Tuesday, January 29, 2008Y

restless,
restless,
restless.
fug this irritating restlessness.

i hav no mood to study.
fug my brain for forgettg to bring back my maths tb too.
tml got maths test. TT

i feel like telling myself,
SLACK AT LIBERTY. :DD
but of course yea i couldnt.

hopeless day.
slept thru most of the classes,
esp ss.
i didnt even feel like listening to what ms kaur was blabbering abt.

so much work,
so little time.

i have 5 wks mre to common test.
with the WHOLE of sec3 syllabus + new sec4 syllabus.
might as well go eat shit la.
i cant rmb anyth.
save me man.

okay, blabbering doesnt help.
i gotta get down to business soon.
the engine's jus not moving la.
zzz, whatever la.

what a nice post before.
the fs were coming out without obstruction. hehe. :DD

rachel is changing, she's going to become irrecognisable. T__T

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


Friday, January 25, 2008Y

hah, fine whatever.
it all just doesnt matter the least bit to me.
just dont come saying things that arent true.

i worry too much,
yea consideration for ppl's feelings.
i cant hlp it i am like that.
what do you want me to do.

&& i am SCARED,
i want to find someway to not sit there and shiver & cry.
how the fuck am i supposed to tell you that in frnt of so many ppl.
tell me.

yea my fault
my god damn bloody fucked up fault cos i didnt care.

really,
CHECK in the mirror.
if you hav done it PROVE it.

it just pisses me off.
i'm tired of being some hypocrite stuck in the middle.
i WILL support what i stand for.
i dont need company.
i dont need you to care.
I WILL SURVIVE on my own.

i dont think what you do is right.
i wont say a thing.
i will just SHOW you.

you piss me off.
so just stfu
& go away.

look at yourself before you look at me with those eyes.

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


Thursday, January 24, 2008Y

HELLO BLOG! :DD
i am grinning like a idiot now.

WHOOO!
i got A1! yay!

okay. one thing off my wishlist luh. ((((:

alot of peeps got As.
for those who didnt.
please dont cry luh. you are wasting tears ah!
you did your best can luh! :DD
mug harder for HCL this year bah.
you'll still make it.
wipe away all those tears alr darlin'. :DD

the scene was..
ppl jump ppl scream ppl cry.
ok i cannot be crying. i must SMILE! ((:
thats the target!

oh ya!
&& cos of O LVL RESULTS,
CROSS EYE FREAK CHER WASNT HERE. WHOOOO! ((:
I SLACKED MY BRAINS OFF MATHS TODAY. HAH.

Mr Soon..
DIDNT teach at all.
think he's freaking excited about the results.
we are ANALYSING results for the whole period.
and he squished green&blue revolution into one min.
a load of CRAP la. lols.

next week has 4 pending tests.
ughh. T_T

o lvl o lvl o lvl o lvl o lvl.
i think i abit kee siao luh.
LOLS.

okok,
no more nonsensical shit from me.
cya all.

-the realisation of dreams.

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


Monday, January 21, 2008Y

HEY YOYO! ((:

whooo!
today only got one piece of hwk.
so yea,
i played auditionSEA& earned 100k luh! ((:
YINNYINN; ((:
hah.

okay,
i went ICESKATING yesterday with prata & cheryl darlin'! :DD
i fell down 3 times. -.-
my father mistook prata for a girl somemore, it was DAMN fun i tell you.!
LOLS!

&&
I CUT MY HAIR LUH!
okay when i tie it up its fugly!
baobao got pissed with me complaining my hair's fugly.
HAHA.
i want to help baobao style her hair with MOVING RUBBER. HAHA! :DDD
I LOVE AH BAO! ((:
ok here are some pics frm iceskatinggg! (((:




Cheryl& her hair extensions. HAHA! ((:



me&my sis after hair cut for BOTH of us. HEH.

-i miss you.

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


Monday, January 14, 2008Y

i dont want to study luh!
wthwthwth.

can i just FASTER grow up and STOP school
OR fastforward the O LEVELS.
test here test there. wtf man.
i am going BONKERS le.
ZZZ.

busy busy busy!

i kissed you in the shadows of my heart.

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


Friday, January 11, 2008Y

HEEHEES.
HERE I AM AFTER QUITE SOME TIME. ((:

okayyy! i just came back from band luh!
band's kinda fun.
got scolded that i wasnt strict enough. :O
& i learnt 3 LAYER TIC TAC TOE!
I DRAWED WITH RACHEL LEE. YAY!

awww well,
we got persis toooo! ((:
persis rocks! HAHA. i am in THIRD& well most of my parts are with the french horn& i am sittg nxt to gina!

mum finally allowed for me to go to beijing
&&&&&&&&&&&
THE PRICE DROPPED WOOTS! :DD

hmm, now studies.
okay today's maths test is a DISASTER AH!
alot of ppl didnt finish.
i think i myself is FINISHED.
i didnt complete 3 qns.
if i am lucky, i pass and if i am unlucky i fail. Z.
i think i'll fail. -.-

ohh ohh. 4RP has LOADS of tests next week.
DAMN IT MAN!
sec4 cannot relax at all. zzz.

okok.
now to think abt it i rly HAVENT grown up. lols.

sec4 is so -.-

ughhs.

ignorance.-

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


Saturday, January 05, 2008Y

HELLO ALL.

LONG TIME NO POST.
hah.

okay first of all..
I WANT THE HOLIDAYS BACK.
SCH SUCKS.
i dont want to study.
&& everyone is breathing down my neck about sec4 O LEVELS.
zzzz.
its not like i dont know what.

worst thing is theres so much workkkkk!
CCA&STUDIES ADD TOGETHER CAN KILL ME!

well, yesterday was CCA day.
we made a fool of the NCC. LOLS! with the drum beats. ((:
next week mon, tues, thurs is auditions.
i hope everything goes well thou. hehees.

okay.
then our chinese teacher change luh.
I WANT HSIN LAO SHI!
the new cher is like... he looks....
I DONT KNOW LA.
I DONT LIKE HIM CORRECT LE.!
he can talk during lessons until the clock just fell from the wall. x.x
pity him man.
he talk so much& no one bothers to listen.
i tried, cheryl tried but it was too noisy& we jus couldnt understand.
its as if we're in a different frequency. -.-

& our maths cher.
OMG MAN.
SHE'S JUST LIKE YANG MEHMEH.
whats her problem la.
cant use own foolscap.
cant hold yur bag in class.
EVERYTH ALSO CANNT.
dhen must have someone press com& her com so bloody lag.
hell man.
the AVA so pitiful.
before sch or after recess still must go get laptop.
and she doesnt even know her maths well. ZZZ!

ok.
CALVIN ROCKS!
I LOVE CHEN YI RU! (((:
WOOOOO!
so rdm. ((:

got TONS of homework.
someone kill me.
HEHE! ((:

sec4.
stressful?
indeed. LOLS.

-I HATE FATTY PORK GIRL SO GO AWAY!-

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


THE OWNER.Y

Rachel.Tan.Y

Born on 271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in LOVE with 4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores trumpet section& band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a new phone& more skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime! Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her love! Not forgetting my HAWT BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
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