Monday, June 30, 2008Y

i cant breatheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I'm 'Breathless"!
I'm crushed by my homework,
4Days worth of MC means endless keeping up.
I still havent took my tests and i havent studied for them.
I don't want to do them just any oh how and hand up.
I'd rather study and then do my best and fail than anyhow do and fail.

Tests Tests Homework Homework.
Being a sec4's STRESSFUL!
I dont care! Rachel Tan will JIAYOU!
She doesnt want to fail and she wont fail!!
GOGO!

oh ya,
August! I can get a new phone by then. he he. considering tml means 1 mth mre, i'm EXCITED! (((:

I want a study buddy,
I needa start and get the motivation to mug for O lvls!
Anyone wants to be mine? ((:

i dont need you to tell me what to do with my own emotions.

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


Friday, June 27, 2008Y

My nose is running awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
My throat is aching soooooooooooooooooo badly.
I'm alr coughing out blood!
I MISSED 4 DAYS of sch alr.
I went back to school today and I was Miss SantaClaus. Ha ha. I was busy giving my stuff to my friends. But I managed to struggle to get through lessons. Grrr.
I’m most probably sure that I have flunked my probability test. I have no idea what I was doing eh? My mind was not prepared and I was so messed up with the cold and all. I do feel happy though, seeing my friends again. Sadly I didn’t get to see any band peeps except those who are in my class. T__T
Pfft, after effects of beijing. Z.

Okay i shall say this first,
It is gonna be a teary post and a extremely long one.
Pictures will not be uploaded in this post as I am just too lazy (LAZY)!


First off,
Beijing was total madness& fun& a EXTREMELY wide EYE opener.

I’ll remember…

Crazy games on plane.& the VEGGIE FORFEIT.
We played games at the table and then the loser eats the veggie in order to clear it.
It was just crazy at the restaurant!
Sandy ate the most. ;DD
but i ate the 2nd most. DD:

Breakfasts.
Okay we were crazy over bacon!& EGGS! ha ha. At least Hq was crazy over the bacon. ha ha.

‘Tian Tan’ sightseeing!
But seriously, it was more like camwhoring.
Andand, the group photo with the banner was objected by this man who came to close it.
I tell you it was a long walk!

Yu He Yuan was just beautiful& stunning from certain angles with the lake and evryth, too bad I’m too sick to even appreciate it. Damn!! Now I only have photos left. TT

Great Wall, it was fun! I climbed to the 7th one. Ha ha. I was too tired alr. It was SUPER TIRING but the scenery makes it worth it! && not to mention if you are singing Merry Widow and Jericho on the way down. Ha ha! It was crazyy~ Then we took the ride down.\

Masterclasses was the teacher conducting tutorials and we watch him conduct,
& ya, the piece was Dona Nobis Pacem, our competition set piece.!

Exchanges too, with the china bands and the thai band was like GODLY,
Their playing was like OMG! It was heaven man! Evryth was CLEAR& IN TUNE!& the tpts held a high high E TOTALLY IN TUNE. i was like stunned for words!
Oh ya& ppl took pics of alan& even asked for his nameeeeeee!
Alan has a FANCLUB, ha ha!

Shopping was crazy bargaining and pulling& advertising. lols. its very scary i tell you. SUPER scary! They literally PULL you. But the prices are ridiculous. Smth worth 800yuan or smth you can haggle till 100plus. How cool is that. Ha ha. You walk away they scared alr. They immediately give it to you. He he. I bought lots of Olympic stuff. Hee hee.

My craze for MUSHROOM was ignited again you know! The food for each meal was like all with MUSHROOM.

The new COUPLE which was made known to me during the trip. AHEM! ;)

The nights we went crazy and had to pay for it later on. ;DDD

Our common hate, our section talks, our committee meals and bonding and our ONLY dept meal.

The nights we cried and came out of our rooms hugging each other and my dear pals hugged me even though I was sick. I felt so warm!!

Sadly I’ll never get to have that feeling ever again.

This is Day 1 after Sandy’s departure to NanJing.
I couldn’t even get to the airport and at least cry with her. I kept all my tears for her till thurs. Yet I couldn’t even meet her yesterday. Damn my body you made me miss someone who’s only coming back aft a long time. SANDYYYY! Crying now wont bring the plane back alr. Its all no use. My temperatures shot up and my parents wont let me go. Sandy I hope you’ll forgive me if you see this. I hope you know that I miss you just as much and everyone else and that trumpet section is nothing without you as well. Without anyone we aren’t ourselves anymore. Although I’m graduating I know caroline and sisui wont have ppl to pick on to confiscate phones or to say “Sandy stop talking!”, “Sandy stop using your phone!”. I guess we don’t have the chance to say that anymore I guess. All the slacking, the shades, the facemasks, the cucumbers, the whip creams, the SEXYname creator, your crazy games (Sexies gen wo zhe yang zuo!) & your famous weakness we all know.

“Sexy Back 4”
“Sexy Back Sexy Back Sexy Back Sexy Back”
“YES!”
“AHHHHHHH!”

The yes can be changed to no, it still works. Sandy’s concentration level will be at the minimum alr. ((: The yes came about cos geof started it. Ha ha. Everytime she said it correctly she will go YES! In the high SHRIEK. Ha ha. Then she digs her own grave and does the forfeit of eating veggies. Wahahahahahahaha!
Okay but sandy left alr.
No more of all these fun. No more crazy madness. Our section’s changed.
Sandy I hope you know that we all really miss you and we have never regretted having you as a part of our GLAMOUROUS SECTION.
TRUMPET 3 CHEERS FOR SANDY! ;DDDDD
SANDY WLY,WMY& WRY!
(We Love You)(We Miss You)(We’ll REMEMBER YOU)
As a sec4 I definitely will. ((:
I believe you are SUPER important! Our section needs the fun factor!! Whoooooooo! ((:
All the best& don’t let a smile leave your face easily! :DD
Takecare.
Bye Sandy imy, Y.

Sexy trumpet section! Y

comm0708! Y

We'll leave the teary sec4 one till POP alright. ((:


Nothing is forever.\


what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


Tuesday, June 10, 2008Y

hello!
I'm SO HIGH today! ((:
Went out with comm to ECP. ha ha.

First stop PP,
Jacie said "I'll be late A LITTLE BIT.".
We're supposed to meet at 10.30 and thts wht we received at 10.30. LOLS.
&& she arrived at 10.47. LOLS.

We went to the arcade.
Photohunt was fun! haha.
we played like so many times repeatedly! ha ha.
Chanxi and Derrick are so pro at DDR! gosh.
I got dragged to play it with jinhong. -.- damn michelle&derrick.
Grace took pics somemre.
I totally dont know how to play it la. My legs wont move!
Grr. ha ha.
But it makes you sweat. ha ha.

Then we went cycling.
We cycled ard 10km.
OMG man, we cycled to changi Safra. lols.
The journey was "rdous"i tell you.
I couldnt carry on sia, aft 5km i felt like dying my legs dont wna move!
They felt like they were stuck there and it felt so heavy!
We played concentration& screamed band cheer on the way somemore.
Total madness. ha ha.
Okay, my legs didnt feel like they were our own aft the 2hrs of biking. ha ha.

Then chanxi left. T_T
We continued to go to the beach, sat on breakwater cos derrick& grace wna suntan while jacie desperately shields herself from sunlight. HA HA.
Then it was name catching,
I'm a damn noob. I always get caught first!
Then Grace came up with this idea of making a moat. lols.
Then we made one and squashed it with out feet. hah.

Okay then going home, its sad to part esp since we're hittg beijing nxt week. ha.

okay, JIAYOUS for beijing!
I'm gng offline. cya blog! ((:

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


Monday, June 09, 2008Y

Variants IV's over.
if you were there, you'd agree with me it was fun.
If you were playing, you'd agree with me.
Second half i guess.

During the first half,
well the last part was seriously a disaster to me.
Alvamar& Dona Nobis Pacem.
Screwed.
We didnt come in at the Latin last part too.
We lack CONCENTRATION!
Everyone's tired alr. Sighs.

Nvm,
look on the bright side.
SECOND HALF ROCKS. ((:
Except the error at Latin.
&& the Emcees didnt change the script!
I became 'Jixin', cos i was nearest to the door.
Grr. lols.
Nevertheless,
the sunflowers are BEAUTIFUL! ((:
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Thanks for your efforts put in band!
Next stop,
BEIJING!
CCHMB ADD OIL& MOVE ALONG! WHEE! (((:

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


Saturday, June 07, 2008Y

Tomorrow's Variants IV for Chung Cheng High Main Concert Band.
Here's Assistant Chieft Stewardess blogging. ha ha.
Anyone who's coming thanks for your support!
For those that arent coming you can still redeem yourself and go to Singapore Conference Hall @ 7.20! tickets will still be on sale! Its near Tanjong Pagar MRT. ((:

Band gogogo!
Committee gogogo!
Sec4s gogogo!
TRUMPET SECTION GOGOGO!
Our last concert is TOMORROW!
So, DO OUR BEST! ((:
FULL CONCENTRATION, FULL ATTENTION& FULL COOPERATION.
I know the concert is very rushed.
But we'll all do our best wont we?
CHUNG CHENG HIGH MAIN BAND GOGOGO!

I LOVE BAND, I LOVE COMMITTEE, I LOVE TRUMPET SECTION!
GOGOGO! :DDDDDDDDD

Our last try, our last go at it! Make it a memorable one!
Rest well tonight for tomorrow we will conquer the stage my band mates!
YEAA! :D

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


Friday, June 06, 2008Y


okay, he looks so ugly here but he'll always be a darlingg to me! ha ha.
CLOWN CROWN. Syncro rate 100%! ha ha.
Manga's not out yet. grr.
My heart's itching and craving for it. ha ha.
Allen Walker is my I D O L ! ((:

Concert's on Sunday.
Rachel will ADD OIL~ ha ha.
ULCERS, LIP CRAMPS, SCRAMMMMMMMMMMMM! :DD

i hate thinking about homework and how o lvl's gng to come aft i step down.
that feeling is terrifying or maybe even mortifying. nothing to look forward to. grahh, tht emptiness i cant tolerate. TT

OREO biscuit2❤: Sunflowers! ((: says:
i rly dont want to think so much.
OREO biscuit2❤: Sunflowers! ((: says:
kills and pollutes my mind.

okay i'm random, thts an msn conv, ha ha. i'm so bored.
The amaths was on my table at the EXACT same page since 9pm. lols.

There's no point in opening your heart when you know it'll lead to heartache sooner or later, thats a lesson i learnt and a risk i'll never take again. Be envious, be jealous, be sorrowful tht you dont have someone by your side but thank heavens later one for the freedom tht you have without that someone there. ((:

We'd cross the deepest oceans and
All the constellations'll shine down for us to see.

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


Thursday, June 05, 2008Y


Someone send me one for my birthday! ((:
I'd LOVE it. ha ha. Sunflower obssession. ha ha.

Okay concert's this sunday so..
Band please BUCK UP! Its THIS SUNDAY!
Even though Mr Wong isnt here we got to be strong and do our part and practise hard. Its our last concert for us sec4s so please make this a memorable one for us alright! I know we can do it! Go Go Go!

I'm all out for band alr. i forgo my studies for these 2 wks alr.
I don't listen in class, i don't do my homework, so please band do your part.! I'm not saying you should forgo your studies but at least do your part and practise harder!

We can do it alright! So we YAY YAY YAY for our band today!
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.!!
Trumpet section JIAYOU! ESP MY 3RD FAMILY FOR EVERY SONG! ((:

-If thts the only way i can show affection, so be it.

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


Monday, June 02, 2008Y

hello worxzxzzxz!
ha ha,
damn high today.

I went to individuals!
I'm happy i'm more familiar with my pieces.
Maybe its just a sense of achievement. Ha ha.
HuiQi was even more high 'cos she hit the 3rd Octave's D for 3 times!
Congrats my dear cream SL! ((:
She was jumpin' ard like this V^^V.
Ha Ha,
She was SUPER happy.
Henry was real funny too,
I was sayg smth sad and he played a sad song to accompany the mood (Rosa Slow Part). And i was happy he played a part of the climax of the song. HAHA.

Aft individuals, hq, henry, michelle, grace and me went for "lunner" (lunch+dinner) at 7Eleven. We were laughing and laughing and laughing again. Hq's straw dropped into the 1.5litre bottle. LOLS. We kept talking abt girl's stuff there SO LOUDLY. Henry was hiding his face&& he sat directly opposite the sanitary pad section. ROFL.

Well, today jerked me up to my realisation tht stepping down from band is really soon. SO SO SO soon. Gosh, I'll really miss ALOT of things.
My section, my department, and most importantly COMMITTEE07~08!
Henry, Jixin, Xiao Lin, Michelle, Gina, HuiQi, Jacie, ZIyi, Grace, Derrick, Chanxi, JinHong etc.! tsktsktsk. People are like that, when you have it you dont treasure it, when you dont have it. You miss it so much.! Weird.
Spending more time tgt makes me feel so uncomfortable with time passing so fast. Hope for a comm outing soon guys! Ha ha.

andand,
3 CHEERS FOR OREO! ((:
I'm just rdm. Ha.

Pictures time.! ((:


COMMITTEE07~08 during camp! ((:


Dirty legs.!


RJC concert at ESPLANADE~! Henry looks spastic. HQ looks cute! ((:


Henry's eyes are covered by sisui~ poor thing. Ha ha. Nice picture! ((:



-i'm damaged.

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


Sunday, June 01, 2008Y

Urghh,
Blogger's pissing me off.

Feelings swirled.
How could my life continue to be affected by you,
Its my own brain i blame for all that stupid things i do and think about.
You are my past, not my present and I think the possibility of the future is slim.
Maybe it's just regret,
Anyway Anyhow, i just need to look forward move on.
It's over, no point looking back.
I don't want to look at those eyes.
It fills me with guilt, regret and remorse.
It's selfish but all i can do is think of this to scram from falling deeper and committing a mistake I've once made.
I told myself to be strong to face it and live with it.
So my path in life's clear.
No one's going to disrupt it.
Not you not anyone.

I'm using a Macbook now. 
I think its so cool, so white, so nice, so elegant!
However, the functions are...
Abit hard to get used to.
All my life i'd been using a Windows.
Never a macintosh. ha ha.

Camp's over, fun's probably over too.
First night was fun eh?! ^.~V
Second night was amusing!
Getting hurled at with vulgarities, o.O 
Splashed water at,
Getting a booby attack, -.-
& of course the screaming effects.
I was scorched in darkness underneath the 3rd tap from the LEFT.
Sweat was dripping nonstop and I can assure you I was a yummy source of blood for blood sucking monsters which were swarming under the tap with me as well. Z.

Concert's coming, Beijing's coming.
I'm trashed in the face with reality.
Work's back, everything seems to be back.
All the work and the fact that o levels are drawing closer.

Went to RJC concert previously,
what i heard was power power power.
Therefore,
i seriously am obssessed with songs that can SCREAM!
Spanish fever, Eurobeat? ha ha.

alright i stared sleep straight in the eye for 4 hours,
I'm still exhausted so i'm signing off too.
It's two am alr. ha ha.

Post camp pics next time,
I cant use a mac well. ha ha.
&& seriously,
NO MORE HAIR SMELLING! -.-lll

Night blog! ((:
I'll change your clothes soon,
I getting sick of your skin. ha ha.

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


THE OWNER.Y

Rachel.Tan.Y

Born on 271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in LOVE with 4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores trumpet section& band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a new phone& more skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime! Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her love! Not forgetting my HAWT BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
On the whole, if you'd just love her, she'd love you too. Y

Most importantly,
SEXY TRUMPET SECTION ROCKS!

THE LOVE.Y

4rp08(: . Trumpet Section((: . Rochelle . Jingyi . Gloria . Alyssa . XiaoQi . Debi . YiXin . Ashlyn . Wilmer . HuiYing . Celeste . Yongyi . Linli . BaoFang . Eunice . Renee . Clara . Rachael . Wenrong . JingHui . Sisui . Sandy . Geoffery . Germaine . Xinyu . Zoe . Derrick .

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SCREAM OUT LOUD.Y




SHAKE IT UP.Y

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