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Monday, July 28, 2008Y

HEYO EVERYONE.

First& foremost..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALBERT!
ha ha, thnks for being such a gd friend all these years.
I'll never forget the fun we had during our lower sec years.
Though we're not so close now but yea, miss your horny crap. HA HA.
Lets go ice skatg someday okay!
Oh ya, teach me how to play pool tgt with cheryl. ha ha. ;DDD
I have not a clue wht pool is abt. noob ma. lols.

oh& today i was really hoping lessons fly.
Chinese we had this hwk on rewriting lyrics& submitting it for the competition. -.-
English sucked BIG TIME.
I detest you more and more.
So much so tht i wish you'd just DIE.
You think we're giving you attitude problems but you are the one who doesnt keep your temper in check& let it affect your quality of work alright!
You scold my friends and all just because you are in a bad mood. What nonsense man.
So could we say we arent in a gd mood so we dont respect teh teacher?
Not tht we arent giving you due respect but seriously, you procrastinate, you dont teach well.
You fail to get our attention& keep yelling& nagging at us with the squeaky microphone.
Thts cos your lessons are too boring alright. You're jus a failure any Tom, Dick or Harry can replace you& we'd score full marks for eng. Pfft, yelling at us for nothing. Not tht you cant scold us but can i BEG YOU TO PLEASE be more reasonable?.

Okay we went for a sec4 movie at cathay today too.
Umm, i dont like it.
I hate war shows.
I hate cruelty.
No one deserves tht sort of treatment.
So yea, i'm utterly disgusted.
Imagine being a 10 or 12 yr old girl being hit& raped in a CAVE.
Omg. I dont know wth will it be. Hell i guess.
For the hymen to be torn at such a tender age. URGH.
It's sad yea but i feel more disgusted& well i would rather die than live with such a shame.
So yea, the irony's proven.
Why is there even teenage sex when you know tht if you get pregnant it'd scar your life for eternity till you die.
aww well, its beyond my control.
i just hate the show.
i hope it doesnt give me nightmares.

alright! tml's prelim oral& yea you guessed it. bloody eng teacher sucked.
So i'm mugging on my own.
Jiayou Jiayou! ;DD

i'm off, ha ha. cya blog!

-love isnt sex.

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Friday, July 25, 2008Y

lols,
HEYA EVERYBODY~
PUT YOUR HANDS UP IN THE AIR!

Okay, i'm crazy. ha ha.
yea,
the stupid deskmate drove me mad.
She's getting crazier day by day.
Today her fingers "crawled" up my spine. T_T
LOLS.
i think i'll miss her alotAlotALOT. ahhhhh! i dont wna think.
We love chocolates(bitterones),
We want to be doctors! ;DD ,
We sit next to each other. ha ha.
Oh Oh & we think Mr MESSY frm Mr Men series is CUTE! ;DD
yea we went crazy drawing the Mr Men. ha ha!

Oral's nxt tues. ha ha.
i havent prepared for it. lols.
scarly i'm gonna do the same thing as i did for eng presentation. LOLS.

yea, & today vball was PURE fun& risk. ha ha.
but we got caught in the end. TT
Damned penguin.
Pfft.

countdown 87 days.
i hope reality rly slaps me hard in the face so i'd work.

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Thursday, July 24, 2008Y

heyo heyo!

gahhhhh!
seriously derrick tan sucks.
i'm not gonna bold this cos i know he has eyes to read.
i have test tml alright.
i wanna whack his spleen& guts out!
lols.
tht stupid neh neh!
he's gayyyyyyy! yet he calls me a loser cos he's gay.
dumb right!
stupid D.TanYuZhang. Pfft.
Make me spew steam outta my ears for nth.

today was finally our eng presentation.
& yea, sorry grp i rly didnt prepare well.
so yea, it was so impromtu? i dont know wth to say. ha ha.
sorry sorry.
okay, chinese test tml.
one during sch&one AFTER sch.
Pfft. SIAN.
HwkhwkhwkHWK.
muggingmuggingmuggingMUGGING.
oh yea.
My darling deskmate is gettg crazier by the day.
My hands are vandalised with stuff like.
"Lefty","Righty","right palm","right pinky","left palm","left pinky" etc.
& yea you got it right she labelled all her fingers.
we ended up being Indians ytd with STICKERS frm the BIO LAB.
& poor me gets vandalised.
NOT FORGETTING....
I got TORTURED PHYSICALLY BY HER YTD!
grrr. She keeps using her fingers to shoot me.
Dang it hurts la. She finds it fun.
Constance, you're UNBELIEVABLE.
lols.

alright i'm gng off now. slpy.
Vball rocks! ((:
Cya~!

D.Tan's a LOSER.

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Tuesday, July 22, 2008Y

FINE LA 90 DAYS THEN!

WHATEVER LO,
YOU'RE JUST LOOKIN' DOWN ON ME.
I HATE THE SUCKER(DERRICK)!

(*@&$(*&$#@(*~&$(*~@&$#@*(&$(*&Z!#!@#!@

the neh neh sucks.
he logged off. HA HA.

I OFFICIALLY WIN. ;DDDD

LOSER LOSER LOSER.
DERRICK TAN FROM 4FG'S A LOSER. WHOOOOO~

&& HE SAID HE GAVE IN TO ME.
HA HA.
HE'S FINDING EXCUSES.
LOSERRRRRRRRRRRR.
YOU LOSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
not forgettg,
you suck tooooooooooooooooo!

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Okay, i've said ALOT OF f words on msn alr.
Derrick you spoiled my record! I was tryg so hard to stop f words!

NVM,
WHAT YOU SAID MOTIVATED ME TO CONTINUE.
SO YEA, YOU'RE GOING DOWN LOSER.
THT WAS A FALSE ALARM& YOU FELL FOR IT. HA HA SUCKER.
YOU'RE LOUSY. ;DDDD
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA.

pls do not try this at hm.
all this is just for fun.

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

okay, i'm refraining from the f word cos i'm lazy alr.

DAMNED.
DERRICK YOU SUCK A HELL LOT.
FINE I SUCK BUT YOU SUCK MORE.
I'M SICK OF BLOG BITCHIN'S ALR.
SO YEA, IF I LOSE ITS FINE.
I DONT CARE ALR.
TOO LAZY ALR LUH.

DERRICK YOU SUCK. FULL STOP.

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

DAMN YOU DERRICK TAN YU ZHANG.
STOP THE BLOG FLAMING!
GAHHH!
YOU JUST SUCK ALRIGHT! ADMIT IT!
COS YOU AINT A GIRL.
IF YOU WERE A GIRL MAYBE YOU WOULDNT SUCK AS BAD WITH YOUR GAY MOVES.
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA.
I'M LAUGHING MY ASS OFF TYPIN' THIS!
ROLF,

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

LOLS,
i have a damned egeog test tml.
i'm hwk loaded. wtf! (Shitzxz! i said another f word.)

okay, 4rp's crazy.
they're busy mugging away like crazy.
90+ days left to O's according to DERRICK TAN YU ZHANG.

OH YEA I HAVE A PROCLAIMATION:

READ THIS DERRICK TAN YU ZHANG.
YOU'RE A GAY AUNTIE KILLER&

YOU SUCK BADLY! WORSE THAN ME.

WAHAKAHAKAHAKAHAKAHAKA!

HE DIDNT KNOW I HAD A BLOG. LAWL!

flame me on my tagboard! ha ha! i wouldnt care derrick! (((:

&&

Rayne is love! he's perfect from ANY ANGLE.

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Sunday, July 20, 2008Y

I LOVE MY SEXY BLACK BANGLA RABBIT.

All the tears& blah.
Pop's over,
Reading the POP msgs, presents and gifts& all.
Man, i cried like some retard idiot hugging the bangla rabbit.

Happy memories are whts left,
So yea i'll treasure it like man.
I LOVE ALL OF YOU.
HEART YOU GUYS TO BITS.

Dedications shant be posted up here 'cos i know evryth's more than words.
It cant be shown by mere words.
Yea, i'll hold you guys dear in my heart.

For trumpets,
Our sexy love is freaking damn strong yea! ((:
Remember, even w/o us,
We are One! ((:

LOVES to ALL.
HEART! ;DDD

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Thursday, July 17, 2008Y

black& white, emoshit.

My gosh!
I have so much crap to do.
My head's splitting.
It sucks!
I'm gonna rush pop presents tml aft Phy SPA& TIMED COMPRE which is till 6pm.
What the freaaaakkkk! (yay, i didnt say the f word. ;DD)

Tml's SPA only has 2 possible experiments but my brain's crazy.
I keep asking myself,
What if something else comes out?
Arent we all going to die?
Rahhh!
To hell with the world.
I'm not rly good in these chaps man,
Especially eletromagnetism.
So tml if i screw up i can just whine and say. What the freaaakk!
Then aft tht i'd sink into a state of depression and have totally NO MOOD to prepare for POP.
Okay,
Rachel's gonna mug her phy first.
Homework can wait till night.
Rachel go go go!
Don't give up you can do it! whoooo! ;DD

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Wednesday, July 16, 2008Y

The love tht runs on the filmtape will never end.Y

bio spa's over,
i fucking screwed it.
Dang i have to stop my swear words.
But seriously, i cant find anyth else to describe it.
The whole exp's screwed.
How could a land plant survive in water?
My brain just went to the dogs in that damned one hour.
I emoed tht entire day, yelling, shoutg& screaming wasnt a practical choice for anger venting.

Luckily, fate didnt want to see me sad for too long so today's chem was alright!
It was much better except for the dilemma to fix the vol of gas to collect or to fix the time needed.

Everytime you step outta exam hall, your confidence just shatters even though you prepared real lot. 'Cos the discussion with your friends will kill you. Even if you did it right, your heart will waver& you'll think maybe its wrong eh? So yea thts what happened for both exams.

Two down, one more to go.
Physics on friday.
4RESPECT GOGO! ;DD
Good luck everyone!

Oh and by the way,
is my laughter really tht bad?
To actually send the whole class bursting into laughter before a test?!
Stupid jane called me a machine gun. Grrr.
Lols, i got this stupid laughing gas from band& since beijing.
I cant help it.
I dont know why i laugh like that! Pfft.

&& eng lesson was like OMG,
GlobaliSATION~
LibrARIAN~
CRAzy~
My eng teacher is hopping crazy,
She says BBC newsreaders read like tht,
& if we dont read like tht we arent true english speakers.
I shall record down channel news asia for you my DEAR.
Its disgusting,
You dont bathe,
You dont shave your armpit hair,
You repeat your words SO MANY TIMES, (max 17)
People will think 4RP's hard of hearing.
Pfft, hopeless.

This saturday is so dreadful,
I dont want it to come!
Just reminiscing abt all the happy memories& photos& outings make me wanna cry.
Sexies, i'll always miss you.
Bandcomm0708, i'll always miss you too.
RICdept, i'll always miss you three.
Darling sec1s&2s tht were under me, i'll miss you four.
Nothing lasts forever,
there'll be a time when goodbyes are inevitable.
Saturday, please dont come.
Okay i'm super contradicting myself. Ha.
Who cares?

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Sunday, July 13, 2008Y

you're one in a million, darling. Y

ha ha,
today was homeworking like crazy except chinese tuition whr i unwound abit.
But i was still busy homeworking.

&& today was NBC!
Cchmb got 79.17! ahhhh!
Missed by 0.83 to a Gold.
But i think its alright guys!
You guys only had preparations for 3 weeks aft beijing& w/o the sec4s you're on your own feet.
I feel tht you guys really can make it!
Help the band hit greater heights at SYF alright!
Continue working hard!
I'm proud of all of you! ((:
CCHMB IS LOVE.
I MISS YOU ALL VERY MUCH. Y

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Friday, July 11, 2008Y

I just got home.
Rahh.
Super tired tired.
& when you're tired, you tend to emo.

I had a whole day of career seminars.
Gosh, it was hell with all the jcs& top poly courses.
After listening, evryth that occurred to me was this.
"Can i make it? 5/7/8/9/10 points leh!"
Then i start thinking abt how i am going to survive.
Then everyth starts pouring down from heaven like i'm going to just fall and die like some idiot.

I look at some jcs& i go OMG.
I look at my friend's paper& i go OMFG.
All the HCI, RJC, VJC all ticked or highlighted.
I should just bang the wall, it hurts.
Stupid stiff competition.

I suddenly have a craving for adobe art works.
Lols. but yea, i'm banned from it.
Since i made this blog skin i wasnt allowed to do any more blogskins.
So i think only aft o lvls then i'll be able to do more.

You'd go bonkers mugging& mugging& mugging.
Then i'll be sent to an asylum.
Lmao, i dont know what i'm talking abt alr.
Crazy alr. Ha ha.

Okay, back to the hell of the pile of homeowork.

Seriously, fuck reality. Its july. DD:

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Monday, July 07, 2008Y

There goes my last holiday of the year.
Locked up at home.
Pfft.

I'm mentally distraught since last night.
I was supposed to do homework today,
but i hardly did anyth or study for anyth.
All i could think abt was the fun i was missing out.
Was supposed to go with hq, mich, grace, henry etc to Tamp IKEA.

Just cause I missed the last train last night,
Just cause the taxi driver mistook my house for somewhere else.
Just cause i was out till 1am because of all these stuff.
Whatever, this sucks.
It really does.

Luckily i got outta the house to the library to read more love stories.
Or i'd just faint at home.

No homework accomplished.
What a nice so called youth day holiday.

Baby, you're sweeter than apple pie. Y

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y