Sunday, April 30, 2006Y
came back frm hospital.. SGH... i detest hospitals now..
went to visit my grandma... she just finsihed op.. in great pain.. i cant imagine it... she is so slpy.. just slps and slps... she is really in pain.. but at the same tym i admire her courage... her courage to just continue to live on.. her will power... no matter how pain it is... even if heaven says no itx tym for her.. she fights till the end... she has alot she wants 2 accomplish in life... she is a really strong person..
i hate this.. i m feeling so guilty.. just cos i stayed at home to study and for tuition.. din go visit her.. n now.. when i c her.. my heart is lyk so painful...
worst thing is.. she forgotten who i m... i used 2 walk over to her house and she will call.. yin yin ! and now.... deres no more... no more... she has erased me from her memory... it cant be hlped i din go visit her.. now i m an empty person to her...
Grandma, i will pray for you evryday u r already strong enough to pull thru till now.. carry on.. dun gif up... although i m no longer in existence in ur memory... i will always be praying for you... you must be strong... i noe u r in great pain but dere r still many ppl 2 support you... dun just leave... we r all very hopeful.. u will be discharged soon...hope u can hear me... be strong...tml will go c her again... hope she will be better...-dun gif up hope...-
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THE OWNER.Y
Rachel.Tan.
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Born on
271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in
LOVE with
4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores
trumpet section&
band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after
bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go
catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end
fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a
new phone& more
skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime!
Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her
love! Not forgetting my HAWT
BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
On the whole, if you'd just
love her, she'd
love you too.
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Most importantly,
SEXY TRUMPET SECTION ROCKS!
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Currently soundless. Putting it up soon. ((:
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