Friday, October 27, 2006Y
itx 12am. tu think my bday would be pathetic. but i received MSGS ! thnks guys.
i noe i feel so stupidd thinking yu guys din care lur.
now we're partg, regrettg seemed rly too late.
well i m writing stuffs that ppl lyk kevin, cheryl, yxn have written.
but well. this'll be modified and it'll be MY version. ((X
2fg'o6.
we've gone thru so much. rly so much.
#1. cleaning up da new block.
#2. gettg scolded by ymm for being da dirty class.
#3. doing our best under ymm.
#4. the lil squabbles during class that hlped us tu bond even more.
#5. da malacca trip. XD
#6. all da class chalets.
#7. da bian3 last yr and this yr's
#8. da zzjsj. we did our best yarhx ! ((X
&& theres much more.
after reading wad all of yu guys have written. i felt so loved by 2fg. i feel lyk crying now.
all da way frm sec 1,
we were all plain blurr ppl dat din noe each other. my firx fren, camy, ashlyn and whitney. when we exchanged tele no.s .
camy got da same aggregate score as me. LOLX.
ashlyn and whitney were chio bus that i knew hahas. ((X
dhen i slowly knew yxn and hui ying. yxn was the youngest one and i loved her da most cos she was always so generous and kind and would always gif me dat goofy laugh at evrything. my frc partner and for almost evrything. LOLX.
hui ying was da DA JIE ! hahas. loved her too. always da personw ho would turn situations into a funny and fun one !
at da same tym.. i knew adel, corny, zxn, sheena, cheryl. hahas dhey were such fun ppl tu be widd. and i still rmb durg exam when i told corny gd luck she gavce me the action of punching my face. T.T LOLX but still shes da BEST CLASS CHAIR PERSON !
there goes on and on with da class of 2 fg.
now evryone dere is so dear tu my heart. all da guys and girls.
i cant bear 2 leave.
din gif it much thought after today but now.
i feel so...so... saddened..
i cant STAND IT ! NO WAY !
i dun wan a class without cheryl my dear lao gong ! my heart will i dun wan a class without yxn my lurbe rival. SHES SO SWEET ! SO NICE !
i dun wan a class without da caring and patient sheena ! i'll miss ur laughter !
i dun wan a class without ashlyn ! my html pro buddy !
i dun wan a class without camy ! my firx fren in cchms and "library !"
i dun wan a class without xian jue ! da horny gal !
i dun wan a class without albert ! da he-she !
i dun wan a class without hui ying ! da DA JIE !
i dun wan a class without ruiling ! da goofy audi pro !
i dun wan a class without zhenming ! da councillor ! i wna throw pencilcase !
i dun wan a class without edwin ! da pro in studies ! i cant compare ans !
i dun wan a class without wilmer ! da SCIENCE pro !
i dun wan a class without celeste ! i miss her sweet goodies !
i dun wan a class without zhong tao ! da guy who sat with me. took my stationery and stuff !
i dun wan a class without lerling ! da EL REP !
i dun wan a class without zixin ! yxn de TWIN !
i dun wan a class without adeline ! da CHIO BU TREASURER !
i dun wan a class without constance ! da corny gal who is da BEST chairperson !
i dun wan a class without xinyi ! da bowling gal ! and studies PRO !
i dun wan a class without wenxin ! da gurl i les with ! hahs ! MATHS & CHI PRO !
i dun wan a class without zhengyu ! doze off during class de ! but studies so pro !
i dun wan a class without brandon ! cant c him gay with albert and make us laugh lurhx !
i dun wan a class without reuben ! no fun in class de !
i dun wan a class without edward ! my dear AH GONG ! and albert de EX husband !
i dun wan a class without kahqi ! zxn de lover and BUTT SHOWER !
i dun wan a class without jasper ! da KAO PEI rap and QUADRAPOP ! does wrk DAM FAST !
i dun wan a class without kevin ! da big tym JOKER ! who goes against ymm ! LOLX.
i dun wan a class without kokwei ! da guy who acbc eh? hahs ! jkjk !
i dun wan a class without renee ! poop poop ! da chio bu eh ! hahs !
i dun wan a class without whitney ! pipa girl ! hahs ((X
i dun wan a class without weibin ! SBT ! hahas ! haircut went outta control eh? hahs !
i dun wan a class without dewei ! LL de HUSBAND ! always talk big sia ! wahahas !
i dun wan a class without keith ! wahahs ! yu cant escape frm cheryl de !
i dun wan a class without zhi sheng ! yu eat VEGE DE ! dun be so horny in sec 3 ! LOLX.
the above is NOT in any order ! XD
as for daniel, we all do miss yu. stay well.
so yu c 2fg. we have so many fond memories together.
i jus HATE IT !
imagine gng into a class without ur best buddy sitting nxt tu yu anymore. how would yu even feel? i m telling ya i will cry.
but stilll life mushh go on ritex ?
cheer up guys. we'll always and forever kip each other in my heartx ((X
2fg'o6 WAN SUI WAN SUI WAN WAN SUI !
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Thursday, October 26, 2006Y
today is da LAST DAY of sch. according tu mu previous post, i m SO BORED. ((X LOLX.
i guess i rly dun matter,
tml's my bday and i m 14 !
sad tu say 0 presents today.
not lyk i m wishing for any but..
theres not even a happie early bday.
except yxn.
thnks sweetie. <33
i doubt anyone knows. when ppl's bday come,
dhey get showered with lortx of love.
i dun get any.
instead, i get ignored.
i m straying further and further away frm yu guys.
yu guys tell each other stuff that i cant noe.
i feel so irritating jus sticking tu yu guys.
when i walk alone,
i feel so empty.
itx okay. nxt yr we r gna get separated.
and i din even take any pics of anything.
i feel so sian can.
dun even feel lyk gng tu da chalte.
e only reason i'd go is cos of ashlynn ((X
kip saying yu all loved 2fg,
but i somehow feel that itx not true.
mayb i'm just insignificant.
today, i din have enuff slp. kept falling aslp. walked alone and evrything. without talkg tu anyone much. dhen i woke up during band. band seems better. caroline is dere. casey is dere. hui qi is dere. michelle is dere.
wellx. changed instru today. i changed tu hq de. dhen sandy take mine. alan take yong sheng de. i BET caroline is gna get SHELDON's one ((X dhen hq and sheldon take new trumpet. hurhurx. i feel so sad. da bach trumpets r SO NICE. *sobs* dhen hq one da slide kip gettin stuck. zZzZz. LOLX.
haiish. anyway i m gna enjoy myself with games and love stories ((X
go playy lurhX !
SAYONARA ! ((X
-deathNOTE . BLEACH .-
-Light . Kuchikki Rukia .-
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
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my name ((X :
There are 15 letters in your name.Those 15 letters total to 73There are 6 vowels and 9 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 1
The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual.
The expression or destiny for #1:A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of accomplishment on ones talents and efforts. You have little need for much supervision, preferring to act on your own with little restraint. You are both ambitious and determined. Self-confident and self-reliant must be yours, as you develop a strong unyielding will and the courage of your convictions.
Although you fear loneliness, you want to be left alone. You fear routine and being in a rut. You often jump the gun because you are afraid of being left behind.
The negative attributes of the 1 Expression are egotism and a self-centered approach to life. This is an aggressive number and if it is over-emphasized it is very hard to live with. You do not have to be overly aggressive to fulfill your destiny. The 1 has a natural instinct to dominate and to be the boss; adhering to the concept of being number One. Again, you do not have to dominate and destroy in order to lead and manage.
Your Soul Urge number is: 6
A Soul Urge number of 6 means: With a number 6 Soul Urge, you would like to be appreciated for your ability to handle responsibility. Your home and family are likely to be a strong focus for you, perhaps the strongest focus of your life. Friendship, love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for a happy life. You have a lot of diplomatic tendencies in your makeup, as you a able to rectify and balance situations with an innate skill. You like working with people rather than by yourself. It is extremely important for you to have harmony in your environment at all times.
The positive side of the 6 Soul Urge produces a huge capacity for responsibility; you are always there and ready to assume more than your share of the load. If you possess positive 6 Soul Urges and express them, you are known for your generosity, understanding and deep sympathetic attitude. Strong 6 energy is very giving of love, affection, and emotional support. You may have the inclination to teach or serve your community in other idealistic ways. You have natural abilities to help people. You are also likely to have artistic and creative leanings.
If you have an over-supply of 6 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative traits common to this number. With such a strong sympathetic attitude, it is easy to become too emotional. Sometimes the desires to render help can be over done, and it can become interfering and an attitude that is too protective, rather than helpful. The person with too much 6 energy often finds that people tend to take advantage of this very giving spirit. You may tend to repress your own needs so that you can cater to the demands from others. At times, there may be a tendency in this, for becoming over-loaded with such demands, and as a result become resentful.
Your Inner Dream number is: 4
An Inner Dream number of 4 means: You dream of being a very solid citizen that people can depend upon. You strive for organization and predictable order. You want to be recognized as a person with a plan and the discipline to make that plan work like clockwork.
LOLX. now bleach cant watch, death note cant watch, audition cant play. dun feel lyk playing maple. SO SIAN LA ! hurhurX ! *sobs*
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Wednesday, October 25, 2006Y
frens. tml's da last day widd them for dhis yr. i feel sad but yet. i somehow feel they dun care abt me anymore. seems lyk whether i was there or not wouldnt make a difference.
haishh. wad tu do.
came back frm band. LYNN'S DAD gave me a RIDE HOME ! wheeeX ! i hate rainy days. itx forever and alwayx so cold. *burrrr* LOLX.
played sea gate today. i play until so sucky. zzz firx somemore. haish i m UNFORGIVABLE lur. LOLX. dhen when i told mr wong YMCA no conductor score for da concert de recruits' item, he ask jh 2 look at PART BY PART. all of us were laughing lyk shyt sia. tsk tsk tsk. poor jin hong. GAMBATTE ! ((X
wells. now fur ytd de dinner. WHOOPEES ! jornartan a kor came ytd ! hahas ! found some tym outta NS to pei wo with my bday ! wahahhas !
so long din c him. he bcome shuai lur worX ! ((X
hmm. we made TONS of ICECREAM ! wahahahas. and im telling yu i bcame SO MUCH FATTER ! LOLX. but itx icecream haven. ((X
heres some pics frm ytd !
da initial SYRUP ! ((X
my FAMILY !
my COUSIN's FAMILY .
wells i got LOADX more. cant uplaod all LOLX. ((X
k la gtg. wanna play audi ! ((X buhhbyes.
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Tuesday, October 24, 2006Y
if i died today, would yu care?
would yu bother?
why shuld i even to force myself.
to even trick myself into infatuation.
when i dun even want it.
life is precious.
evryone says so.
i get scolded for this.
i dun feel anything.
i dunno why.
wadever anyone says is lyk.
no use.
wad m i dng..
i rly dunno.
wad can i do.
i rly dunno.
all i beg of yu is tu LEAVE ME ALONE.
no one shuld suffer becos of one's selfish ways of life.
i m dng that now. i m seriously sry to da person who scolded me last night. ((X
thnks alot for da hlp.
i dunno how long will i continue this way but.
i'll try my best.
if i can pull thru all da way,
yu owe me a favour !
wahahs !
went tu cele bday early today. wahahs ! ((X went tu yuki yaki at marina square. took some pics. host nxt tym now gtg lurhs. buhhbyes !
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Thursday, October 19, 2006Y
back frm a TIRING day at SCHOOL.
however,
TODAY was BLOODY fun !!
LOLX
morning me and hui qi went up tu da foyer dere. dhen we went abt promoting da BAND. LOLX. dhen is lyk i was so scared i din dare 2 look at e audience can !
dhen later check eng.
THIS part was the WORST.
my eng got lyk 62? B3. kns. TRIPLE SCI need B3 !! wah la0. i wanna cry laaaa. haix. im praying HARD that i get 2 more marks frm my entire yr's wrk. LOLX.
my lit got A2 ! WAHAHAS. NEVER in my LIFE had i EVER got an A2 for LIT ! LOLX.
and one more thing,
MY GEOG ADDED 2 MARKS ! now i got 62/80 ! WHEEEEEES ! LOLX. i m lyk, CRAZY.
dhen later on wad pw fest. me n yxn din prepare lorhs. dhen today we so gan chiong. run here run dere do up da board and evrything. cheryl helped out too ! thnks so MuCh gurl ! albert helped a LITTLE bahx. when we went there for da FIRX tym, we had NO SOCKET. zZzZzZ. dhen when we managed 2 find one, we had NO PASSWORD. ms munira spent SO MUCH tym figuring it out. dhen it turned out to be so simple. there was also one BIG bloody PROBLEM. the ppl kept KICKING e WIRE. e laptop was no charged yu c. dhen when ppl trip and e thing got disconnected frm da power, the whole thing BLANKED out, WTH dhen i stood dere for SO LONG 2 ask ppl NOT 2 step and i "protected" the wire. zZz. LOLX. dhen we won da prize yxn was so scared she dun wanna go up LOLX. dhen nadia din come. so she was afraid. she said that she would rather go and tend da booth. dhen when we were back at da booth, the teachers and students came. yxn din dare 2 say ANYTHING. she was too scared lorhs. dhen i was lyk. WHO WAS THE ONE that WANTED to tend da booth aRhx. LOLX dhen she blush. but well. i still said evrything. zZz. LOLX.
the wire problem kept happening. i was lyk so angry i took a piece of paper and wrote "PLS DO NOT STEP on e WIRES and pasted it dere ! was so pissed off la. we on and off e com for SO MANY tyms. zZz. dhen yxn came up with this lame thing. she took on of da pictures we took during our project work and said. yu can tell me EACH OF THEIR NAMES, CLASS, CCA and PRELIM MARKS, i gif yu the LAP TOP for FREE ! hahas. dhen dhey believe sia ! OMFG ! wahahahas !
open house have 2 be dere again. zZzZz. make a NICER board.
today went for band also. YONGKHAI GOT IN. OMFG. ZzZ. HOW COULD IT BE ! hurhurX ! thats sicko who thinks itx right 2 change in da girl's toilet. Mr wong addressed some of my problems as well. THANKS MR WONG ((X !
well today overall was fun and Weng Siong is VULGAR. _l_ LOLX.
I LOVEEE <3333>
this was da sign i placed at da wires during pw today ! LOLX.
this is OUR BOOTH ! so plain but the process was FUN ! ((X
LOLX. we are notty gurls ! these 2 pics were during bian3 preparation we play bingo take de ! hahas. we are so PROUD of being SLACKERS ! itx so fun playing in class. ((X
- i love my life tu da MAX ! - ((X
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Tuesday, October 17, 2006Y
lolx. hihiX !
had been having debrief these few days. the marks i found out were lyk HORRIBLE. zZzZzZ.
went tu watch scream and whisper ytd at esplanade. e dancers were dam nice but erm sad tu say we rly din understand. then we went tu eat and walk here and there and YIXIN AND CHERYL AND HUI YING were LATE ! btw yxn dun be too hard on urself kies. ((X LOLX we dun blame them la. itx okays.
pic we took dere at esplanade library ((X
well ytd got back my MATHS and HCL paper 2 ! maths was okay my HCL was HORRIBLE. die lur lorhs think it will pull down my ENTIRE AVERAGE.
today got back GEOGRAPHY and SCIENCE. geog i got tyco a1 JUST NICE sia. my sci was 88 ! wheeeeeeeee ! lolx. well reuben got highest thou. 91 !!!! wth ! as for geog. EDWIN GOT 77 /80 ! WTH ! PRO sia. kip beings o humble. zZzzZZzzZ.
wells now a days cca became sian for me i dunno why lolx. but well for da sake of da CONCERT must JIAYOUX ! hahas. got 2 new trumpets one gif sheldon one gif hui qi lurhX ))': i aint gonna change LOLX. well i dun think of getting a new one. dun even dare 2 HARBOUR the thoughts of it. LOLX. wells ALL DA BEST to US !
hmm.. i dunno wad 2 say sia. i rly feel so happie these days.
i LOVEEEE <3 CHERYL
i LOVEEEE <3 SHEENA
i LOVEEEE <3 YI XIN
i LOVEEEE <3 HUI YING
i LOVEEEE <3 MY FAMILY
i LOVEEEE <3 CAMY
i LOVEEEE <3 TRUMPET SECTION o6 !
i LOVEEEE <3 2 FORGIVENESS o6 !
not in any order horX !
i shall wrk on a NEW blogskin ! wahahas ! with much help frm ashlyn thou. ((X
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Sunday, October 15, 2006Y
WHEEEEE ! exams are over ! lolx. it was over on friday though and today is SUNDAY.
well i followed my parents ard today and i saw TIONG ANN and his mum at the supermarket !
&&
I FULFILED one of my WISHES today.
i cut my hair lurhX !
i so LOVEEE it ! hahas. <33
wells i sure hope things end well. but it seems yu wun let me go? i want us to just be normal frens. so pls. can i say PLS let me go.
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Tuesday, October 10, 2006Y
wahahahahahahahahahas !
2 more papers 2 go and i have FINISHED e EXAMS lurX ! wahahahahas !
wellx !
audition is patching and i cant rly stand it ! HURHURX ! i wanna play.
haiish nvm.
k la i shall go watch some other stuff. just finished watching ANGEL'S FEATHERS OVA. wth ! it only has 2 EPISODES? WTF.
zZzZzZz..
alll da best fer my exams.
friday's an OFF day though. LOLX.
k la i gtg lurHX ! buhhbyes ! blog again after exams are OVER ! wheeeeeeeee !
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Sunday, October 08, 2006Y
wahahahas ! firx wk of EOY's gone and GOOD RIDDANCE ! wheees !
wellx. basically e situation now is.
i'm SLACKG already ! OMFG !
how could i !
i m still left wid four more papers and NXT FRIDAY'S AN OFF DAY ! wootX ! ((X
i slacked e whole day ytd and today bahx. ytd played audition today played audition but well of course i did my eng and chi compre stuffs.
awww well. i rly hope i do well.
i wan eightTRIPLE. i dun think i will gif up until e streaming results are released !
i will WIN WILMER as well. dats my aim ! ((X
i'm so greedy sia wan so much.
LOLX.
wellx after leavg things aside for a while. i realised how fortunate i was. i had a rly big happy family thats loves me and cares for me. my dear mum dad and SIS. wellx. sometyms ppl are just so blinded with other matters that they cant c wad are the precious things they have. my family is e BESTEST BEST in the WORLD. and i love dhem so much, i feel so guilty abt the rebellious me last tym. now i rly learned how tu treasure dhem. yu shuld tuu ! <33
- matters of the heart are too complicated. i dun ever wanan get involved again. -
- JIAYOUX ! MUG RACHEL ! ((X -
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
