
Stupid jane called me a machine gun. Grrr.
Lols, i got this stupid laughing gas from band& since beijing.
I cant help it.
I dont know why i laugh like that! Pfft.

&& eng lesson was like OMG,
GlobaliSATION~
LibrARIAN~
CRAzy~
My eng teacher is hopping crazy,
She says BBC newsreaders read like tht,
& if we dont read like tht we arent true english speakers.
I shall record down channel news asia for you my DEAR.
Its disgusting,
You dont bathe,
You dont shave your armpit hair,
You repeat your words SO MANY TIMES, (max 17)
People will think 4RP's hard of hearing.
Pfft, hopeless.

This saturday is so dreadful,
I dont want it to come!
Just reminiscing abt all the happy memories& photos& outings make me wanna cry.
Sexies, i'll always miss you.
Bandcomm0708, i'll always miss you too.
RICdept, i'll always miss you three.
Darling sec1s&2s tht were under me, i'll miss you four.
Nothing lasts forever,
there'll be a time when goodbyes are inevitable.
Saturday, please dont come.
Okay i'm super contradicting myself. Ha.
Who cares?

2008-07-13T00:32:00.005+08:00

you're one in a million, darling. Y

ha ha,
today was homeworking like crazy except chinese tuition whr i unwound abit.
But i was still busy homeworking.

&& today was NBC!
Cchmb got 79.17! ahhhh!
Missed by 0.83 to a Gold.
But i think its alright guys!
You guys only had preparations for 3 weeks aft beijing& w/o the sec4s you're on your own feet.
I feel tht you guys really can make it!
Help the band hit greater heights at SYF alright!
Continue working hard!
I'm proud of all of you! ((:
CCHMB IS LOVE.
I MISS YOU ALL VERY MUCH. Y

2008-07-11T19:15:00.003+08:00

I just got home.
Rahh.
Super tired tired.
& when you're tired, you tend to emo.

I had a whole day of career seminars.
Gosh, it was hell with all the jcs& top poly courses.
After listening, evryth that occurred to me was this.
"Can i make it? 5/7/8/9/10 points leh!"
Then i start thinking abt how i am going to survive.
Then everyth starts pouring down from heaven like i'm going to just fall and die like some idiot.

I look at some jcs& i go OMG.
I look at my friend's paper& i go OMFG.
All the HCI, RJC, VJC all ticked or highlighted.
I should just bang the wall, it hurts.
Stupid stiff competition.

I suddenly have a craving for adobe art works.
Lols. but yea, i'm banned from it.
Since i made this blog skin i wasnt allowed to do any more blogskins.
So i think only aft o lvls then i'll be able to do more.

You'd go bonkers mugging& mugging& mugging.
Then i'll be sent to an asylum.
Lmao, i dont know what i'm talking abt alr.
Crazy alr. Ha ha.

Okay, back to the hell of the pile of homeowork.

Seriously, fuck reality. Its july. DD:

2008-07-07T19:21:00.002+08:00

There goes my last holiday of the year.
Locked up at home.
Pfft.

I'm mentally distraught since last night.
I was supposed to do homework today,
but i hardly did anyth or study for anyth.
All i could think abt was the fun i was missing out.
Was supposed to go with hq, mich, grace, henry etc to Tamp IKEA.

Just cause I missed the last train last night,
Just cause the taxi driver mistook my house for somewhere else.
Just cause i was out till 1am because of all these stuff.
Whatever, this sucks.
It really does.

Luckily i got outta the house to the library to read more love stories.
Or i'd just faint at home.

No homework accomplished.
What a nice so called youth day holiday.

Baby, you're sweeter than apple pie. Y

2008-06-30T19:49:00.002+08:00

i cant breatheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I'm 'Breathless"!
I'm crushed by my homework,
4Days worth of MC means endless keeping up.
I still havent took my tests and i havent studied for them.
I don't want to do them just any oh how and hand up.
I'd rather study and then do my best and fail than anyhow do and fail.

Tests Tests Homework Homework.
Being a sec4's STRESSFUL!
I dont care! Rachel Tan will JIAYOU!
She doesnt want to fail and she wont fail!!
GOGO!

oh ya,
August! I can get a new phone by then. he he. considering tml means 1 mth mre, i'm EXCITED! (((:

I want a study buddy,
I needa start and get the motivation to mug for O lvls!
Anyone wants to be mine? ((:

i dont need you to tell me what to do with my own emotions.

2008-06-27T17:08:00.002+08:00

My nose is running awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
My throat is aching soooooooooooooooooo badly.
I'm alr coughing out blood!
I MISSED 4 DAYS of sch alr.
I went back to school today and I was Miss SantaClaus. Ha ha. I was busy giving my stuff to my friends. But I managed to struggle to get through lessons. Grrr.
I’m most probably sure that I have flunked my probability test. I have no idea what I was doing eh? My mind was not prepared and I was so messed up with the cold and all. I do feel happy though, seeing my friends again. Sadly I didn’t get to see any band peeps except those who are in my class. T__T
Pfft, after effects of beijing. Z.

Okay i shall say this first,
It is gonna be a teary post and a extremely long one.
Pictures will not be uploaded in this post as I am just too lazy (LAZY)!

First off,
Beijing was total madness& fun& a EXTREMELY wide EYE opener.

I’ll remember…

Crazy games on plane.& the VEGGIE FORFEIT.
We played games at the table and then the loser eats the veggie in order to clear it.
It was just crazy at the restaurant!
Sandy ate the most. ;DD
but i ate the 2nd most. DD:

Breakfasts.
Okay we were crazy over bacon!& EGGS! ha ha. At least Hq was crazy over the bacon. ha ha.

‘Tian Tan’ sightseeing!
But seriously, it was more like camwhoring.
Andand, the group photo with the banner was objected by this man who came to close it.
I tell you it was a long walk!

Yu He Yuan was just beautiful& stunning from certain angles with the lake and evryth, too bad I’m too sick to even appreciate it. Damn!! Now I only have photos left. TT

Great Wall, it was fun! I climbed to the 7th one. Ha ha. I was too tired alr. It was SUPER TIRING but the scenery makes it worth it! && not to mention if you are singing Merry Widow and Jericho on the way down. Ha ha! It was crazyy~ Then we took the ride down.\

Masterclasses was the teacher conducting tutorials and we watch him conduct,
& ya, the piece was Dona Nobis Pacem, our competition set piece.!

Exchanges too, with the china bands and the thai band was like GODLY,
Their playing was like OMG! It was heaven man! Evryth was CLEAR& IN TUNE!& the tpts held a high high E TOTALLY IN TUNE. i was like stunned for words!
Oh ya& ppl took pics of alan& even asked for his nameeeeeee!
Alan has a FANCLUB, ha ha!

Shopping was crazy bargaining and pulling& advertising. lols. its very scary i tell you. SUPER scary! They literally PULL you. But the prices are ridiculous. Smth worth 800yuan or smth you can haggle till 100plus. How cool is that. Ha ha. You walk away they scared alr. They immediately give it to you. He he. I bought lots of Olympic stuff. Hee hee.

My craze for MUSHROOM was ignited again you know! The food for each meal was like all with MUSHROOM.

The new COUPLE which was made known to me during the trip. AHEM! ;)

The nights we went crazy and had to pay for it later on. ;DDD

Our common hate, our section talks, our committee meals and bonding and our ONLY dept meal.

The nights we cried and came out of our rooms hugging each other and my dear pals hugged me even though I was sick. I felt so warm!!

Sadly I’ll never get to have that feeling ever again.

This is Day 1 after Sandy’s departure to NanJing.
I couldn’t even get to the airport and at least cry with her. I kept all my tears for her till thurs. Yet I couldn’t even meet her yesterday. Damn my body you made me miss someone who’s only coming back aft a long time. SANDYYYY! Crying now wont bring the plane back alr. Its all no use. My temperatures shot up and my parents wont let me go. Sandy I hope you’ll forgive me if you see this. I hope you know that I miss you just as much and everyone else and that trumpet section is nothing without you as well. Without anyone we aren’t ourselves anymore. Although I’m graduating I know caroline and sisui wont have ppl to pick on to confiscate phones or to say “Sandy stop talking!”, “Sandy stop using your phone!”. I guess we don’t have the chance to say that anymore I guess. All the slacking, the shades, the facemasks, the cucumbers, the whip creams, the SEXYname creator, your crazy games (Sexies gen wo zhe yang zuo!) & your famous weakness we all know.

“Sexy Back 4”
“Sexy Back Sexy Back Sexy Back Sexy Back”
“YES!”
“AHHHHHHH!”

The yes can be changed to no, it still works. Sandy’s concentration level will be at the minimum alr. ((: The yes came about cos geof started it. Ha ha. Everytime she said it correctly she will go YES! In the high SHRIEK. Ha ha. Then she digs her own grave and does the forfeit of eating veggies. Wahahahahahahaha!
Okay but sandy left alr.
No more of all these fun. No more crazy madness. Our section’s changed.
Sandy I hope you know that we all really miss you and we have never regretted having you as a part of our GLAMOUROUS SECTION.
TRUMPET 3 CHEERS FOR SANDY! ;DDDDD
SANDY WLY,WMY& WRY!
(We Love You)(We Miss You)(We’ll REMEMBER YOU)
As a sec4 I definitely will. ((:
I believe you are SUPER important! Our section needs the fun factor!! Whoooooooo! ((:
All the best& don’t let a smile leave your face easily! :DD
Takecare.
Bye Sandy imy, Y.

Sexy trumpet section! Y

comm0708! Y

We'll leave the teary sec4 one till POP alright. ((:

Nothing is forever.\

2008-06-10T23:02:00.002+08:00

hello!
I'm SO HIGH today! ((:
Went out with comm to ECP. ha ha.

First stop PP,
Jacie said "I'll be late A LITTLE BIT.".
We're supposed to meet at 10.30 and thts wht we received at 10.30. LOLS.
&& she arrived at 10.47. LOLS.

We went to the arcade.
Photohunt was fun! haha.
we played like so many times repeatedly! ha ha.
Chanxi and Derrick are so pro at DDR! gosh.
I got dragged to play it with jinhong. -.- damn michelle&derrick.
Grace took pics somemre.
I totally dont know how to play it la. My legs wont move!
Grr. ha ha.
But it makes you sweat. ha ha.

Then we went cycling.
We cycled ard 10km.
OMG man, we cycled to changi Safra. lols.
The journey was "rdous"i tell you.
I couldnt carry on sia, aft 5km i felt like dying my legs dont wna move!
They felt like they were stuck there and it felt so heavy!
We played concentration& screamed band cheer on the way somemore.
Total madness. ha ha.
Okay, my legs didnt feel like they were our own aft the 2hrs of biking. ha ha.

Then chanxi left. T_T
We continued to go to the beach, sat on breakwater cos derrick& grace wna suntan while jacie desperately shields herself from sunlight. HA HA.
Then it was name catching,
I'm a damn noob. I always get caught first!
Then Grace came up with this idea of making a moat. lols.
Then we made one and squashed it with out feet. hah.

Okay then going home, its sad to part esp since we're hittg beijing nxt week. ha.

okay, JIAYOUS for beijing!
I'm gng offline. cya blog! ((:

2008-06-09T12:04:00.002+08:00

Variants IV's over.
if you were there, you'd agree with me it was fun.
If you were playing, you'd agree with me.
Second half i guess.

During the first half,
well the last part was seriously a disaster to me.
Alvamar& Dona Nobis Pacem.
Screwed.
We didnt come in at the Latin last part too.
We lack CONCENTRATION!
Everyone's tired alr. Sighs.

Nvm,
look on the bright side.
SECOND HALF ROCKS. ((:
Except the error at Latin.
&& the Emcees didnt change the script!
I became 'Jixin', cos i was nearest to the door.
Grr. lols.
Nevertheless,
the sunflowers are BEAUTIFUL! ((:
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Thanks for your efforts put in band!
Next stop,
BEIJING!
CCHMB ADD OIL& MOVE ALONG! WHEE! (((:

2008-06-07T23:01:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's Variants IV for Chung Cheng High Main Concert Band.
Here's Assistant Chieft Stewardess blogging. ha ha.
Anyone who's coming thanks for your support!
For those that arent coming you can still redeem yourself and go to Singapore Conference Hall @ 7.20! tickets will still be on sale! Its near Tanjong Pagar MRT. ((:

Band gogogo!
Committee gogogo!
Sec4s gogogo!
TRUMPET SECTION GOGOGO!
Our last concert is TOMORROW!
So, DO OUR BEST! ((:
FULL CONCENTRATION, FULL ATTENTION& FULL COOPERATION.
I know the concert is very rushed.
But we'll all do our best wont we?
CHUNG CHENG HIGH MAIN BAND GOGOGO!

I LOVE BAND, I LOVE COMMITTEE, I LOVE TRUMPET SECTION!
GOGOGO! :DDDDDDDDD

Our last try, our last go at it! Make it a memorable one!
Rest well tonight for tomorrow we will conquer the stage my band mates!
YEAA! :D

2008-06-06T23:49:00.002+08:00

okay, he looks so ugly here but he'll always be a darlingg to me! ha ha.
CLOWN CROWN. Syncro rate 100%! ha ha.
Manga's not out yet. grr.
My heart's itching and craving for it. ha ha.
Allen Walker is my I D O L ! ((:

Concert's on Sunday.
Rachel will ADD OIL~ ha ha.
ULCERS, LIP CRAMPS, SCRAMMMMMMMMMMMM! :DD

i hate thinking about homework and how o lvl's gng to come aft i step down.
that feeling is terrifying or maybe even mortifying. nothing to look forward to. grahh, tht emptiness i cant tolerate. TT

OREO biscuit2❤: Sunflowers! ((: says:
i rly dont want to think so much.
OREO biscuit2❤: Sunflowers! ((: says:
kills and pollutes my mind.

okay i'm random, thts an msn conv, ha ha. i'm so bored.
The amaths was on my table at the EXACT same page since 9pm. lols.

There's no point in opening your heart when you know it'll lead to heartache sooner or later, thats a lesson i learnt and a risk i'll never take again. Be envious, be jealous, be sorrowful tht you dont have someone by your side but thank heavens later one for the freedom tht you have without that someone there. ((:

We'd cross the deepest oceans and
All the constellations'll shine down for us to see.

2008-06-05T23:50:00.002+08:00

Someone send me one for my birthday! ((:
I'd LOVE it. ha ha. Sunflower obssession. ha ha.

Okay concert's this sunday so..
Band please BUCK UP! Its THIS SUNDAY!
Even though Mr Wong isnt here we got to be strong and do our part and practise hard. Its our last concert for us sec4s so please make this a memorable one for us alright! I know we can do it! Go Go Go!

I'm all out for band alr. i forgo my studies for these 2 wks alr.
I don't listen in class, i don't do my homework, so please band do your part.! I'm not saying you should forgo your studies but at least do your part and practise harder!

We can do it alright! So we YAY YAY YAY for our band today!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.!!
Trumpet section JIAYOU! ESP MY 3RD FAMILY FOR EVERY SONG! ((:

-If thts the only way i can show affection, so be it.

2008-06-02T20:19:00.003+08:00

hello worxzxzzxz!
ha ha,
damn high today.

I went to individuals!
I'm happy i'm more familiar with my pieces.
Maybe its just a sense of achievement. Ha ha.
HuiQi was even more high 'cos she hit the 3rd Octave's D for 3 times!
Congrats my dear cream SL! ((:
She was jumpin' ard like this V^^V.
Ha Ha,
She was SUPER happy.
Henry was real funny too,
I was sayg smth sad and he played a sad song to accompany the mood (Rosa Slow Part). And i was happy he played a part of the climax of the song. HAHA.

Aft individuals, hq, henry, michelle, grace and me went for "lunner" (lunch+dinner) at 7Eleven. We were laughing and laughing and laughing again. Hq's straw dropped into the 1.5litre bottle. LOLS. We kept talking abt girl's stuff there SO LOUDLY. Henry was hiding his face&& he sat directly opposite the sanitary pad section. ROFL.

Well, today jerked me up to my realisation tht stepping down from band is really soon. SO SO SO soon. Gosh, I'll really miss ALOT of things.
My section, my department, and most importantly COMMITTEE07~08!
Henry, Jixin, Xiao Lin, Michelle, Gina, HuiQi, Jacie, ZIyi, Grace, Derrick, Chanxi, JinHong etc.! tsktsktsk. People are like that, when you have it you dont treasure it, when you dont have it. You miss it so much.! Weird.
Spending more time tgt makes me feel so uncomfortable with time passing so fast. Hope for a comm outing soon guys! Ha ha.

andand,
3 CHEERS FOR OREO! ((:
I'm just rdm. Ha.

Pictures time.! ((:

COMMITTEE07~08 during camp! ((:

Dirty legs.!

RJC concert at ESPLANADE~! Henry looks spastic. HQ looks cute! ((:

Henry's eyes are covered by sisui~ poor thing. Ha ha. Nice picture! ((:

-i'm damaged.

2008-06-01T01:19:00.005+08:00

Urghh,

Blogger's pissing me off.

Feelings swirled.

How could my life continue to be affected by you,

Its my own brain i blame for all that stupid things i do and think about.

You are my past, not my present and I think the possibility of the future is slim.

Maybe it's just regret,

Anyway Anyhow, i just need to look forward move on.

It's over, no point looking back.

I don't want to look at those eyes.

It fills me with guilt, regret and remorse.

It's selfish but all i can do is think of this to scram from falling deeper and committing a mistake I've once made.

I told myself to be strong to face it and live with it.

So my path in life's clear.

No one's going to disrupt it.

Not you not anyone.

I'm using a Macbook now.

I think its so cool, so white, so nice, so elegant!

However, the functions are...

Abit hard to get used to.

All my life i'd been using a Windows.

Never a macintosh. ha ha.

Camp's over, fun's probably over too.

First night was fun eh?! ^.~V

Second night was amusing!

Getting hurled at with vulgarities, o.O

Splashed water at,

Getting a booby attack, -.-

& of course the screaming effects.

I was scorched in darkness underneath the 3rd tap from the LEFT.

Sweat was dripping nonstop and I can assure you I was a yummy source of blood for blood sucking monsters which were swarming under the tap with me as well. Z.

Concert's coming, Beijing's coming.

I'm trashed in the face with reality.

Work's back, everything seems to be back.

All the work and the fact that o levels are drawing closer.

Went to RJC concert previously,

what i heard was power power power.

Therefore,

i seriously am obssessed with songs that can SCREAM!

Spanish fever, Eurobeat? ha ha.

alright i stared sleep straight in the eye for 4 hours,

I'm still exhausted so i'm signing off too.

It's two am alr. ha ha.

Post camp pics next time,

I cant use a mac well. ha ha.

&& seriously,

NO MORE HAIR SMELLING! -.-lll

Night blog! ((:

I'll change your clothes soon,

I getting sick of your skin. ha ha.

2008-05-23T20:04:00.000+08:00

hello blog! :DD

Today was a real sad day, indescribable.
I dont know what has happened and I just wished i was kept in the dark.
The pain was unbearable, surging through my heart like an arrow.
How? I really stood and thought, here and there.
I did not understand why someone, could do such a magnificient feat in just 3 weeks?
I thought that it was already alright but now my hopes were all shattered, all lost like a piece of glass that have already smashed on the floor.
My trust misplaced, my hopes smashed, my smiles vanished, my mind whirling.
I'm in a big fix now, humans are real scary.
"Change is the only thing that is constant."
Isn't that really true?
People say I may be overly disturbed or even think that I have feelings for him.
I'm telling you I do not.
I do not bother about what everyone says.
I just feel that it is just a loss i do not want to make.
What made you change?
Where is the old you?
My feelings are just so mixed and undescribable.
You're bothering my mind by doing all these actions that I find incorrigibly stupid.
I am just telling you,
don't put on an act anymore.
Seriously so what if you are good, are we supposed to serve you?
Just because you don't care, don't despise us because we are not as good as you.
I hate people like that.
I detest people like that.
It just makes my blood boil thinking about how immature your thinking is.
Being too mature and thinking that you are mature makes you look like a fool and not some person that is so high and mighty.
Lastly, please drop that facade of yours.
I hate it when you pretend and please don't try to lie to me.
You're just making me more disgusted and I am just completely put off by your hypocritical attitude this way.
Congratulations, you have got the honour of ruining my day just about everyday.
I'm hoping you would change for the better, just hoping.
If you don't just attempt to reach out to yourself and help yourself.
Believe me, no one else can my friend.

What needs to be said is said.
Just keep the flame of Hope burning.

2008-05-21T23:26:00.002+08:00

evryth's depressing my mood.
atmospheric pressure seems to be sinking down and pressing me HARD on the earth.

i guess the whole world should mourn for me.

okay i'm gonna write this.

Someone was a person,
who i thought i could trust.
he'd pick up at calls at 4am and his brain nvr rust.
no matter what happens,
fret not he'd find a solution and a logical way to save the day.
no matter what anyone says.

but one fine day,
this person decided to change.
a step once took never to return.
for the trust once gone will never come back.
to the person who actually was stupid enough to throw it out like that.
he's drifting further and further and further,
you dont even feel you know him anymore.
he'd have his reasons.
1001, elaborating on how valid his reason is but i dont care why.
cos irresponsibilty is not an option of choice.
he told me not to escape, that it wont solve problems.
so may i ask,
what is he doing now?
hiding in the corner avoiding reality?
By doing close to nothing not even bothering to ASK.
You said "I still thought i knew you."
Now i'll say it back in your face " I should be the one who thought i knew you".
i dont care what happened or what changed.
nothing's changing in my world yet,
and its not too late to come back.
but if the path you choose is too tempting to resist,
i've nth to say but goodbye.
keeping nth but memories of you--- the person who was once my friend.

its depressing typing this.
i dont know hw things turned out this way.
its all the fault of exams i guess.
or mayb friendships are so fragile they cant ever stand the test.
of a mere 3wks.
ha ha ha.
what a joke.
you're lousy.
to think i actually really believed in you besides wht others said.
i listened to wht you have to say.
despite wht the others think.
yet this is wht you show me,
tht you dont care.
you're just selfish. LOSER.
you hear me?
A SELFISH LOSER.

screw out of my life unless you're willing to change.
i dont need ppl like you to be a friend, wht you have done will NEVER be something a friend to will do to another.

you may think i'm whining and bullshitting but i dont care,
i want to SPEAK my mind.
take it or leave it,
this is wht i think.

i need chocolates& a movie to calm myself down.
okay i have them.
i'm gonna watch forbidden forest.
it sucks thinking abt things tht are alr hopeless.

2008-05-20T23:27:00.002+08:00

gosh,
the song on my blog is FREAKIN' CUTE.
sounds like the chipmunks man! haha.
but the non remix is damn sweet.
i'm OBSSESSED with it.
its the song i said i'd upload.
"its crazy how the pain seems to overflow"
haha.
i'm crazyyyy.

chinese is horrible,
why do we have to have it EVERYDAY for 3HOURS. TT

Mum got 3 free tix to singapore flyer. haha. ((:
i am gonna go ride it. whoooooo!
we flyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

okay i admit i'm damn high now,
ha ha ha!

we SANG during band.
whoo~
Melodies of life- FinalFantasyIX.
"Alone for a while i've been searching thru the dark~"
i'm playing it though.

cannot wait for camp& concert! ((:

tml's chem!& NOT PHY. YES! ((:

-give me back the trust i left in you.-

2008-05-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

will i get one for my birthday when i reach 18? :DD

today's vesak day.

BUT, i'm so sad la.

i couldnt do anyth with my holiday.

i planned to go ECP one then drag till 4+ 5 cos the weather was killing.

THEN..

in the end we didnt go.

but yea,

sad news follow.

my grand dad got admitted into hospital.

maybe he'll have to amputate his other leg.

omg man.

suddenly things felt so sad.

andand,

watching the news just now rly made me feel like crying.

it just feels so sad seeing them die in the earthquake for no rhyme or reason.

whatever they can find under the debris now are most probably alr people tht are all dead luh. it sucks looking at them& being unable to help besides donations.

tml's back to sch,

well ya the days are back to normal.

i guess its time for rachel to gear up her engine& go for it again! :DD

ohoh& tml's angel&mortal day! wheee! ;DD

i love my mortal. ;-P

i'm obssessed with this song joyce recommended to me,

Missing Me by RJ Helton.

It rocks! i'm gonna get it uploaded hereeeeee~. :DD

"even if i walk on the water, will you still come back to me?"

2008-05-15T22:23:00.008+08:00

I feel like dedicating this too all sec4s.

so...

This is a dedication to all sec4s! ((:

Exams are a bother,

life is hell but i wish i didnt even bother.

i couldnt sleep, i couldnt shit cos of all the distress.

now its over yet debriefs come,

where you stare fear in the eye and wonder how to break the news to your mum.

Results are out,

good& bad it all flows together.

Theres nth we can do but we cant be under the weather!

smile more and be happy but work harder.

i will all be worth while later.

therefore,

its alright if you didnt do really well,

the paper's hard i agree.

but if its your best you have done,

praise yourself for the moral courage and effort.

at least you bothered to study the night before & didnt attempt to cheat.

dont keep being so sad,

life's gonna suck like that.

what your parents say dont matter,

its what YOU think YOU are,

not them.

no matter what,

prelim's the nxt goal.

all o lvl peeps,

reflect, look forward and move along!

Dont dwell on the past yea!

like what angeline says,

"Results dont determine how far you go"

haha! ((:

i have been enlightened somehow.

& yea, i cant really comfort people,

but this is wht i can say with my capacity.

jiayous all okay! ((:

i want a WATERbed, someone buy me one for my birthday!

&& walls need to talk more. :DDD

*

i feel like uploadg pics,

bear with me haha.

xDD

Darling, you're LOVED.

Darling, you're always LOVED.

-why couldnt you just take the next step?

2008-05-10T00:32:00.002+08:00

exams are overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.!
ppft but i feel so. i dont know wht la.

i am the laggest of the laggest person in the world la.
i am actually watching KO ONE. omg.
.___________________________.

i rly got no mood to get my results nxt wk.
i'm really sure my mye aint gng to be good.
what am i gonna do?!! ahhhhh!
help me man.
i'm scared, real scared.
my tear glands are getting...

therefore, i'm getting myself distracted by playing games.
andand, i'm just have HAD ENOUGH OF CABAL.
Pkers are losers,
you hear me?!
you pk ppl of same lvl nvm,
WHY THE FUCK must you bully NOOBS.
ppl of like lvls 30+ 40+ lower than you?
you find it HONOURABLE?
YOU FIND IT FUN? i tell you,
you ppl are jus cowards.
LOSERS WHO CANT PICK ON PPL OF THEIR OWN LVL.
HUMJI LA.
GO HOME AND FIND YOUR MAMA LA.
we ppl are noobs you not happy ah?

fine, i'll be civilised.
i wont say a word to ppl like you.

whatever, i'm indulging in my world now. ((:

today went to pp w/ band peeps! (((: i love band peeps. whoo.
kept laughing at kfc man.
we are like crazyyyy.
&& on the way back i slept on the bus,
i took 154, it didnt turn in.
i was like so stunned.
i tot i took 135.
dhen ltr i got down immediately.
luckily i saw jacie.
or i'll be dead.
lost my way.
sucks and i said i wouldnt SLEEP ON THE BUS AGAIN.
damn it. ><

lols okay sorry for such a sucky post. heh.

I HATE PHYSICS. ((:

& i'm just so sick of love songs, so sick of not getting wht i want.

DAR CHOCOLATES ARE LOVE I TELL YOU.
DIE DIE MUST TRY,
DONT TRY REGRET! (((:

2008-05-04T12:25:00.002+08:00

jhdiostjegjegjgjgjgjgjrhdsnmdkjhsiufhio!
^%^&%$^&!%$!%$^&!#$^%*&^*(!@!!

TO HELL WITH EXAMS.
i have endure the "livery of exams" for like 1 wk and 2 days alr.
and mye officially ends this coming thurs.
i'm left with egeog, amaths paper2, phy paper1&2 & bio paper 1&2.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT!

i'm going crazyyyyyyy alrrrrrrrr.
i spent my days memorising stuff, and stuff and mre stuff.
my brain is saturated with explanations, equations& info and info and info.

my beloved sister has alr finished her exams this week. wtf right!
so unfairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT!

i dont know how the hell am i going to survive my physics paper. T_T
i guess i'll either fail or JUST PASS.
physics suck, i dont like it. FULLSTOP.
thats the definition of physics.
a sucky subject. TO HELL WITH IT.
RACHEL TAN YUE YIN DOESNT LIKE PHYSICS,
SO PLEASE THROW IT OUTTA THE WINDOW!

okay exms sucks. byebye.

2008-04-17T23:10:00.001+08:00

hey all,i'm so tired!
sleeping past 1 for the past few days alr. Z.my body doesnt adapt to this. tsk.
bazaar's over alr. lols.oh ya shall upload pics of molly's banner later~quite successful.i ended up helping out more at the manicure stall.helpg ppl paint tattoos.but yea,the ones i painted do suck leh! >so sad laaaaa.&& update again.MYE is NEXT WK.starting THURS.i have exactly 1wk left counting from today.someone save me.i plan time table alr, but i cannot stick to it.Z.everyday i'm just too tired or something.2 or 3am doesnt work la.unless i drink red bull or coffee or smth.dont know wht am i gonna do abt my midyr.i'm just gonna roll over and die.esp. my elit.its like so dead?i forgot like EVERYTH i learnt in sec3.i just wish i can drown in the sea somewhr and die.
today was the mortal&angel present day.i didnt prepare anyth cos i was alr like half dead ytd aft my 2am chionging that i dont even rmb la.so yea, my poor mortal has no present, only a letter which i tried so hard to put tgt. lols.but yea, lousy la she guessed it.i think i'm dumb or smth& i gave it away.Z.
chem test today sucked.damn it man, i was answering GIBBERISH.i just hope i pass la.
sorry linli, rly not in the mood to talk to ya today.didnt mean to like make you angry or smth.i just feel so bloody stressed by my bloody time table i created.it sucks seeing evryth being pushed further and further away.it sucks la. it sucks so badly.
&& you know wht?i'm feeling the sense of repulsion so strongly now.i dont know why or wht i did.mayb its jus my attitude you hate.whtever it is.i'm nt gonna bother myself with stuff like this.i'll just back off okay.so dont show me how much you dont want me to be there.i hate it.no one deserves to be treated like tht.& to think i thought i knew you were my friend.
everyth just turned grey scale.i dont see colours.but i'm gonna smile for the sake of seeing a rainbow. ((:
i wish there was band. i miss band awwfully badly. trumpettttt sectionnnnn issss missssssssssseddddd toooooo bitttssssss.
i'm just so tired. too tired to even cry.

2008-04-10T17:09:00.003+08:00

HELLO ALL.

today is real fun! ((:

okay firstly.
chem was okay ba. best lesson today, bio we slack, maths was jus boring. -.-

then i went to play vball. heh!
but...
ball fell into lake.
it drifted for so longgggggggg.
if went back and forth then finally got it back at the part near the concourse thanks to eunice& joan.! ^^

okay then bazaar deco.
we helped out with the banners. i think it officially ROCKS.
VERY NICEEEEEE. i designed the manicure one but the eggtarts one decoed by wilmer.
let me share with yall the progress:

Manicure Banner
Complete.
Design by yours truly.
Text by Adeline.
Painting by mainly Adeline, Lerling, Constance, Sabrina, Zihou, Jane, Meizhen, Kathy, Eunice, Yi Jie, BaoFang, Miss Teo etc. (sorry if your name's not there.) I helped abit only, i screwed up more. hais.

Eggtart Banner.
Half Done.
Design by Wilmer Tay.
Painting by Constance, Wilmer and a few more people i cant rmb.

&& the manicure banner really very very nice lo. the paint idea or orange fire and blue flames was by someone else but it was really nice. the eyes also! but....
i screwed the veins. but i hope from far cannot see. damn sorry about it.

Anyway, Thanks to ALL who have helped in one way or another. AND the packing up! (((:

the paint got on my skirt man.! Z. damn pissed.
i think my mum will give me hell when she comes back tml!

wheeeeee! ((:
mama& papa back tml luh!
miss'em to BITS! Y

BEAUTIFUL BANNERS! ((:

2008-04-09T18:27:00.004+08:00

okay i'm so tired now.
2.4km timing: 15.58min.
wtf?
i think i'm bloody slow la.

i wanted to clock 15min but 15.58 abit too extreme le ba. Z.

last min i sprint lo. i thought i can jump grade dhen end up so disappointing.
i should have jus paced sabrina. cos she got 16.04 which is still C. argh.
i think i'm so dumb.
i chiong the first round. okay la not say chiong just like run abit faster.
then 2nd round i stop SO MUCH.
my stitch was killing me la. killing me so badly i couldnt go on.
i stopped& i rly wna thank eunice& xumeng for pulling me along.
if not for you guys i would not hav made it.
i'm ultimately guilty for leaving you guys behind at the last min.
i couldnt stop, if i did i wouldnt be able to move anymore.
i'm really sorry to you two. sincere apologies from me. i hope you see this.

aft running i was like dead. really dead.
just now too gan chiong, finish runng immediately stop and sit down.
wah lao.
can feel the heat building up within me and my heart felt like it was in my BRAIN alright!
tehn my sweat dripped into my eyes.
gosh, it stung my eyes like HELL.
i thought i was going blind man. Z.
then on the way back was WORSE. i felt dizzy then jus sit on the floor beside the lake.
i am so weak! Z.

okay i want to thank all these people in total(in rdm order):
BaoFang, XuMeng, Eunice, Kathy, LinLi, Zi Hou, Ji Xin, Xiao Lin, LerLing, Renee, Angeline, Sabrina.

THANKS TO ALL OF YOU. LOVES! Y

ohoh. &&.
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO CONSTANCE&ERNEST & HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JINGYI.Y

2008-04-07T19:33:00.005+08:00

changed my blogskin& eddited my url. tee-hee. ((:

yay! i have my PS CS2 back. ((:

happpyyyy~

mummy&daddy left for maldives alr.

hope they are enjoying their time there. nw they're @ airport.

kinda miss them, the house seems so empty.

well i'm head of the house for 4 days.

haha.

seriously i miss mum&dad alr. when they havent even left SG.

okay well, i shall be GOOD.

do homework, housework & not make them worry. ((:

happy early birthday jingyi, you're LOVED! Y

2008-04-06T14:05:00.002+08:00

hello everyone.! ((:

the last post sounds seriously emo& it sounds like i'm some lovelorn kid too. lols. it sounds dumb. -.-

but seriously i'm very tired. SUPER TIRED everyday.

sec4 is super siao~ test test test.

but i feel like i'm not exactly as hardworking as last yr leh. ._____.
okay nvm, rachel will jiayous to break away from the realms of stress asap. ((:

haha.
recently played vball& i bcame chao ta. after like 2 days. Z.
&& my arm hurts! i'm sunburnt& i'm not used to it la. thats why my hand hurts.

monday selling drinks again,
band sold drinks last wk too.
my side sold like $31 worth only!
go in only teachers scold. just so wtf man.
&& whose idea was it to sell WARM Carbonated drinks eh?!
anyway this time its bball court& nball court for me. heh.

okay umm,
just to stress myself abit.

update:
3wks more to MYE.
then PRELIMS.
then O LEVELS.
then FREEDOM.

alright i dont know how i will make it to oct but yea somehow i have to. heh.

JIAYOUS ALL O LEVEL MUGGERS! ((:

2008-04-01T16:56:00.002+08:00

tired..
fatigue..
restlessness..
listlessness..

my bones are breaking, my heart is wrenching.
just like a pair of torn shoes.

anger..
fury..
sadness..
bitterness..
happiness.. (:

2008-03-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENRONG.
CCHMB TPT SECTION NEVER WILL FORGET YOU! ((:

2008-03-16T00:40:00.002+08:00

fast fast fast, it aint slowing down.
not for me ntop for anyone.
i'm sick of the bloody rat race.

*

okay,
watched STEP UP 2 WITH COMM TODAY.
the ending ROCKS. ((: WHO0!)

went to cafe cartel also.
so much foooddddd! ((:

okay well,
dhen went back for bloody tuuition. T_T

dhen i jus watched spiderwick.
think this is super dumb la. esp the ending!

okay i'm bloody tired.
the so called "hols" is over& i feel dead.

i wish i could jus lie flat on the floor& DIE. >___<

I WISH there wasno mre tests! no mre exams! (((:

most days hav been like zzzz. but still.

ok i'm a dead pig alr.

nights all.

happy birthday kiagene ((:!

2008-03-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

gosh,
i'm breaking down& going CRAZY.
so busy these days until i not iem to blog.
well i shant blog abt CT, spoils my mood.

i'm so busy busy busy.
march hols my foot.
whats a hol when you dotn have any rest.
just damnit la.

i got maths, chi& tuition& band stuff to COMPLETE.

grrrr.

&& i hate ppl who toy with feelings.
you aint an exception.
i feel like puking when i think of you. ((:
guys= trouble.

i love the song INVISIBLE by TAYLOR SWIFT. WHOOOOS!! ;DD

i dont wna go to school sia.
i rly wanna just get a gd sleep at home.
fck it.
i dont wanna return to SCHOOL.

& great thing happened,
i'm HOOKED on CABALSEA.
GREAT.

now what am i gonna do.

RACHEL'S LOST.

2008-03-02T17:30:00.005+08:00

awwwwwww.

i didnt update on 29feb! ><
its the fourth leap yr in my life. whoooo! ((:
29feb 29feb!
hehe!

okay.
4 more papers,
2 in a day.
&& phy & chem spa.
T________T

tml's physics spa.
I AM THOROUGHLY FREAKED OUT AGAIN.
omgomgomg.
i scared i cant finish like last time!
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
i'm going crazy.

i havent started on bio& havent really finished egeog.
my brain's dead.
ANDAND.
I HAVENT REVISED PHY SPA.

to think we have assembly tml.
do they want to kill us?
argh.
to hell with it.

its raining too.
watching the raindrops fall make me emo.
&& i cant skate today. cries out loud!
emo emo emo!!

thnks ahbao for her continuous support for meee. wheeee.
linli too. both of them are study pros. urgh.

unlike me... T___T

okay well,
bio is all applications && miss teo nvr finish teachingggggggg!
self study sucks. Z.

whatever la,
i hope i dont need to dye my hair after CTs cos of too many white one sprouting. hehe.
i think after this yr i'll be damn old. whole head all white alr. haha!

oh yaaaaaa,
yesterday i went to see MAX! (((:
he's AWWFULLY ADORABLE.Y
i feel like kissing him.
he's so energetic and so tiny and so so so LOVABLE!
love him to bits.
rochelle&mum doesnt like him thou.
sad alr laaaaaa. (max is a dog btw, jackrussel.)
my cousin bought him. hehe. 600bucks.

i love love love himmm! (((:

oh yaaaa!
Recording is left with Jericho, Merry Widow, Latin faves and lastly under the flag.
Kinda sad that we didn’t get to finish Jericho on sta due to our section’s intonation prob.
TRUMPET SECTION JIAYOUS.

Okay this post is going to be FULL OF PICTURES frm this year. Hehe.. (((:

MAX Y:

awww! jusr look at him!

what a sweet baby!

blur max. haha.

the focus is on max. i look spastic thou. he's only 1 kg!

poor thang locked in the cage. sweetie piee dont be sad. :DD

SISUI'S BDAY:

the BIRTHDAY BOY with the PEACE sign haha. alan looks ... idk what. lols.

the cake.

the fabulous cake AGAIN. ((:

CHEM SPA:

my chem spa test for oxidising& reducing agents. whee.

ICE SKATING:

group photo! LOVES.

omg, does your butt hurt?

yea la i know you pro. dont show off luh laaa! lols.

3 ppl? o.O

loves.! (((:
signing off back to bio. T__T cya!

2008-02-26T18:28:00.002+08:00

time really FLIES.

Febuary ends in 2 days time. leap year. heh.

long time didnt post? or isit even long. idk.

okay recording has started, its tiring. T____T

&& tml's alr BIOLOGY SPA.
therefore common test starts the day after tml.
someone give me faith to do the exp FAST& properly tml.
&& plspls let me have a CLEAR MIND with my COMMON SENSE.

i'm like all jittery now.
no mood to revise for common test now.
my mind's filled with spa spa spa and spa.
i screwed up the first one rly badly so i definitely NEED to get this one alright.

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
my heart feels like its jumping out.
all efforts to comfort me to calm down has gone to vain.
omgomgomg.

okok.
i cant calm down.
but i'll go ahead with maths.
RACHEL shall GO FOR IT!
RACHEL will SLEEP EARLY tonight!

baby throw your heart at me, i'd rip it apart& feed it to the dogs. HAH.

2008-02-19T18:25:00.002+08:00

awww man.
i finally am back home with no homework
&& my eyes wont stick on the book. ROAR.

i'm fed up alr luh.
i want to have fun& play with com but then.
got the FUGGING common test next week.

its boring& it sucks.
where is the life. no fun no nothing.

"And now I'm sick inside
Yeah, it makes me wanna cry
I'm so sorry about last night
Yeah, It happened so fast
I wanted it to last
In the moment it felt so right
But now I'm sick inside"

yeah, i am SICK INSIDE. -.-

2008-02-17T21:59:00.003+08:00

i'm still sad, depressed& dont know whats gna make me feel better.
the bad feeling wont go away.

i'm running from reality.
i have TONS of accumulated hwk.
i just dont want to touch them.
then i have a guilty conscience.
& then common test is nxt wk.
how soon is that?

anyway,
studies is not evryth but yea,
its my year for "o"s.
if i work,
i'm gonna reward myself after it.

now whatever i can do is think of after Os.
to pull thru whatever shit the day has thrown at me.

i'm tired i'm sick of studying alr.
its only FEB.

skating today wasnt very fruitful.
went down to play with sis& angela.
skating's still fun though.
i can just forget abt whatever problems i have and jus skate.
i wish i could skate slow and nice everywhere, everyday.
to school, back home, i wish i was a expert at it too.
haha.

today was bryan's bday too.
my cousin i mean.
this is the only happy thing:
I ATE SUSHI FROM SAKE.
but mum didnt allow sashimi. ROAR!
&& I HAD ICE CREAM CAKE FROM SWENSENS.
whooooo. i'm fat alr. HAHA.

ANDAND.
HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY:
i have a NEW IPOD SHUFFLE for FREE.
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
i'm freaking HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYY!
heh.
i'm grinning alr! ((:

6mths mre to my phone plan ending. hehe!
new phone in aug. HAHA! :DDD

i'm JEALOUS of people.
sweet sweet sweeeeeet relationships. LOLS.
&& for me,
my feelings feel like they are on a roller coaster ride.
very high&very low.

whatever.
back to chinese hwk.

RACHEL'S DEPRESSED&SICK&SAD&SHE WANTS SOMETHING THAT HELPS.!

one phrase works though: LIFE SUCKS. ;DD

i'm still drifting on the sea like a jellyfish as always, aimlessly, no target, no nothing.
she just wants the Os to be OVER& find a NEW LIFE of her OWN.

2008-02-17T00:50:00.002+08:00

damn this feeling.
i dont know what it is but its so........
I DONT KNOW.
JUST UNCOMFORTABLE!

cabalonline jus makes me DEPRESSED. SAD&DEPRESSED.

hate it la.
so restless today.

pissed till i'm sick alr.
cough is back. ARGH.

alright NO SAD feelings shall infiltrate my mind nw.

today or rather yesterday was SISUI's BIRTHDAY WHOOO! ((:
got ambushed.
cream smashed on me.
i kept screaming. T___T
lols.
i'm lousy. heh.

i'm sad i'm depressed i dont know what will make me feel better.-

2008-02-11T16:58:00.000+08:00

cny's OVER.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
no more MAHJONG, GAMING, EATING SWEET STUFF.!!

damn,
i didnt eat much goodies cos i got a sore throat& a cough.
damn it!
I WANT TO STUFF MYSELF WITH UNHEALTHY JUNK OKAY!
URGH.

my new clothes are like some emo kia also.
all black&white. eeek. lols.
but i loveeee my new shoes, watch&bag to BITS! ((:
tiny tiny BITS.!
yay!

&&
i watched memoirs of a geisha ytd!
lols. kinda like the show.
i've been like some emo girl,
reflecting so much that i seem emo alr.
but yea.
true leh.
its a SUPER cruel world out there whether you like it or not.
money, food, happiness go hand in hand? o.o

haha.

ok. 2 mre weeks to common test.
its so WTF-ish. -.-
i can have fun mugging. HAHA.
i have no mood thou.
only a FESTIVE mood. ((:

ok i'm tired,
i want to SLEEP.
cya all.!

I WANT TO TRAVEL THE GLOBE! ((:

2008-02-04T18:38:00.000+08:00

I've just realised this is the 201th post.
whoooo! haha.
happy anniversary blog. ((:

okay, yeayea.
alot of you kno.
got into hospital last wed.
had a stomachache on tues night.
i thought it was hunger pangs cos i felt hungry but didnt wna eat.
so yea went to slp.

4am.
got up,
couldnt take the pain,
went to wake mummy.
sucks,
ate some chinese medicine& went back to bed.

6am.
time to go to school.
i couldnt get up.
when i got to the toilet.
the pain was searing alr.
hurts like nobody's business man. T__T
so i ended up not going to school&back to bed instead.

9am.
wanted to go clinic.
got to the toilet again to brush my teeth.
the pain was so hard to take,
i grew giddy,
nauseous,
and i took a chair to quickly sit down.
vision started blacking out.
so yea, almost& NEARLY fainted.
lay on the bed writhing down there for my dad to come back to get me to the hospital cos i couldnt stand, let alone walk.

10am.
after pulling thru for 1 hour.
i managed to get to the car.
i could stand nw.
got myself to TTSH. (tantocksenghospital)
took the many checks,
glucose blood checks, temp checks, blood pressure checks, urine checks, pregnancy test o.O?.

gosh,
i was put on drip.
doctor said i was holding my breath cos the pain was too much.
so no oxygen went to my brain& i fainted.
had 3 bags of drips.
it still hurt.
lay there frm 11 to like 3.
got up for an xray.
came back& said.
intestines swollen.
i was alr wanting to swear alr.
the waiting time was horrible.
dhen she said i had to go to KK cos i wasnt 16 yet.

this was the most pissing part.
the entire hospital had 2 AMBULANCES?
one went to IMH and the other was i have no idea whr.
so yea frm 3 to 6 i waited.
bloody hell at 6 dhen the thing came back.
&& i was starving.
i had NOTHING to eat.
they said i had abdo pain so i wasnt allowed to eat.
sian la.
hungerpangs set in. it hurt even mre now.

finally got to KK at like 7.30?
doctor couldnt diagnose whats wrong again.
he pondered for like 1 hour plus walking in and out.
i waited at the A&E again.
dhen ltr say put me in the ward dhen see hw.
Z, if thats the case i wouldnt have to w8 in the first place.

dhen when i actually settled down,
i waited for the doctor.
waited for like 1 hr+ she's still not here.
PS: She looks like Ms Wee Jer Wen! ((:
ok. dhen finally when i asked if i could eat she told me can she asked nurse to get smth for me.
after what was like 1/2 an hour,
the nurse came in and said that they couldnt serve.

9pm.
dad finally came back with food he bought cos downstairs no food luh. ((:
i was in a baby ward with the babies.
omg they were SUPER cute! ((:
adorable but poorthing man.
on drips etc.
&& in the middle of the night it was the worst.
one cried after another. argh.
i woke at 2 hr intervals cos they cried.

6am.
cried again so i didnt slp alr. lols.

the nxt day was spent with homework& food&food& magazines. lols.
too lazy to say anymore.

THANKS FRIENDS WHO HAVE HELPED ME IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER WHEN I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL. ((:

oh ya& PMS is NO GOOD. eg today someone's face was freaking bad. "doesnt she know her mood affects us?" -quoted frm lerling. sad man. T__T

ok, chem was screwed. mixed up exo and endo.!
then maths was like. WTF?
she asked me to take frm her locker and do.
record what time i start and end dhen put back in her locker.
OMG man,
she thinks i am some innocent saint ah. LOLS.
hopeless. ><
but yea she's nice today. hehe.!

ok no mre rubbish luh.
geog&chi await me tml.
SEE YA! ((:

2008-01-29T18:28:00.000+08:00

restless,
restless,
restless.
fug this irritating restlessness.

i hav no mood to study.
fug my brain for forgettg to bring back my maths tb too.
tml got maths test. TT

i feel like telling myself,
SLACK AT LIBERTY. :DD
but of course yea i couldnt.

hopeless day.
slept thru most of the classes,
esp ss.
i didnt even feel like listening to what ms kaur was blabbering abt.

so much work,
so little time.

i have 5 wks mre to common test.
with the WHOLE of sec3 syllabus + new sec4 syllabus.
might as well go eat shit la.
i cant rmb anyth.
save me man.

okay, blabbering doesnt help.
i gotta get down to business soon.
the engine's jus not moving la.
zzz, whatever la.

what a nice post before.
the fs were coming out without obstruction. hehe. :DD

rachel is changing, she's going to become irrecognisable. T__T

2008-01-25T21:05:00.000+08:00

hah, fine whatever.
it all just doesnt matter the least bit to me.
just dont come saying things that arent true.

i worry too much,
yea consideration for ppl's feelings.
i cant hlp it i am like that.
what do you want me to do.

&& i am SCARED,
i want to find someway to not sit there and shiver & cry.
how the fuck am i supposed to tell you that in frnt of so many ppl.
tell me.

yea my fault
my god damn bloody fucked up fault cos i didnt care.

really,
CHECK in the mirror.
if you hav done it PROVE it.

it just pisses me off.
i'm tired of being some hypocrite stuck in the middle.
i WILL support what i stand for.
i dont need company.
i dont need you to care.
I WILL SURVIVE on my own.

i dont think what you do is right.
i wont say a thing.
i will just SHOW you.

you piss me off.
so just stfu
& go away.

look at yourself before you look at me with those eyes.

2008-01-24T16:04:00.000+08:00

HELLO BLOG! :DD
i am grinning like a idiot now.

WHOOO!
i got A1! yay!

okay. one thing off my wishlist luh. ((((:

alot of peeps got As.
for those who didnt.
please dont cry luh. you are wasting tears ah!
you did your best can luh! :DD
mug harder for HCL this year bah.
you'll still make it.
wipe away all those tears alr darlin'. :DD

the scene was..
ppl jump ppl scream ppl cry.
ok i cannot be crying. i must SMILE! ((:
thats the target!

oh ya!
&& cos of O LVL RESULTS,
CROSS EYE FREAK CHER WASNT HERE. WHOOOO! ((:
I SLACKED MY BRAINS OFF MATHS TODAY. HAH.

Mr Soon..
DIDNT teach at all.
think he's freaking excited about the results.
we are ANALYSING results for the whole period.
and he squished green&blue revolution into one min.
a load of CRAP la. lols.

next week has 4 pending tests.
ughh. T_T

o lvl o lvl o lvl o lvl o lvl.
i think i abit kee siao luh.
LOLS.

okok,
no more nonsensical shit from me.
cya all.

-the realisation of dreams.

2008-01-21T21:30:00.000+08:00

HEY YOYO! ((:

whooo!
today only got one piece of hwk.
so yea,
i played auditionSEA& earned 100k luh! ((:
YINNYINN; ((:
hah.

okay,
i went ICESKATING yesterday with prata & cheryl darlin'! :DD
i fell down 3 times. -.-
my father mistook prata for a girl somemore, it was DAMN fun i tell you.!
LOLS!

&&
I CUT MY HAIR LUH!
okay when i tie it up its fugly!
baobao got pissed with me complaining my hair's fugly.
HAHA.
i want to help baobao style her hair with MOVING RUBBER. HAHA! :DDD
I LOVE AH BAO! ((:
ok here are some pics frm iceskatinggg! (((:

Cheryl& her hair extensions. HAHA! ((:

me&my sis after hair cut for BOTH of us. HEH.

-i miss you.

2008-01-14T20:10:00.000+08:00

i dont want to study luh!
wthwthwth.

can i just FASTER grow up and STOP school
OR fastforward the O LEVELS.
test here test there. wtf man.
i am going BONKERS le.
ZZZ.

busy busy busy!

i kissed you in the shadows of my heart.

2008-01-11T20:01:00.000+08:00

HEEHEES.
HERE I AM AFTER QUITE SOME TIME. ((:

okayyy! i just came back from band luh!
band's kinda fun.
got scolded that i wasnt strict enough. :O
& i learnt 3 LAYER TIC TAC TOE!
I DRAWED WITH RACHEL LEE. YAY!

awww well,
we got persis toooo! ((:
persis rocks! HAHA. i am in THIRD& well most of my parts are with the french horn& i am sittg nxt to gina!

mum finally allowed for me to go to beijing
&&&&&&&&&&&
THE PRICE DROPPED WOOTS! :DD

hmm, now studies.
okay today's maths test is a DISASTER AH!
alot of ppl didnt finish.
i think i myself is FINISHED.
i didnt complete 3 qns.
if i am lucky, i pass and if i am unlucky i fail. Z.
i think i'll fail. -.-

ohh ohh. 4RP has LOADS of tests next week.
DAMN IT MAN!
sec4 cannot relax at all. zzz.

okok.
now to think abt it i rly HAVENT grown up. lols.

sec4 is so -.-

ughhs.

ignorance.-

2008-01-05T18:43:00.000+08:00

HELLO ALL.

LONG TIME NO POST.
hah.

okay first of all..
I WANT THE HOLIDAYS BACK.
SCH SUCKS.
i dont want to study.
&& everyone is breathing down my neck about sec4 O LEVELS.
zzzz.
its not like i dont know what.

worst thing is theres so much workkkkk!
CCA&STUDIES ADD TOGETHER CAN KILL ME!

well, yesterday was CCA day.
we made a fool of the NCC. LOLS! with the drum beats. ((:
next week mon, tues, thurs is auditions.
i hope everything goes well thou. hehees.

okay.
then our chinese teacher change luh.
I WANT HSIN LAO SHI!
the new cher is like... he looks....
I DONT KNOW LA.
I DONT LIKE HIM CORRECT LE.!
he can talk during lessons until the clock just fell from the wall. x.x
pity him man.
he talk so much& no one bothers to listen.
i tried, cheryl tried but it was too noisy& we jus couldnt understand.
its as if we're in a different frequency. -.-

& our maths cher.
OMG MAN.
SHE'S JUST LIKE YANG MEHMEH.
whats her problem la.
cant use own foolscap.
cant hold yur bag in class.
EVERYTH ALSO CANNT.
dhen must have someone press com& her com so bloody lag.
hell man.
the AVA so pitiful.
before sch or after recess still must go get laptop.
and she doesnt even know her maths well. ZZZ!

ok.
CALVIN ROCKS!
I LOVE CHEN YI RU! (((:
WOOOOO!
so rdm. ((:

got TONS of homework.
someone kill me.
HEHE! ((:

sec4.
stressful?
indeed. LOLS.

-I HATE FATTY PORK GIRL SO GO AWAY!-

2007-12-28T00:35:00.000+08:00

goodbye forever,
i'll miss you.
we all will.

2007-12-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

WHOOO!

i am back here blogging.

I LOVE INLINE SKATING! wheeee.
i did toe roll todayyy. >< but yea nxt wk make up i dont think i can make it. ARGH. i got the exchange. TT zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
& yea sry hq for nt gng today.

I LOVE ROYCE CHOCOLATES TOOO! ((:
I GOT THE BITTER ONE& THE CHAMPANGE ONE& AMANDE CHOCOLATE.
WHOOOOOOOO! I GOT FREE ROYCE CHOCS WHICH I LOVE SO SO SO MUCH.
THE SMELL IS DAMN NICEEE.
THE BITTER ONE IS AWESOMEEEE!
HAVENT TASTED THE CHAMPANGE ONE. HA.

ok i am gna slp after posting this. haha.

MY SIS IS IN 1DL! WHOOOO!
I LOVE YOU BABY! HEHE.
SOON SUET PENG IS HER FORM. HA.
GG GIRL! ((:

okay i bought all my bks& stuff le.

LOADS of work to complete. siannnn.

i hav the tests, bio 10qns, seq for ss.
i hardly touched the work man. haha.

okay well,
i'm damn tired woke up at 7am today. x.x
so CYA ALL~

auditionnseaaaaaaaaaaaa! ha.

theres an undeniable attraction. :DD

2007-12-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

HELLOS EVERYBODY!

HADY MIRZA IS OUR ASIAN IDOL. WHOOOO!
I KNEW HE HAD A CHANCE, EVERYONE SAID HE'D LOSE.
HADY YOU ROCK MAN! :DDD
actually on camera he looks quite good yea. HAHA.
i think the ppl there very anti singapore man. TT
they dont really interview SG ppl.
i just dont kno why.
but yea SG abit too yaya la.
Ken Lim said India's performance was BORING. HAHA.
SG really seems damn YAYA~

okay,
next thing..

STAR SEARCH 2007!
XIAO ZHUUUUU! ^(00)^
well,
he didnt really do very good you kno. hais.
his dancing everyth. eek.
awww wells,
the awards made me STUNNED man.
top 10: Ou Xuan wasnt innn!! Joanne Lim also not innn! TT
UGHHH.
disappointing results. :X

awww well!
i went skating AGAIN today.
i have degraded to a CHILD.
i played catching on skates.
its SOOOOO FUN! WHOOO! :DDD
i am skating every other day now. haha.

i have literature lesson tomorrowww!
omg,
i cannot sleep late. hais.
sian lo. DD: but lucky MSND& not TKMB!

whatever it is,
its selfish or whatever i dont care.
but its my choice.
sorry to say this but yea,
its still my choice.

i jus wonder,
when will i ever get what i really want?-

2007-12-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

UGH!
MY TEETH HURT REAL BAD.
DENTAL YESTERDAY ACTED UP TODAY.
I FEEL THE DAMN THING PULLING MY TEETH TOGETHER.
&& I GOTTA WEAR RUBBER BANDS AGAIN.
OMG HOW BAD CAN THAT GET! BLEH.
PAIN PAIN PAIN AH!

okay i RACHEL TYY will learn how to "master" the pain& shutup from WHINING. TT

actually deep inside me, i am damn HAPPY!
i learnt STRIDE TWO luh! :DDD
BAOBAO I AM THE SAME AS YOU LUH!
i played this game today where we had to bend down to cross a barrier.
i lose so easily! the instructor purposely one lo!
those babies can get thru REAL EASY! cos they are short. TT
&& yea,
the instructor damn suan leh!
he said, "rachel, steady ahhhhh! you fall down i laugh hor."
wthwthwth! lols.
but yea i am happy with myself,
cos the scooter turn got perfected today. WOOTS! :D
dhen he said i was a sadist cos i laughed when ppl fell down.
eh mister instructor! you laughed toooo! you are WORSE lo! x.x

oh ya, they said they were gonna open another class nxt wk continuously EVERYDAY for ONE WEEK. but yea, rochelle&shaun cannt make ittttt! ARGH. but yea i dont mind going on my own.
cos i rly wanna learn EVERYTHING& yea i MEAN evryth! :DD
the sec1 boy did a spin stop today. it was DAMN COOL. i cant stand it man.
i wish i could do that. i'll definitely go even if it means i go alone.
but yea i wish ppl would say yes,
I REALLY WANT THE CLASS.
PRAY HARD I GET IT!

i went to watch golden compass today toooo!
but it was, okok la. i only like the fighting. hehees.
so yea part two i wont go cinema,
i'll jus rent.

hehees.
i like the song Last Christmas! :DDD

SPREAD THE CHRISTMAS JOY EVERYONE!
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
WHOOOOOO! (((:

-but you tore me apart-

2007-12-14T01:34:00.000+08:00

YAY DADDY IS FINALLY BACK!
WHOOOOPHEEEE!
I MISSED YOU DADDY! :DD
haha.

okay.
today went to DENTAL with ky.
hehe. SORRY I WAS LATE AGAIN. TT
but reached there DAMN EARLY!
on the way back i saw TYT LOOKALIKE!
stupid eh.
keep staring at me.
i am jus with a FREN who is a GUY. whats the big deal eh?
TT

lols.
okay i am also declaring,
I HAVE LOST MY MIND.
i am playing MAPLESEA.
I AM PLAYING h3artbrok3n.
OMG I REALLY LOST IT.
x.x

i think i was too bored or smth?

LOLS.
okay nightnight, SKATING TML! WHOOO!

I LOVE INLINE SKATING! :DDD

2007-12-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

my dad went to Jakarta today for work.

I MISS HIM TO TINY TINY BITS!
the house really isnt like it without him around.
I LOVE YOU DADDY!
he's all alone in that hotel room now.
dhen he siad there was a bomb?
& theres birdflu?
skating is nth without him ard for his encouragement& all that.
hais,
I AM FREAKING OUT AHHHH!
DADDY I MISS YOU COME BACK QUICKLY!
he promised to bring us out for a movie on fridayy!
you aint gonna break your promise daddy!
:DDD

okay i didnt really do much homework today also.
i promised myself to pia bio but i didnt.
i look at the 10qns and i was like. HUH?!
but yea i settled the practical ws.
haha.

now i am left with chinese, bio ws, ss SEQ, chem test, maths test.
OMG. hais.

I STILL MISS DADDY!

if you dont appreciate it, just SHUT UP.

2007-12-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

LOLS.

slacking day today.

didnt do any hols hwk. ><

aww well, i'm tired.

rainy days damn nice to sleep. ((:

nights.

2007-12-10T14:21:00.000+08:00

RACHEL TYY IS VERY HAPPY!

I BOUGHT MY OWN SKATES YESTERDAYYYY! (((:
I LOVE 'EM!
WHEEEE!
but the $$ part pains my heart!

haha! skates skates! ((: these skates are cool man check this out! :DD

this wk my expenditure is like ALOT. ard 229 bucks! wth. TT

so yea i am gonna be broke.

i finished phy. thank god.
i am like moving as slow as a SNAIL! x.x

hais

*

losing that place of warmth eh?
lets admit that maybe i have no intention to do it okay.
i cant bring myself to do so.
& yea i disappointed you i guess.
but i'm thankful that you said you thought you knew me.
thank goodness i had such a fren which i didnt think existed.
but i guess i killed all that with "i dont care" yea?
sorry but,
i dont wanna be too involved and i dont wanna be not involved.
get it?
& sacarstic...
i dont kno what to say okay.
okay no more emo-ing. BE HAPPY! :DD

*

i bet she's beautiful, that gurl he talks about. :DD

2007-12-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

LOLS.
so sorry renee.
i'm gonna post the pics we took LAST LAST time. haha.
i forgot abt it. ><
sorry yea!

i look RETARDED.

i look RETARDED AGAIN.

RENEE&Me.

KISS THE CAMERA BABY!

DIAO .______.

OH GOSH, RENEE GOT DRUNK IN MY DAD'S CAR.
LOLS. jkjk, she's feigning it. heehees.

RENEE LOOKS LIKE MY MAMA!

"EXCUSE ME!" ><

EMO GIRL! haha!

SMILE. ^^

the focus is on RENEE being the SUPERGIRL! :DD

RENEE WANTS TO WEAR THAT WHEN SHE GETS MARRIED!

I LOVE RENEE!

2007-12-08T20:32:00.000+08:00

HOHO.
RACHEL IS HERE AGAIN! ((:

guess what,
yesterday i went skating again!
instructors were HALF AN HOUR LATE. Z.
waited so long man.
anyway,
I LEARNT SCOOTER TURN LUH! ((:
NEXT WEEK I AM LEARNING STRIKE 2!! YAY!

INLINE SKATING, I LOVE YOU!Y

i am not afraid luh. i can skate easily luh! :DD
thanks guys for giving me your words of encouragement. ((:
esp, angeline, xinyu& GERMY! ><

well, ytd mum& auntie mama(my auntie who is my nanny from young so yea, she's my mummy no. 2. therefore AUNTIE MAMA!) didnt go to work, they came to see us skate!

haha.

afternoon go grandma's house eat CURRY&RICE! ((:
mmm, auntie mama's cooking rocks! heehees.

then mum, auntie mama, shaun(my cousin), my sis& ME went BUGIS! ((:
to SPEND MONEY. haha!
YAY! i bought a new bagggg! ((:
the bag i saw at the Zinc shop with ade that has gold stripes and is white. but unfortunately, theres no mre white. HURHUR! so yea, i took black. ><
the man was real nice but gay thou! he gave us LOADS OF DISCOUNTS& MEMBERSHIP CARDS. :DD
Shaun bought a bag too. even my mummy! :D
hers was a silver hand bag. i got the pic of my bag, post it ltr. haha.
okay yea so we walked and walked and walked.
sadly,
mama got LOADS of calls from the office. .__.
so we couldnt really enjoy shopping. ARGH. ><
i saw the RIPPLE SLIPPERS but mum said i couldnt get them after the bag.
but she'll get me a watch on sun! ((:

I AM A MUMMY'S GIRL& I AM PROUD OF IT! HOHO.Y

*

okay these days i am into auditionsea AGAIN! ((:
haha. glued to the com cos of auditionsea.
&& my sis is still into Sakura.
i gave it up luh cos it started getting boring. haha!
Shaoran& Sakura are SWEEEET thou. hehe!
the movie's actually even SWEEETER! :DD

okay yea,
i LOVE RENEE SERN QI WEI.Y

thats random. .____.

here are some PICTURES! ((:

the ZINC bag& the GIORDANO PLASTIC BAG. HAHA.

the ZINC bag and the OTHER side of the GIORDANO PLASTIC BAG.

MY PHONE WITH THE NEW PHONE COVER. WHEE!

BUGIS JUNCTION FOR THE FESTIVE SEASON! ((:

SKY&MY COUSIN! ((: SKY!!

Pics frm the BAND BBQ!

lonely& totured chicken wing. ><

MINIATURE seashells frm scavenger hunt!

i cant wait till its officially us, so pls dont say you wanna give up.-

2007-12-06T19:45:00.000+08:00

YAY!
RACHEL IS SO HIGH NW. WHEEE.

I SOMEHOW GOT MY SCOOTERING RIGHT LUHS! :DDDD

I WAS LIKE TALKING TO ROCHELLE& I JUST GOT IT!
I WAS TELLING HER ABOUT BAND AND I JUS GOT IT!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

RACHEL IS SO HAPPY! :DDDDD

i am making considerable progress on hol work! :DD
i am happy about that too!
haha. left with 1 maths, 2 sciences. thats alot but yea. ><
better than nothing done. hehees.
3 wks more of hols so yea,
one wk one. HAHA!

okay rachel jiayous! ((:
academically and in INLINE SKATING! WHOOO! Y

2007-12-06T00:57:00.000+08:00

HAHA.

slacking dayyy~

i did my chem ws& my geog. WHEEE.

haha.

tml embarking on maths.

i wanted to pia maths today de. but i got too stuck up in an anime. HAHA.
a very very old and childish one. HAHA.
but its cute and funny.
Cardcaptor Sakura!

i am so addicted to Lie About Us! that Song ROCKS! (((:

hehe.
LYRICS:
[Avant]Oehh oyy, Yeahh yeahh

[Avant - Verse 1]Baby I know, when we started out there was things you didn't know, but babygirl we got a lotta things we need to discuss I know I'm asking for a lot, but just trust. You say that things gettin old, Sneakin' round creepin' in love on the low. But babygirl I can't wait till it's officially us; I can't wait to let them know about us.

[Nicole]First I thought that I could take it boy but i don't know.You told me you were gonna leave her for me long ago.

[Avant]Eventually I will but I just gotta take it slow.Don't wanna break her heart, although I gotta let her goSo baby..

[Avant - Chorus]So please don't say you wanna give up.How do I tell her that I'm fallin' in love.And I know your waiting patiently for that day,When we no longer have to lie about us.When I'm with her all I want is your touch,And when you call me I don't wanna hang up,And I know I say it often but I can't wait Till we no longer have to lie about us.

[Avant - Verse 2]Baby I know situation don't seem fair to us both,But babygirl, she's an issue that I'm bout to adjust.Don't mistake the love we made for just lust.You are my soul, mind, body, spirit;All that i know.But babygirl I can't wait till it's officially us, I can't wait to tell the world about us.

[Nicole]First I thought that I could take you boy but I don't know, You told you were gonna leave her for me long ago.

[Avant]Eventually i will but i just gotta take it slow.Don't wanna break her heart, although i gotta let her go. So baby..

[Avant - Chorus]So please don't say you wanna give up (please don't say).How do I tell her that I'm fallin' in love (oeehhh oohh).And I know your waiting patiently for that day,When we no longer have to lie about us (no longer have to lie).When I'm with her all I want is your touch (oeehhh oohh),And when you call me I don't wanna hang up (baby you don't),And I know I say it often but I can't wait Till we no longer have to lie about us.

[Avant - Bridge]Baby won't you wait just a little bit..just a little bit..just a little bit longer, longer (oehh yeahh)Just a little bit..just a little bit..just a little bit longer, longer (i want you to wait) Just a little bit..just a little bit..just a little bit longer, longer Just a little bit..just a little bit..just a little bit longer, longer

[Avant - Chorus 2x][Baby] so please don't say you wanna give up,How do I tell her that I'm fallin' in love (how do I tell my baby).And I know your waiting patiently for that day,When we no longer have to lie about us (no longer have to lie about us). When I'm with her all i want is your touch And when you call me I don't wanna hang up (oeehh oohh oo).And I know I say it often but I can't wait till we no longer have to lie about us. So please don't say you wanna give up ,How do i tell her that i'm fallin' in love (how do i tell my baby).And i know your waiting patiently for that day,When we no longer have to lie about us (whoa ooooo).When i'm walking all i want is your touch, And when you call me i don't wanna hang up.And i know i say it often but i can't wait till' we no longer have to lie about us.[Avant & Nicole - Bridge]Baby won't you wait just a little bit, just a little bit, (baby) just a little bit longer (baby), longerJust a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, (baby i'mma wait for you) longer, longer(won't you wait) just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, longer, longer (if you wait)Just a little bit, just a little bit, just a little bit, longer.

[Avant - End Fading Away]Just a little bitJust a little bitJust a little bitJust a little bitJust a little bitJust a little bit

SWEEEEET SONG! ((:

2007-12-04T00:31:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
back from the BBQ luh! :DD
it didnt rain todayyy! wheee.

okay,
i played BIGTWO with XL, JX, LY when i reached ECP. haha.
i like lost 3 times in a row? TT
i am such a noob LOLS.

okok..
i start frm the games.
its fun actually if you rly participate! :DD
the first game hurt! cos the string kept pullg on our legs.
lols. 5 legged race. haha.

i dread poison ball so yea i'm kinda glad that it wasnt played. HAHA.

whacko was with chi names. LOLS.
i was so lucky, ppl dont rmb my chi name. HAHA.
so i can get away with it! :DD
i was rarely called anyway but my reaction was quite nice.
Lynette and Rachel kept calling out my chi name. TT
Henry= chen yuan yuan. :DD

seeing more pros at roller blading. tsktsk.
RTYY is a horrible noob.
i think i can change my name to noob luh. TT

okay the scavenger hunt was tiring. LOLS.
find here and there.
take pic with ppl. LOLS. so paiseh lo! :X
we were even too tired to ask, we just take pics. LOLS.
we saw Miss Lee && Mr Kwek! HAHA. they were at Mac!
COMEON EVERYONE,
SAY AWWWW SO SWEETT! ((:
haha.

okay dhen the actual bbq.
OMG,
730 start fire..

800...

830...
FIRE STILL WEAK. LOLS.

actually my side was better off than yanyi's cause it was doing quite well but i neglected it& later...
GONE CASE.
dhen HENRY TO THE RESCUE. :X
Yanyi's pit was okay luh. dhen mine become shit. TT
we actually used margarine spread on tissue and threw it in. FLAMES CAME UP. LOLS.
our fire was saved but in the end yanyi's pit became worse. gosh this is alternating.
when the fire was STABLE,
it was alr 10+.
its so zzzz.
evryone's left dhen ltr its bad cos so much food left.

Mr Wong cheat our feelings! in the end nvr come. TT
dhen MAJOR FOOD WASTAGE. argh!

worst thing is.
one weird man came up to us and gave soft toys.
asking for $2 after that.
so weird lo!
i felt abit strange so i didnt take the toys i threw them.
freaky man. ><
but XL&JX took the cows. with sound somemre.
eeek. freakkkayye.
haha.

okay so well.
yea now i got home. :DD

haha. *yawns*
i'm tired. haha.
okay shall play audition awhile& go to bed.
i'm OVER dal& BACK to AUDITIONSEA. ((:

-you're on my heart just like a tattoo& i'll always have you.-

2007-12-01T19:32:00.000+08:00

well,
HI AGAIN.

2nd post today.

okay i'm emoing again.

i just came back from a "practice" session with Rochelle& Angela.
oh god, i so hate myself.

i tried on the orange skates me ans my sis share& is like,
i cannt skate AT ALL.
i stand there and stone.
but ltr on when i tried again i can skate but i kept moving forward.
i dont want to think is the skates problem although all of them kept insisting.
i couldnt break.
the skates moved forward SO FAST that my body couldnt catch up and i fell.
i fall and fall and fall.
go up the slope i cannot also.
i tried the skootering technique but it end up with nothing.
i thought it was something wrong with the location but it turned out that even at the bbal court at my hse whr the lessons were held, i couldnt make it.

i cant believe it man i was so desperate just now that i cried.

howhowhow!! this SUCKS.

2007-12-01T14:38:00.000+08:00

ANNOUNCEMENT: this blog is currently UNDER CONSTRUCTION DUE TO THE SUCKING SKIN until i feel like makinga nother skin thats not a total failure. TT

okayokay back to the topic abt posting...

WAHAHA,
sorry guys who bother to read my lil' ranting space for updating after such a LONGLONG time. ><

okay,
i LOST MY VOICE how good can that be?
wow, to think i was emoing abt it all night long last night. WTH.
but pls la, no mre talks on the phone? i DREAD that! ><

&&
congrats to RENEE. i'll always love you baby! happy for you. :DD

well, another happy event. i'm on course!
for INLINE SKATING!
i actually LOVE inline skating!
i can roughly skate so dear instructors gave me mre advanced stuff.
learning all the fancy moves! wheee!
so fun laaa.
Shaun's (my cousin) learning with me every friday& he flies down frm chua chu kang. HAHA.
Rochelle's learning too~ wth la she expert luh lo. the instructors are the same as the ones who taught her in school. She went for so many inline skating classes alr. FOC. :X now she's super advanced. SAME TRAINERS. anyway she said she played catching on roller blades with the instructors. haha! it sounds so bloody FUN! :DD i'd wna do that too!
&&
one of the instructors, called joshua is SECONDARY ONE. but YET, he's a FREAKING PRO DUDE! omg! && he's teaching ME. i was so embarrassed man. TT
eh wait this is pure admiration& idolisation for his skills! (angeline you kno what i mean. :D)

nxt thing,
i'm so into DAL these days.
haha. but still,
i'm a NOOB for PAWNING. LALALA.
i think ppl who have played with me will kno i am a god damn feeder. HAHA.
IcySugarx33 is HOPELESS. ><
a RANK2 lousy gurl.
i intro-ed tommy to this game 2 days ago& he got the gist of it alr. He's trashing me.
its so WTH-ish. ><
anyway, I LOVE THE CHARACTER CALLED DOROTHY! :DD

okay my life's full of paiseh moments.
& i admit i am a crazy girl~~

my duet is not getting any better, i am practising but yea, the low notes HATE ME.
they simply REFUSE to COME OUT! ><

yea my cousins are hogging my computers and i am using my mum's lap top. why do they have to be here EVERYDAY& take my computer. to do what? play maple and loot ppl's stuff and they arent even pros. they take whatever thats mine? i kno their family aint that well off but FREELOADERS? intruding into our privacy? family time? they take my chewing gum, my slippers my clothes my EVERYTHING.
dont get me wrong not ALL of them are like that.
but WHAT A WAY TO RUIN OUR WEEKENDS with morning calls ringing at 8am to come to play the computer?
whatever it is. I DESTEST IT.

okay end of story, tuition time. TT
holiday hwk's untouched. :DDD

-you're unbelievable but i believed you, you're unforgivable but i forgave you. i'm just outta my mind.-

2007-11-23T00:53:00.000+08:00

HAHA.
i am so damn tired. my eyelids are so heavy i am gonna fall into a deep trance soon.

today ran here and dere for the whole day man. TT

my sis got 256!! YAY! JIEJIE LOVES YOU MAN. :D i'm glad you did well sweetie! :DD i love you to bits dearie!

okay dhen i went to ICA to make my i/c. wth la. photo was a disaster, i look so fierce. ask me dotn smile TT. dhen nxt the thumbprint was worse. lady ask me dont press and relax when she was the idiot that kept pressing onto my finger. my mama side her lo. dhem all my fault. wtf?!

dhen go SKATG with renee& jieru and her fren. omg sry i gotgot her name again. we look at idiots man. there are so many pros there! TTbut nvm la i am thnksful my skills improved whee! :DDokay well skate halfway started raing. lols. dhen take shelter dhen ltr go otu skate again. not bad man. fall quite a no. of times. haha! for jieru and her fren. their butt must hav hurt. renee is pro man she. one time only gettg the hang luh. haha!

chiong home go SSO concert. brought renee along. LOLS man. she felt so extra cos she was like not included in the band ppl thing. haha. :Xsorry renee wont ask you nxt time luh. haha! she didnt rly kno hw to appreciate la dhen she slept. TT but well nvm i watched. it was quite nice. the trumpeters are AWESOME man. :D i wish i had such a nice sound. SOBS.

dhen went marina square walk walk. haha. my mama came so fast! dhen renee bought mac dhen we left luh. lols.

took pics in e car. LOLS.

once again my internet is screwed. upload all tgt at once. :DDD

okay i am freakg tired. shall go and sleep. SNORE*haha.
NIGHTS!

2007-11-22T00:30:00.002+08:00

HELLO.

firstly, ROCHELLE, I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST! YOU CAN MAKE IT! TML YOU WILL GET GD RESULTS DE! :DDD LOVE YOU! Y

secondly,HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KY. SO SORRY! i thought it was tml. SORRY! omg i am a blur toot.

*
Sunday last min, Bee Movie cancelled cos we go see grandma in hospital.
today is SO SCREWED.i thought i was gonna make ic dhen cancelled evryth. :Xdhen in the end cant make cos mum insist that she is there to make me look like a botak cos she wants all my hair up. TT i'll look like a idiot man. TT she insists that it is elegant. LOLS. instead, we went to Vivo to catch the Bee that she didnt catch on Sunday. its pretty funny i admit but still i'm bored. dad went to catch R21 Lust, Caution by the Tony Leung one. lols. dhen ltr me and my sis went walkg ard after the Bee Movie was over. haha. went for Long John's after papa came out. :D

so well the ic makg is pushed to tml whr e whole family is home cos evry one take leave. i kinda want a family outg. zzz. i am a mummy& daddy's gurl i kno. i feel so restless durg the hols lo! :X i keep feelg very weird. TT

arranged to meet renee and her fren, jieru tml at ECP to go skatg? o.O when i cant even skate properly she ask me to teach her. wth! hurhur. i wna cycle mre bah. haha.

dhen at night got a concert at 730 at esplanade. MR WONG IS PERFORMING. YAY! :D
got TJ concert got VJ concert. dont kno which one i wna go. LOLS. Meh meh is performg for the TJ one. LOLS. & its cheaper. HAHA. nvm la i'll decide ltr. wahaha.

sometimes i feel being a mummy& daddy's gurl is nice. You'll always be protected, loved with an endless amt of love anyone can give. :DD dhen nw gng out with frens actually seems weird when thats what i actually want and have been dying to do all this while. ><>

okay i took some pics today tooo. :D but sadly blogger is crazy nw. TT haha.

aww well, tml's gna be a long day. :D

2007-11-18T14:13:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeee!

Sunday mornings are boring. TT

ltr gna catch a movie. the BEE movie. TT
i think its childish lo. i hav to accompany my sis thou.
okay i shall be nice and go. while my parents get to SHOP! AHH! x.x

okay nxt wk i shall start on hol hwk! hehe.

band break luh, well i cant wait for the BBQ! :DDD
&& one thing is jh is OVERSEAS that leaves me. the only RIC left. TT
kill me man. i got loads of things to do. SOBS. :XX

sian diao.

HDDWEB AINT WRKG. damn it.
now theres no mre songs in my blog luh!! AHHH!

zzz.

i jus editted my sis blog too! haha :D
go check it out. her link name's Rochelle! :DD

lols. i am bored shall go auditioning. wheee!

life's always like this.-

2007-11-15T18:41:00.000+08:00

HEYHEY.

happy today!
okay lets start with this morning.

my grp members and I HAD to go back to SCHOOL today!
for an I&E presentatn.
1/2 an hr. TT!!
we were actually jittery but we actually rushed thru the whole thing in the end. lols.
the teachers were like WAHH~ when we said to start sch late and end sch earlier. HEHE. :X
renee thought of that, cool right! :D but Mrs Tan said that it wouldnt be possible that they would implement that. TT whats the pt!! AHH! >.<
oh &btw,
we have another VP nw,
Mr Chew or something. lols.

after the thing i didnt want to go home.
therefore went to bugis with adeline! :DD
we went SHOPPG for stuff.
i bought EARRINGS! :DD
i was so tempted to buy the shirts!
they are REAL NICE.
but..
not enough $$,
alot of stuff no stock
&&
alot of stores all closed.

first we went to Bugis Junction.
ade bought a pouch that she always wanted.
it was a Billabong one.
dark brown. REAL NICE! :D
$19.90 LOLS.
nvm i shall continue searching for nicer ones. haha!

we went to yoshinoya for lunch.
wheee! the $4.55 student meal ROCKS! :DD
the ice cream is bloody nice!
its quite value for money too cos after the meal i was SO FULL! haha.
P.S. : me and ade had LOADS of static in there it hurts. LOLS.

then we went to Bugis street to shop!
its so weird wearg sch uni. evryone's starg at you. >.<
anyway..
saw loads of earrings.
whee! love earrings! :DDDDDD
haha. well i bought 3 and shared one pair with ade. hehe.

i still want the SHIRTS!
&& i like the Little Miss T-shirts too!
AHHH!

dear me who hasnt really gone shoppg suddenly got my shoppg sense ACTIVATED!
i want to BUY STUFF NOW.
RAHHHHH!

anyways,
THANKS ADELINE for being my SHOPPING& FASHION GUIDE! ((((:
i'll bring mre money and we'll BUY LOTSA STUFF NEXT TIME OKAYS! tee hee.
I LOVE ADELINE! :D i am a siao char bo man. hehe. Y

well one thing was we didnt take pics SOBS. lols!

nxt time mus take ah! nxt time also DONT wear SCH UNI! hehe!

*

made this pic for fun& outta boredom.
hehe.
i love the crown! :DD

okay thats enough i wna go eat alr!
I LOVE MY LIFE! YYY

2007-11-11T01:02:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

went to watch The Seeker just now.
eek the show so crap de.
the trailer is all the action.
the show was literally crap.
TT
anyway i wna watch NATIONAL TREASURE TWO! :DD

0911 was ROCHELLE'S BIRTHDAY!
we had STRAWBERRY CAKE!
show the pictures ltr. hehe.

today's combined was kinda suay, our sectn keep gettg picked on but i somehow like it.
hehe sadist. wheee! :DD

well umm, after that we had an inst maintainance workshop. lols its good but well the guy's ROUGH. he bang my mouth piece on e table and the way he dismental is like SUPER FAST the trumpet dhen eupho dhen trombone dhen horn. lols. he talks in a very zuai manner too. TT but yea. he can afford to do that cos he really is a professional. lols. :DD then he threatened to drop my trumpet but he cauht it to demonstrate that we shuld nvr put our instruments by the bell. WTH LA. my heart literally flew out of my mouth at that moment. TT

haha. okay i'm so tired. shall post pics! :DD

ROCHELLE'S BDAY STRAWBERRY CAKE! :DD

SISTERS! <3

ROCHELLE IN SKATES! :DD

SEE GHOST AHH! >.<

I LOOK SO BU SHUANG. >.<

RANDOM HAPPY RACHEL! :DD

-Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you, I'll always have you. :DD-

2007-11-09T17:09:00.000+08:00

heyhey!

jus came back from parkway.
went with michelle, gina, henry& jinhong.
keep laughing la! alot of static tooo!
eating that time cannot stop laughing.
we are so bad. gossip gossip! LOLS!
bought a TOUFU for dearie rochelle too! :DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROCHELLE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

wheee!
dearie meimei is 12 yrs old luh!
hugs frm meeeeeee! :DD

today got a comm meetg,

the moment jh goes out to check on the recruits ms tan arrow my dept. wth.

sobs la. TT

hais, band stuff i close all eyes luh.
you cannot do stuff like that.
its good you are asking how to do it but pls,
you rly gotta change.
you hav e motivation i dont mind but pls.
think abt others first.
i kno you are good but you gotta try.
Try to put yurself in their shoes for a min and think la.
i'm not trying to be biased or what but seriously,
reflect for a bit okay? pls? thanks if you would.
hais.
welll, mayb i'm not rly fit to say this cos i cant teach well too.
but still dont be too harsh.

*

GOING TO BUY A CHEESE CAKE FOR ROCHELLE DEAR! :DD whee.
i am SO ON AUDITION FEVER.
yinn_yinnX JIAYOUS! WHEE :DD

okay wells,
i gotta learn hw to solve mre problems.

-I'm over your lies, I'm over your games, I'm over with you asking me when you kno I am not okay.-

2007-11-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!
YEAAA BABYYYYY! (((:

ANYONE WHO SEE THIS COME ON AND BE HIGH WITH MEEEE! ((:

FELT SO TIRED, I DONT KNO WHY TOO.
MAYBE I'VE BEEN SLEEPING LATE. LOLS ((:

I CANT WAIT FOR THE BAND BBQ! AND ALSO THE CLASS CHALET ON MONDAY. I'M GOING! SORRY KATHY. LOLS ((:

I'M WATCHING THE NEXT PUSSY CAT DOLL NOW. LOLS.
SOME STUFF ARE REALLY BITCHY MAN. LOLS. SOME ARE FAT BUT SOME ARE REALLY HOT. HAHA.

I'M SO HIGH NOW. ANYWAY, I THINK DRINKING DOESNT NEED TO WAIT TILL 18 LO. LOLS.

ANYWAY,
2DAYS TO MY SWEETIE'S BIRTHDAY! WOOTS. ROCHELLE! ((:
LOVE MY DARLING SISTER TO BITS.
HEHE.

TML THERES NO SCHOOL! (((: WHEEEEEEEE! HAHAHAA~
HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO YOU GUYS YEA!

*

i rly dont kno what to say.
i dont kno how to ans.
i dont wna hurt you.
i dont wna give you false hopes.
forgive me but i cant do anyth but make you wait.
my feelings arent organised at all too.
you're not the only serious one.
i really needa give it some thought yea.
so sorry.
pls forgive me.

2007-11-05T17:43:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

so sorry for the prev post.
i aint emo luh.
i was so happy once i saw the ORANGE SKATES!

wheee! gna learn it soon! (((:
SKATE SKATE SKATE! think i will keep falling down! LOLS!
dhen so embarrassing. hehe.

((:

extension wk STARTED!
today was BORING MAN.
LUCKY no tests today or i die man. i din study at all!
dead dead dead. lols.

slept thru phy and i even slept during the chem prac which was teh copy answers that part. T.T i'm rly damn tired. LOLS.

came back like 5o clock lo. x.x
freakg extension wk!

tml got bio and phy test somemre.
dhen wed got maths test.

&& YET.
I DONT FEEL LIKE MUGGING WHEN I DIDNT REALLY EVEN MUG AT ALL.
I JUS HAVE MY MIND LOCKED ON AUDITION. URGHH. I AM HOPELESS LUH.
RAHHHHHHHHHH!
i dont feel like STUDYING!!

x.x

lols. audition audition audition!
DDDD:
seems like an addiction that kicked in. LOLS.

*

this rly isnt how i expected it to be, are you guys rly kidding me? it doesnt have any sense of reality. i dont care what it means, whether it is real or fake. i only believe in what i feel. && what i feel is that it wont work out no matter what you guys say. it wont be happy, get your mind off it. it wont do you all any good. listen to me, please.

be happy! :DDD

2007-11-04T11:24:00.000+08:00

its sunday morning and i am fucking emo now.

TO HELL WITH ELEARNING LA!

my sis is gng out to get her skates and i cant go cos of GOD DAMNED ELEARNING.
i dont wna do ANYTHING NOW.
&&
the worst thing is, MY PARENTS ALLOWED ME TO GO.
but STUPID ME DIDNT WANT TO COS OF MY FUCKING CONSCIENCE THAT I DID NOT COMPLETE MY ELEARNING HOMEWORK AND I DIDNT WANNA FLUNK MY TESTS.

MY DAD EVEN SAID, EXAM'S OVER WHY STILL GOT TEST?!
I SO LOVE MY DAD AT THAT POINT OF TIME.

ASS LA.
FUCK ELEARNING&& MY BLOODY CONSCIENCE.

i am stuck at home with screwed biology, physics, egeog, ss.
3 tests to study for:
CHEMISTRY
EMATHS
BIOLOGY

how cool can that get huh?!

I WANNA GET OUTTA THIS FUCKING HOUSE.
I WANNA STOP ELEARNING.
I WANT ALL MY HOMEWORK TO COMPLETE BY THEMSELVES.
I WANT THE INFORMATION TO JUS POUR INTO MY HEAD AUTOMATICALLY.

2007-11-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

HELLO! :DD

well,
here i am TADAH! -.-

okay nvm. lols.

LOADS OF ELEARNG TO DO!
hais, i wonder if the cher rly bothered abt us man.
they knew most of us got o lvl chinese and they gave so much elearng and tests.
do they want us to die of fatigue or smth?
we are not SUPER kids. crazy man.

well.
tml got botanical garden's performance
&& sat there's OPEN HSE. omg.
T.T

whr got time for ELEARNG!! AHHH!

lols okay nvm.
shall go slp and forget abt it!

(((:
wheeeeeee!

-when you have lost sight of the path to take, your heart will lead the way.

2007-11-01T01:21:00.000+08:00

yoyo! (((:

i still havent thank ppl enough yet.
THANK YOU TRUMPET SECTION! ((:
Y'ALL ARE SO SWEET! ((:
hehe.

okay.

reply tag here.
WAH DEAREST LINLI TAGGED! OMG.
yeah thanks (((:
your bday present AHH! i keep forgettg! T.T
shumei's too! haha.

okay nvm. ((:

today's chinese SUCKED! ahh! x.x
think no mre A1/2 luh.
but wells nvm,
i dont mind takg chi in jc anymre. ((:

well now EXAMS OFFICIALLY OVER!
PLAY HARD MAN!

friday is botanical gardens performance.
really hope its okay. T.T
rly unprepared& i think it might even sound shitty.

hais.
anyway,
I GOT ACASH LUH.
yinn_yinnX is gna look very PRETTTYYYY! ((:

hehe!

recently,
i'm SO IN LOVE with DANSON TANG YU ZE!
lols. im crazy luh!
love the song "love me"! <33

okay la i go read manga luh. ((:

-its good y'all are talkg luh! :DD

2007-10-28T13:04:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

WAHAHAHA.
I HAVE JOINED THE 15YR OLD CLUB LUH!
I AM AN OFFICIAL MEMBER!
WOOTS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE~, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! Y

&&
I CANT THNK YOU ALL ENOUGH.
ALL THE NUMEROUS BIRTHDAY WISHES AND PRESENTS. OMG.

I REALLY LOVE YOU ALL SOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH. WHOEVER THAT WISHED ME AND GAVE ME PRESENTS! YYY

THANKS FOR REMEMBERING THE HISTORICAL DAY THAT I WAS BORN FROM MY MAMA. ((:

&&
THANKS MUM AND DAD.
WE WENT TO EAT AT SAKURA SAFRA TAMP WITH MY COUSIN'S FAMILY. ((:

EAT LOTS AND LOTS. THINK I GREW DAMN FAT LUH! HAHA.

I FEEL SO LOVED NOW. YYY

HERES SOME PICTURES!

SISTERS FOREVER! Y

MY DAD IS GAINING ENLIGHTENMENT! WHEE! LOVE MY DADDY! Y

MUMMY'S GIRL! LOVE YOU MUMMY! Y

HAHA! ME WITH MORE CHOCOLATE CAKE! ((:
(why does my hand look like a fa cai mao. OMG. T.T)

PRESENT FROM BAOBAO& RENEE ADORABLE SUNFLOWER! Y

2007-10-23T20:52:00.000+08:00

omgomg! so much stuff to blog abt todayy! ((:
to make up for my absence in the past 1wk+ lols.

firstly,
MY NEW SPECS ARRIVED!
its white, pink&& grey.
hehe. LOVE IT LOTS!
THANKS MAMA for it! :DD
no pictures cause i didnt take. -.-
haha.

&&
MY COUSIN GOT A NEW DOG!
MINIATURE SCHNAUZER i think.
JINGYImei got a new dog too!
the shih tzu is SO ADORABLE TOO!
Y DOGS!

*

my wish came true.
went out with the gurl i wanted to go out with!
RENEE SERN QIWEI~ haha! Y
we went to orchard after hlpg me gettg the theory entrance forms.
blur sotong lo me. i thought 1 form 1 person. scarly 1 form 10 ppl. OMG. LOLS! dhen the person was like you sure anot? cos i said i wanted 23. i'm so umm toot. T.T
then the cab flagging SUCKSman. it took SO LONG! got fed up and took MRT instead. LOLS.
hehe.
renee wenta pierce her 5th hole too! ((:
77th street~ she's super brave can!
i confirm dont dare de lo!
she jus grabbed my hand, thats all she needs.
omg! brave girl! i bet i'll scream! LOLS!
took some pictures~ haha! upload dhem at da end of this post yeah! ((:
we went to NYDC too! e=mc2 the chocolate ROCKSman! ((: yummiyummieee!
in conclusion,
I LOVE RENEE SERN QI WEI! YYY
she's a strong brave gurl! && rmb BIG GIRLS DONT CRY! :DD

*

got sent to hospital on 17Oct at like 5am+.
ZzZ, i rly break my record man.
faint three times in my life le and i havent even reach 15 yrs old! o.O
i faint nvm, my mama still said i got a fit?!
i was like stunned. =X
the day before a got fever and diahorrea too. its damn painful can!
went to tantockseng. they did LOADS of checks. lols!
doctor was like quite nice la but till the end i dont like him le! cos he said i needed a drip?!
OMG. i was like NOOO! i dont want needles!
so lucky, my mama was there. IT HURTS CAN!
but still, BIG GIRLS DONT CRY. i didnt cry! ((:
the needle was bloody thick thou. i didnt look. LOLS!
time passed and i stayed in the hospital for 2hrs+ reaching 3hrs.
want to sleep also cannt cos it was kinda noisy.
there was a suicidal case too. a girl abt my age, a car accident and a guy who i think has depression cos his wife walked out on him.
well, i truly am fortunate. :DD

*

i feel so guilty man. i din say happy bday to loads of ppl on time! x.x
okay so here i shall say it althou they are over and it doesnt rly mean much i guess. T.T
sry guys, pls forgive me. =X

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SHUMEI, RENEE, LINLI, TSELIN, GRACE, GINA! :DD

so sry all of ya! LOVE YA ALL! hehe. Y

*

guess what all my results are back,
counted my L1R5, 12.
kinda happy with myself althou i hav so many Cs but i improved! ((:
but i'll nvr reach my class ppl's kinda grades. their L1R5 all single digits man! hai.

NVM,
nxt yr i REALLY WILL AND HAVE TO work! ((:
O LVL! SEC4 YR 2! ((:
haha!

*

band resumed! ((:
back to the comm meetgs, funny combined, happy fun joy and laughter! ((:
no mre STUDY STUDY STUDY luh! ((:
really miss band. tried playg but i sounded like a duck then i started sounding like shit.
it gets crappier by the minute. omg. what happened.
&& i guess i'm gonna miss shilke! SOBS! i'm gonna get sheldon's bach stradivarius tpt luh. HURHUR. i love da shilke lo!
stayed depressed for the whole sat night. emoing abt shilke! haihaihai.

*

i cant believe time flies so fast too!
nxt wed is GCE O LEVEL CHINESE!
i need a A1/2! IT DETERMINES MY FATE OF WHETHER I GOTTA TAKE CHINESE IN JC OR NOT!
but i dont feel like mugging. =XX
pls help meeeee! hurhur!

*

i feel like i typed alot, LONG POST. lols.
okay. shall upload pics nw! ((:

NYDC~ E=MC2 haha! ((:

RENEE&ME! Y

PIGGYface! haha! ((:

RENEE is SO IN LOVE WITH JUSTINTIMBERLAKE!

SKY! MY COUSIN'S DOGGY! ((: SO CUTE! LOVE HIM! Y

irritating bullshit.-

2007-10-10T23:44:00.000+08:00

HI GUYS&GIRLS who ever came here.

HAHA! MY EXAMS ARE OVER!

wahahahahhahaaaa~

but hor,
seems quite unrealistic.

today i could play AUDITION~
haha i miss it to BITS but when i play its like,
i m sian after playing from 10am to 1pm. T.T

i rly rly rly wna go out.
RENEE! hurhur. wna go out with that gurl! LOLS!
i LOVE her to BITS.
you're the BEST okay?! ((:

hehes,
LOVE RENEE! ((:
okay i m crazyyy~

band is resuming NEXT WK! wheee! ((:
miss band man!

in class so sian one.
3rp is a "study-like-crazy-or-you-lose" kind of class. SOBS.

haha. okay la. i wna go out!! i dont care for what.
anyone i know wna go out? in the day? in BIG BIG grps. ((: very fun!
wheee!

haha. okay nvm.

today also very emo. so its gd and bad. LOLS.

lit paper okay la. but well all e papers all flunked. i dont care oso la. i m jus gna get a scoldg i jus know it. lols! ((: (paiseh, the emo is not abt lit. LOLS!)

haha!
i want freedom!

oh ya, gna go for lic soon. lvl 16 clubber! ((:
yinn_yinnX JIAYOUS!

gtg le hehe buhhbyes

2007-09-28T19:38:00.000+08:00

i m BACK~
wow~

before i say anyth,
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO EUNICE!! ((:

wheee~ cute cute euuunice is 15~ today cut cake for her and sing bday song for her! ((:
photos taken by MEEE! ((: i m lazy to upload thou haha!

haha. LOVESeunice. she's damn cute!
dun get misunderstood RP peeps yu guys ROCK man.

i m gettg the hang of it and i m LOVIN' you guys! ((:
but, like wad angie said. "backrow peeps ROCK! <33"
the back row is the fun row~ hahaa!
AGREE! ((:

*

okay today is suay suay day. DAMN SUAY.

morning had to put up with ppl's nonsense that made me DAMN PISSED.
dhen ltr tio caught by mr chua. shirt tuck out.

&&then..

GUESS?

detention duh.

till 6. but the OM so nice! let us off half hr earlier.
me&renee&kailin&baofang etc were talkg and pretending to do wrk althou some of us rly were wrkg! haha.

had so much fun talkg to renee thou! ((:
yeayea! i love renee! okay i m like crazy ltr renee scold me. x.x

haha!
dhen walk out half way started drizzling dhen zihou said ltr down pour.
to my horror,
it rly DOWNPOURED. T.T

i was fumbling for my umbrella can?! LOLS.
3 ppl share one umbrella cos CUTE baofee i mean baofang, (T.T i m gettg influenced by renee and angie etc.) oso got umbrella.
6 of us walk out tgt cos 8 ppl frm our class got detentn. LOLS.
zihou, baofang, renee, tongyao, shiqi, kailin, xumeng && me. T.T

okay nvm, i'll listen to advice and tuck in my shirt at all times nxt time until i m REALLY SAFE. haha! ((:

i dun wna get scolded by mama again. LESSON LEARNT. ((:

*

EXAMS' NEXT WK! my physics sucks.
HELP ME EVRYONE. i m like SO DEAD. HELPPP MEEEE~

haven mug ss worst case is LIT.

chop off my head and kill me now.

i dun wna liveeeeeeee~

i am panicking. nvm i shall put in effort & mug tonight!! ((:

hehe.

okay no more crappg frm me okay! i shall go off lurhh~

-bongbong! ((:

2007-09-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

HALO!

so long din touch my blog lurh.

haha! ((:

nxt wk exam luh.

wun rly have time to update anymore. x.x

wells,
all e best to me i guess.

i cant rly rmb anyth i wanted to blog abt anymore except.
the piece of shit in my class that irritates me evryday.

okay nvm shant talk le. i rly needa mug.

i m GNA DIE! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

haha i m gng song crazy these days.

Because of you by Ne-yo rocks! ((:

haha okay la shant crap needa MUGGG!!

JIAYOUS RACHEL((:

-quit bitching ard, female shyt-

2007-09-06T15:55:00.000+08:00

sept hols suck.

it SERIOUSLY, UTTERLY, HORRIBLY SUCKS,
i screwed all my spas SO FAR.

tml is chem spa.
UGHHH! x.x
i shant play maple today. i will jus study SPA && do WORK!
if i touch maple. dhen my spa tml will be screwed AS WELL.

well. i will NOT sacrifice my results for my assassin.
4days chiong lvl 20. my mind is crazy.
x.x

lemme tell yu smth to let whoever that reads this laugh okay?
I WAS LATE on MONDAY. for BIO SPA.
i saw the wrong shift. i dno how i see things.
730 become 830.
wtf?
&&WORST OF ALL I DIN FINISH.
last minute le. my graph paper was BLANK.
to the nearest second i put 1 dp.
sources of error din write.
concentration of blood plasma din find.
i use the WRONG syringe to measure stuff as well.
i dno wad i m dng la!
O LVL SPA somemore. i wna go die le laaa!

WEDNESDAY,
i wasnt late.
BUT
i DIN FINISH.
this time. i can KILL mYSELF LE.
last 3 readings i din TAKE AT ALL. i fake all.
NO TIME TO DO THE OSCILLATIONS AT ALL.
I DIN PUT SCOTCH TAPE
&& ONE of my UNITS wrong.
the oscillations took up alot of time man!
i din find acceleration due to gravity& the gradient.
i got a line. fck lo.
&& is BEST FIT UNTIL DAMN SHIT ONE.
3 points on each side. the curve is kns and the points are NO LINK one.
MY WHOEL SET UP WAS LIKE SLANTED.
wtfwtfwtfwtf.

i dno wad to say la.
tml chem prac. i pray i dun screw up. i PRAY HARD.

someone pls help me too. id un wna screw this.
20% of O LVL.
x.x

okay nvm.
i shant say le.
gtg for tuition.
buhhbyes

2007-09-01T11:15:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

in the morning it was teacher's day cele && it turned out Javin frm CSS was from cchms. WOW dhen baofang eunice shumei and shiqi went CRAZY man. it was like a Javin-hunt. omg la. they wanted his autograph. dhey went mad lo. chasing him ard the whole sch. but linli and me left early. x.x so paiseh la! me&LINLI left early cos me and linli went to take her waterbottle back. it was in class&& we left for PLAZA sing~ ((:

everyth at PLAZA was like DAMN NICE!
linli was crazy abt accesories. haha!
we both liked one shirt from vintage mickey and we both pointed to the SAME bag at the SAME time outside a shop. LOLS!
awww i love that pretty heartshaped necklace+ the custom made HP cover! ((:
okay linli owes me ALORTA stuff. HAHA! ((:

linli forget change wallet so end up in her wallet only got $2.
i was like HUH? but nvm la i upsized my student meal and shared with her. hahas.
we were arguing abt the TALL and SHORT straw! WAHAHAHA! ((:

we met BAOFANG, EUNICE, ZOE, GILLIAN, GLADYS etc dere eatg Mac as well~ haha!
dhen we met LAOGONG+TSELIN at action city! ((:
we went to check out the shirt shumei wants! ((:
PMK~ wheeee~ HAHA!

we went walkg walkg walkg until MY legs grew numb! x.x LOLS! i so no stamina de! .__.

CHOMEL rocks man.
althou its a taitai shop la but the accessories are awesome! and dhey COST a BOMB too! x.x

sobs. nvm. LINLI SHALL BUY MANY MANY THINGS for me durg my bday. WAHAHAHAHA! ((: i m SO EVIL.

we took PICS too! ((:
here are SOME of the PICS~

HAHA! this is in the CCHMS TOILET before we left.

CUTE TURTLES at ACTION CITY! ((:

MORE cute TURTLES at ACTION CITY! ((:

a mixture of WINNIE the POOH+STITCH's PINK girlfriend.

comeon & SHAKE yur HEAD with him! ((:

LOVELOVELOVELINLI! Y
go take neos nxt time okay!! ((:

2007-08-30T16:58:00.001+08:00

today is LAST DAY of sch b4 SCH HOLS! :D

but dat means,
SPA!

Mon got bio spa le dhen still + elit lesson.
URGH! x.x

today the HIGHTLIGHT is:

*drum rolls*
MISS TEO IS SO SEXXAYE TODAY!
today she looks damn hot when she become SO FEMININE LA!
she layered her hair, wore earrings && that DAMN SHORT AND FITTG DRESS.
MS TEO YOU ROCK MAN! ((:
I LOVE MY FORM CHER! wheee! Y
we cut cake for her after that and dhen gave her the gift. a BABYG watch. we made her POSE and do CATWALK MAN! WOOO~ she is jus so SEXXAYE today! ((:

HOWEVER.
alorta hol hwk.
omgomgomg.
wad does the sch take us for man?!
MACHINES? yeayea, all the crap with SEC4YEAR1.
BUT STILL, SO MUCH WRK LO. kns laaaa!

-dont give me dat fcked up attitude. yu are jus a BITCH who is such a HYPOCRITE. yu dont deserve my respect. you think i'm gna steal your frens? fcker. go hm and drink milk la. BITCH OFF!

i m startg wrk today. && i m gna mug for spa tml.

25/09: EXAM OFFICIALLY STARTS which is like 3 wks+ away only.
T.T

die le la. i m gna indulge in last min mugging again.
EOY is SO NEAR.

okay nvm. RACHEL WILL JIAYOUS.
she will TRY HER BEST.
since all the RPG games are gone. she will TRY TO MUG.
hopefully she can.

CLASS TEE TML!
&&
I'M FINALLY GNG OUT WITH LINLI! ((:
<333s!

you mean the world to me-

PICS FROM THE CAKE CUTTING SESSION! ((:

wooo! NICE CAKE~

SEXXAYE MS TEO!

CUT CAKE! ((:

CANDLE LIT CAKE~ ((:

LOVESmsteo! <33s

2007-08-28T19:45:00.000+08:00

lols.

i m SUPER FICKLEMINDED.
i cant resist the TEMPTATION OF CHANGING SKINS.
i DOWNLOADED MORE BRUSHES.
so i couldnt stop myself from changing the skin.
x.x

i m like supposed to do PHYSICS.
i guess i'll only do it nw.
got hwk to do somemore.
wth.
AHH.
damn regret!

this morning's was like HORRIBLE.
i couldnt hear so i couldnt match.
ended up we LAGGED & the high notes are like STICKG OUT.
wtf la.
i surrender man.

whatever it is, i DONT CARE.
i shall go and REALLY CONCENTRATE FOR PHYSICS.
&& FINISH UP THE BLOODY HWK.

-WEAKling.-

2007-08-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

OMGOMG!
VK chap31 is up!
YEAH MAN! no more EMOing!
VK ROCKS! ((:

*

the connection is still screwed.
wonder when will it be fixed.
x.x

*

was playg with LJ a few days ago. LJ is damn HARD to use.
WTH?!
x.x
AHH! freakg LJ.

*

today durg pe. eunice me sq and linli played BADMINTON again!
hahas! itx damn FUN!!
FUNFUNFUN!
dhen we saw CCL!
we thought he was gna scold us cos we were practising at the service rd and ppl were like havg tests.
but NO.
he put down his books. walk up to eunice n WANTED TO PLAY!
OMG!!
i PLAYED BADMINTON WITH CCL!
CRAZY LA.
he is quite IN FORM OKAY!
besides the pants and the formal wrkg attire if not i tell yu.
me and SQ will die! x.x
omg i support CCL fanclub nw!
wahahahaa! ((:

*

today band was kinda "nice".
i did 15 PROVG SUMS and my head is SWIRLG.
zzz. kill meeeeee! x.x

"if yu cant do anyth nice. dont do anyth. why mus yu make trouble for evryone. dere aint no trouble. why create it. stupid ass. yu think yu're big huh?! i wonder how the WOLRD will crumble in yur HANDS. the whole world hates you. BYEmaddog! oops i think i insulted the name of the dogs, you're not fit to be even called DOG. get AWAY freak!"

wells tml deres BAND & drillg in the morng but i dun wna slp.
AWWW. wells i wna read VK first!

hmm muging starts very soon.

JIAYOUS RACHEL!
<3 LINLI
my best pal who's always dere for me!

-thnks for the change in you.-

2007-08-23T21:27:00.000+08:00

i m gna CHOP the COMPUTER!
the router is SPOILT! URGHHHH! x.x
CHOP CHOP CHOP!

finally finished ALL the tests for THIS wk!
i couldnt finish writg for egeog. x.x
AHHH!

i din even like study much last night cos i was like so tired.
i couldnt open my eyes to read.
i jus roughly rmbed.
hope my results dont scare me to death.

&&

ytd after band while 7 ppl( hq, chanxi, ziyi, jacie, jesica, casey and me) wait for michelle and gina to return key,
we played MONKEY! lols~
so fun!
but i kena twice. x.x
dhen we played DOG AND BONE. lols~
this one was damn funny!
jacie grabbed the item and took 3s or more to fall down.
it was SUPER HILARIOUS and she fell on her butt. LOLS~
dhen chanxi & hq were like REPLAYG the scene!
we kept on laughing like mad okay!! ((:

update for nxt wk! :
monday- eng writg test. zzz.
tuesday- amaths chap 7 test. DIE!
thurs- physics chap 8&9. DIE!!
update for wk after nxt wk:
monday- bio SPA!!
wed- physics SPA! DIE!!!!
thurs- chem SPA! DIE!
term4 wk1 firstday- CHEM TEST! acids bases and salts& ionic eqn. AHH!

see la! i see test dates till my eyes crossed le. (x.x)
gotta s
study DAMN HARD! =.=

*

i dont know if yu read this but thnks thou.
thnks for changing back to the old you.
i really appreciate it. ((:

*

i haven done my CLINOMETER!
x.x
tml go sch copy to get my last 5 marks for CA!

i guess no more playg. i really needa wrk on my maths&physics for the wkend.

jiayous rachel! ((:

2007-08-21T20:20:00.000+08:00

i m PISSED off with the damn connection,
its like going on and off nonstop.
URGH. x.x

nvm,
add on to my bad day today,
i flunked physics. 13/30.
haish hw m i gna tell mama! x.x

oh ya! i screwed my chi paper too.
i was busy tryg to look at SQ and JOCELYN de ans.
looks kinda diff lo.
I AM SO DEAD.
AHHHS! x.x

but...

BIO i managed an A2 18/25.
YAYS! hope this can make her happy.

*

sry to say, we jus dont understand each other.
instead of jus blaming me, could ya jus spare a LITTLE bit of yur mind space to think abt yurself?
i mean like its gettg harder to live with things like that.
i've been real nice by takg the blame for alota stuff & sayg sry,
i dont usually do this cos i will argue.
but to the extent of claiming i did smth wrong when i didnt and sayg sry?
isnt it gettg a little overboard?
i mean like comeon,
i'm nt blamg you.
i jus sincerely hope you would think abt this for a bit.
its really no joke,
i waste tears on it.

*

OH YA,
din mention i cut my hair on sunday.

&&
its like OMG la!
it looks horrendous when i let it down. x.x
URGH! i wna murder the person man!

ruiling's new hairstyle is NICEEEE. ((:

comecome,
i OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE,
i have QUITTED auditionsea! ((:
if i ever play back it will be when:
1. i rly have nth to do.
2. when the gm has done smth abt the UNFAIRNESS OF THE BUG.

one more thing!
OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB ROCKS.
Honey is SO CUTE.
but i like...
HIKARU the best! <3333s!

wheee!

&& LAST LAST LAST thing.
really thnks linli for being dere for me whenever i need help && baofang for the encouragement.
i really appreciate it girls. <333s!

i thought i could get away from it, far far away, but i still cant do it.-

2007-08-18T00:03:00.000+08:00

HIHI. ((:

shall blog abt my day.

i shant talk abt what happened before i entered class thou .
x.x

hmm,
pe first period was SLACKG period but evryone was so bz mugging SS. zzz. i mangaed to like finally pull ppl play badminton! whee. i play with sq linli and eunice. LOLS. linli and eunice pro lo. me and sq is like damn lousy. x.x

dhen ltr part of the day,
SS came. alot of ppl busy copyg, dunno why my reliability nth to write. x.x dhen my seq write so much. lols dunno correct anot oso.

dhen sch end and blah blahhhh~

went for band. jh rush me la dhen no time eat lunch tio scolded again by papa. x.x

dhen ltr ran cchms lake with iris, only the last rd la . lols I SO SLACK. x.x i feel bad for punishing dhem but well. INTERCLASS not EXCUSE nt to come for band lo ! x.x

today wear CLASS TEE. so nice.

dhen tml got class outg !! YAYS. and i CANT GO. cos of band.
SMACK YU GUYS MAN ! x.x kill yu allll !

hurhur.

wells,
RIC dept ROCKS.
band band BAND! <33s! ((:

-i cant get that dream away! x.x-

2007-08-16T16:25:00.001+08:00

HAHAS.

i am finally so sick of using my own works that i changed my skin to someone elses.
this skin ROCKS<3s.

i haven started mugging for ss.
URGH.

i shall start,
i dont care. x.x

today was overall soso.
same nonsense, same stuff.
oldchangkee was exceptionally bitchy today thou.

walked out with constance today. her mama nvr fetch, lols. saw linli and sq and sm. ((:

thnks linli for always tagging.
LOVES to linli from RACHEL. <33!

i currently got degraded to using a laptop.
i miss my computer. sobs.
nth much i can do abt it thou.

nvm shall make the best outta my life and
GO STUDY NOW.

hoho,
JIAYOUS rachel! ((:

-kick that stupid box.-

2007-08-15T22:21:00.000+08:00

FCK LA OKAY .

pissed off now . my com aint listeng to me i pray it wun suddenly shut down again .

bloody graphic card is screwed badly .

nw my screen is so blurry , it sucks la okay .

w/o my graphic card ic ant play ANY GAMES AT ALL . fckg loser computer .
screw man .

&&

ytd went dental my teeth is GREEN now but it hurts like SHIT till now .

today went combined din play much and my teeth still hurts .

there are so many problems ! AHHH ! recruits, arics, bitches, bastards and HWK .

hwever,
XINYU GOT IN TODAY ! WOOTS ! yu so pro !! ((: loveeeeees ~ <33

*

had salt makg com today . woots ! our NaCl WON ! ((:

so happy . ((:

our CuSO4 can win de lo ! if not for the black stuff dat got into it when it dropped into the basket. sobs . the crystals so nice !! ^^

*

SS haven study , din bring hm to be exact . >.< size="2">-i dreamt abt yu , i hope yu would adhere to my request .-