back !

did da banner today and da paint on my hand jus WUN COME OFF !! lolx !! dats so horrible !!

hmm . bleach manga 28 came out lurhx !! omg i m crazy lurhx !! comics RULEX !! XDD

i gort alorta hwk tu complete oso . wells . i gort a cute zaku with a HORN for my xmas pressent !! itx very cute !! XDD hahas thnks tu da person who gave it tu me . XDD

awww wells . tml might be gng out for movie again . lolx . this tym itx gonna be fun ! cos itx with mum and sis and cousins !

oh ya i watched eragon on sunday too . i LOVEEE da dragon !! i lyked da story line but itx kinda illogical abt the travelling speed . lolx . i wna watch PART two for SURE !


i m oso wna watch DEATH NOTE two !! , night at da museum and mayb open season cos it gort reccommended .

changed my url . XD

-leave me ALONE , stay AWAY frm me . i HATE yu .-
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

i have NO LIFE .

my holiday blues are getting worse.

i put myself at home everyday and do what ?

read comics, play com , eat , slp and wells da cycle repeats .

wth is wrong widd me !!

it seems empty . life seems empty .

even dng hwk doesnt cure much of all this crap and having online conversations with audition buddies doesnt hlp much , itx all jus an empty feelg . itx as if everything aint real .

how i wish sch term would start soon and i can be busy and forget abt all those crap trash bullshit that goes on and on lyk a vicious cycle during da holidays .

i m oready tu da extent of INDULGING in comics .

i m jus a plain crappy ass idiot who would read comics till she cries and wants so much tu be one of da gurls inside dere . i mean lyk comeon larhhx . who doesnt want a happie fairytale ending ?

wellx . gurls always say they r so ugly but in actual fact itx all plain LIES . i looksed at my past self in primary sch in secondary one . i wonder how evryone puts up with a ugly freak lyk me who doesnt even noe how tu care for someone . how do yu all even do it ??!!

mayb cos of da boring hols dats why i m thinking of crap liddat .

i dun even feel lyks tepping outta da house . wad can i do ?!

i feel lyk such an idiot . such things well . who will hlp . who can help . i only have myself . dats rly a struggle inside myself . i m getting emotionally unbalanced and unstable .

leave me ALONE . hopefully i can sort things out by myself .

-fairytales never come true ; at least nort for me -
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

WOOTS .

i finally chiong finish my (oready dragged for one mth+ ) chinese book review ! yippees !! i think i wrote too much on da story line but still i m kinda satisfied widd it . cos i din copy or do anything UNORIGINAL . it was my PURE hardwork !!

went tu borrow comics today . yays !! finally man . during concert i din borrow cos i hardly had anytime tu read . now after borrowing , i feel so happie and i can even SMILE tu MYSELF when i look at those books . bleach until 27 dhen got one full bk think is movie or smth i dunno . dhen i m embarking on MAR . budden one BAD news is , doe da bleach comic , i stopped at 23 but i borrowed frm 24 and forgot 23 . WTH ! hence i sourced on bleach portal and downloaded da whole of book 23 . lolx . now i m reading 24 as a reward of my work !! lolx . i m such a slacker .

oh ya received more news frm SMP tu choose our project . me and yong yi's interest CLASH sia . he likes physics i lyk bio and chem . wells kevin likes bio and chio osho burd i feel dat itx still not fair tu yong yi althou he's da odd one out and ought tu compromise . who would do their best in a project which dhey find boring . haishh . wells we'll try tu solve this problem but KEVIN is like OVERSEAS . omgg . aww wells . nxt yr SMP is gna be fun ! cos da projects r OH SO FUN ! XDD

i realised dat i m crazy . today i had tuition and i was given i hell lorta hwk . usually , i'd whine and grumble but i did not . i actually SMILED and GIGGLED at da stack of hwk . omgg , i m so freaky . i dun even understand myself .

now i left widd tuition hwk && dearest THEORY !! =D i MUS chiong finish .

hoppx dat now aint too late tu start chionging .

GAMBATTE RACHEL && tu arll da MUGGERS !! XDD

-你是一颗永远在我的天空上闪烁的星星，永远到永远。-
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

today was da BIG DAY !

back frm concert lurhhx !

one conclusion , despite all da stuff dat happened .

VARIANTS III ROCKS BIG TIME !!

WOOTS .

when we reached Singapore Conference Hall tuday we rehearsed and stuff .

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we changed in da GUY'S toilet cos only si sui was inside and we made a HELL lorta noise ! so fun lorhx . sandy changed at da sink dere when me and hui min din look and caroline changed in da cubicle . we almost smashed da door down jus by asking si sui tu hurry . when it was my turn i took so long cos i din noe how tu do so as i couldnt find da zip . WTH ! lolx .

when da real thing started , we were all lyk shho damn nervous . we kept saying goodluck . huimin went saying "BANSA"(or is dat how yu spell it) , itx FIGHT in korean . dhen i said GAMBATTE !! and hq said jiayouX ! lolx .

we took a section video osho . so farnie lorhX ! we arll act cool . dhen all let hui qi talk . itx damn comical cant describe . itx SPASTIC too !! XDD

for almost all da songs i screwed up here and dere . for seagate horhx ! it was HORRIBLE . da firx solo was okay . 2nd solo i was outta breath and was tired !! so nnot nice lorhx !! dhey said i was okay but i feel so disappointed widd myself . haishh .

oh yarhX ! thnks LOADS tu arll da ppl dhat gave me flowers kayyX ! dhey r rly nice !! XDD appreciate dhem alortX ! lurve yu arll LOADX !

took some pics too . damn fun . I LOVVEEE VARIANTS III !!! XDD

-i lurve yu .-
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dry run numba 2 tuday !

i wasnt sweatg so horribly lurhhx except for seagate . dat song killed my lips lyk shyt sia . haishh . mus train alorta stamina .

wells . SUNDAY is da BIG day !! concert here we come !! XDD

da gimics and evrything was fun . XDD

but horhX . one thing .
my playing tuday was disappointing . in d amorning rachel run thru long gray line so many tyms le . my tonguing was horrible . it was laggy and unclear and it had a bad sound . dhen for da rest of da pieces my playing was kns .

it was only after band dat da juniors made band more fun . dhey cheered me up and evrything althou i din tell dhem abt how disappointed i was . thnks guys . even sisui could make life better . i m so mean tu dhem lorhx . i scold dhem so many tyms , dhey still play widd me and evrything . haishh . i m such a horrible senior , i feel very bad . after i was finally smiling , i went tu wash my instrument widd sandy hahs . i wet da manual !! sry sandy !! hahs !

dhen when evryone else left , me , tingxin , xueying and sandy were throwing PEBBLES tu c how far we can throw . i was lyk telling dhem not tu do so cos da fishes will die lehh if dhey get hit got brain concussion dhen cham . budden stupid me played also and it was kinda fun . LOLX . dearest daddy fetched dhem out tu day and night . itx so nice seeing ppl smile . i dunno why i will feel happy inside no matter how sad i m .

when i came home , i played audi . was huntg for battle party cos i m despo for $$ hahs . dhen deardear ask me play tugeda . made a rm , dhen no one . play one round or so dhen no more lurhx . dhen went tu another rm . da guy so mean lorhx say da last 3 places were tu blame for da lost . *sobs* evryone so mean dhen i kena kick . wna cry lurhx lorhx . ltr dear dear play widd me dhen i felt much better . must prove tu him dun chance oso can win !! XDD

mus practise de larhx . but i dun have da tym tu do so . wells i wna change my clothes the morei look at it da more bu shuang i feel . uughs , so ugly . wells 38000 more !! LOLX !

i dunno why i lovee da song cry by mandy moore recently . in da soundbites . can check it out yarhX ! itx nice ><

k larhx . todays post i lazy continue lurhx ! shall blog again after concert and share widd yu arll (even thou dheres no one >.< ) abt it kayys !

now go read my bk lurhx ! i m obssessed for chi love stories !! XDD


- dun leave me alone , pls stay widd me forever . -
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wahahs ! back frm band !!

damn laaa ! gort TWO BIG ulcers . how da heck am i gna play on sunday !!

nvm i will still DO MY BEST ! we practised for da concert ! i cant afford tu do this man ! LOLX . i sound so erm enthu sia .

wellx . today gort dry run . hahs . some parts were crappy but it was bloody fun ! XDD looking at mr wong smile thru da songs i m kinda happie leh dunno why . OUR DANCE was ATROCIOUS man ! but it was fun ! lolx . some of us couldnt find our hats ! LOLX . awww wells we still did it . hahas CRAPPILY dat is .

sitting arrangement kinda messy osho . lolx . wells me and hq will GAMBATTE tu get da sect organised . SHELDON so gd lorhx . dunnid tu move much ! not fair !!


after band was FREAKISH . i was readg my bk outside band rm dhen casey was lyk standing bhind me ALL ALONG sia . dhen i screamed when i realised she was dere . dhen rachel yang's father was abt tu ask em if rachel was dere and he ggort this SUPER shocked expression on his face . hahs !


wells gort LCD monitor lurhx ! no blurry vision dat hurts my eyes lia0x ! wahahahas !

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AUDI LVL 12 lurhx ! woots ! finally my LICENSE is okay ! i take so bloody long tu complete ONE lvl of license . haish . nvm now saving money . *sobs* no $$ !


tml gort band at 7 , wells gtg lurhx larhx ! buhhhbyes !

-if only it was yu by my side . -
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concert coming lurhhX !

today's combined was kinda not fun cos mr wong was angry .

da WHOLE of 2nd half was being runned thru , it was kinda a big mess bahX . haishh . concert coming lurhX ! HOW ?!

ytd ran away frm da comm members cos we din wna do da dance for soul bossanova . itx farnie n paiseh can . today HAD tu do it lurhX , presented in front of Phyllis and May . wen rong play da solo for us tu do da dance . he so poor thing , we kip stop and play stop and play .

actually horhX , i m kinda happy cos our sect got da dance tugeda tuday !! yippees ! shho happy ! it looks dumb but +rumpe+ sec+i0n r0ckX !!

wellx , frm now on mus wrk HARD HARD at least till concert .

oh ya btw , for long gray line we had tu stand 3 tyms thru da whole piece . practise until our legs tired . but still i find dat itx cool if we could do da stuff tugeda derx .

dhen we watched da JAP band videos . dhey were lyk so damn bloody PRO ! dhey only had 4 trumpeters but dhey blasted the hell outta me . i wtahc until my heart jump out sia . dhen horhX , all da gurls so cute but dhey sure pack a punch man !

audition's down && i'm patching , hope it wrks !

lalalalalaX ``


- the m0ment i saw yu cry ;; i'll nvr forget yu . -
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back frm BAND lurhx !

gort lorta wrk tu do yeahhx ! LOLX.

i duno why, althou we r still nort gd enuff but i m very excited abt da concert , mayb cos i watch alorta other ppl de concert but nvr gort tu be one of da performers dere bahx . also mayb tu prove my mum and dad wrong abt my playing being kns . LOLX !

today's combine was literally boring but i m lyk OH SHO thnkful tu my DEAREST section mates who made combine so fun. i laughed until i cried for lyk 2 tyms ?

sandy was msging this SUPER horny and SUPER BHB freak she knew frm maple . dhen when i look at da mags i was lyk literally OH SO disgusted . ughhs . he asked sandy for cup size and if she actually had that THING before . wth lorhx . horny freak .

dhen during lunch me and hq were having hell lorta fun planning da arrangements for da concert ! LOLX ! sho fun . XDD we kept digressing but we finished it in da end . HOWEVER , damn sad tu say , we left out ALONGFORD LEGEND ! awww wells , now i m redoing da arrangement . LOLX .

2nd half of combine was CRAPPY and my TRUMPET CAME BACK frm da REPAIR . itx now SO SHINY cos it underwent CHEMICAL CLEANING . woots . dhen my trumpet kept DROOLING ! saliva was dripping out ! T.T yucks right ? ugghhs . it sorta dripped on alan and he ws screaming like a gay man . LOLX . tml we'll try making him wear COCONUTS on DAT part . lalalaX !!


wells i gort lortx of wrk tu do so shall nort talk more nonsense on and on lurhx ! LOLX . buhhhbyeeeX !


-yu'll luurve me widd arll ur <33>

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Rachel.Tan.Y

Born on 271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in LOVE with 4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores trumpet section& band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a new phone& more skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime! Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her love! Not forgetting my HAWT BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
On the whole, if you'd just love her, she'd love you too. Y

Most importantly,
SEXY TRUMPET SECTION ROCKS!


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