Saturday, February 24, 2007Y

hehex ! i m BACK .

cny is half 0ver lurhhX ! s0bX ! =X

wellx jus came back frm band . SYF is OHSONEAR . jiay0ux racheL ! my sect s0rted 0ut da parts t0day . i g0rtd al0rta firx parts lehhs ! s0bX !

hmmm . g0rtd theory exam c0ming up t00 !! s0bX again !

s0 siann .

thnkg0d dhat i aint EM0 anym0re . wootX .

i realised evrytym i type ranting p0sts , i feel EM0 . L0LX .

&& i picked up a BAD habit during CNY .

i became DAMN ZI LIAN and i suddenly am 0bssessed widd da idea 0f cam wh0ring !! 0MG i can g0 die lurhhx !! =XXX

haishhh . nvrm shall go play and do hwk . wahahas .

last burd nortd least ,

HANA KIMI R0CKS !

-funfunfun !! -

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


Sunday, February 04, 2007Y

omg . i m a RETARD , IDIOT and an EMO FREAK .

firxly , FAHRENHEIT rockX . thnks jingyii for making it for me . lurvee yu lortx gurll ! <33 muackkX !

life's cycle is gettg boring .

dun get me wrong thou , my new frens r so nice . thnks sabrina SPELLMAN, Kuala Bear/ Kuala Lumpur a.k.a kailin , BoyFriend (BaoFang), Eunice (kawaii !!) , DanLing (chiobu =D), ZhouWei, TongYao for making my day a happy one alwayX . yu gurlx rule ! and if i din mention yu up dere , i'm so sry .

evryday study and study . and i study for gettg SHITY results . i dunno if itx cause i cant adjust or smth cos my results r really dropping alot worse . thinkg abt studyg makes my day horrible . now and INFINITY of "GAMBATTE RACHEL !" doesnt work .

i m depressed now and i dun wna go tu sch tml . i sound lyk a lil gurl throwing a tantrum . =.=

sch hwk's making me MAD oready . piling up on da stack is lyk wad ? tuition stuff , band stuff ?

ppl r INSANE . no one is SANE . NO ONE .

no one understands . wishing that i can haf someone tu cry my heart out tu and evrything . no one's dere . rahhhhs ! =X

i WAN THE HOLS ! i DUN wna STUDY . rahhhhhs !! >.<

tests and tests and MORE TESTS .

deres interview for comm members now lurhx . dunno wad tu say oso . so mean lorhx . zzz . very early lorhx . haishh . SYF is comg and we haven really started oso .

i have a HELL lorta hwk tu do and HELL lorta tests tu study for .

HOWEVER .

i jus keep wantg tu play games . i jus feel dat sunday and saturdays r all for slackg . yet , i have tu wake up EARLY evryday and my mum says i mus slp EARLY . wtf can . fck fck fck . if dats e case i have NO LIFE .

i noe my parents r slogging their guts out for me tu study . i noe . i noe . but i jus cant stand it sometyms . i let temptation get the better of me .

i think of these and i feel lyk cryg . cryg until i go blind .

i wna get outta this safely . i wna cross this hill . i wna break free into e world of maturity and free of troubles .

i cant cope . 9subs , i feel lyk gng tu POA . sometyms i really regret .

wad is this okay . screwg up my life liddat .



-whoever i turn tu doesnt seem tu hear my cries for desperate help -

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


THE OWNER.Y

Rachel.Tan.Y

Born on 271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in LOVE with 4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores trumpet section& band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a new phone& more skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime! Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her love! Not forgetting my HAWT BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
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