sleeping past 1 for the past few days alr. Z.my body doesnt adapt to this. tsk.
bazaar's over alr. lols.oh ya shall upload pics of molly's banner later~quite successful.i ended up helping out more at the manicure stall.helpg ppl paint tattoos.but yea,the ones i painted do suck leh! >
so sad laaaaa.&& update again.MYE is NEXT WK.starting THURS.i have exactly 1wk left counting from today.someone save me.i plan time table alr, but i cannot stick to it.Z.everyday i'm just too tired or something.2 or 3am doesnt work la.unless i drink red bull or coffee or smth.dont know wht am i gonna do abt my midyr.i'm just gonna roll over and die.esp. my elit.its like so dead?i forgot like EVERYTH i learnt in sec3.i just wish i can drown in the sea somewhr and die.
today was the mortal&angel present day.i didnt prepare anyth cos i was alr like half dead ytd aft my 2am chionging that i dont even rmb la.so yea, my poor mortal has no present, only a letter which i tried so hard to put tgt. lols.but yea, lousy la she guessed it.i think i'm dumb or smth& i gave it away.Z.
chem test today sucked.damn it man, i was answering GIBBERISH.i just hope i pass la.
sorry linli, rly not in the mood to talk to ya today.didnt mean to like make you angry or smth.i just feel so bloody stressed by my bloody time table i created.it sucks seeing evryth being pushed further and further away.it sucks la. it sucks so badly.
&& you know wht?i'm feeling the sense of repulsion so strongly now.i dont know why or wht i did.mayb its jus my attitude you hate.whtever it is.i'm nt gonna bother myself with stuff like this.i'll just back off okay.so dont show me how much you dont want me to be there.i hate it.no one deserves to be treated like tht.& to think i thought i knew you were my friend.
everyth just turned grey scale.i dont see colours.but i'm gonna smile for the sake of seeing a rainbow. ((:
i wish there was band. i miss band awwfully badly. trumpettttt sectionnnnn issss missssssssssseddddd toooooo bitttssssss.
i'm just so tired. too tired to even cry.
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Thursday, April 10, 2008Y
HELLO ALL.
today is real fun! ((:
okay firstly.
chem was okay ba. best lesson today, bio we slack, maths was jus boring. -.-
then i went to play vball. heh!
but...
ball fell into lake.
it drifted for so longgggggggg.
if went back and forth then finally got it back at the part near the concourse thanks to eunice& joan.! ^^
okay then bazaar deco.
we helped out with the banners. i think it officially ROCKS.
VERY NICEEEEEE. i designed the manicure one but the eggtarts one decoed by wilmer.
let me share with yall the progress:
Manicure Banner
Complete.
Design by yours truly.
Text by Adeline.
Painting by mainly Adeline, Lerling, Constance, Sabrina, Zihou, Jane, Meizhen, Kathy, Eunice, Yi Jie, BaoFang, Miss Teo etc. (sorry if your name's not there.) I helped abit only, i screwed up more. hais.
Eggtart Banner.
Half Done.
Design by Wilmer Tay.
Painting by Constance, Wilmer and a few more people i cant rmb.
&& the manicure banner really very very nice lo. the paint idea or orange fire and blue flames was by someone else but it was really nice. the eyes also! but....
i screwed the veins. but i hope from far cannot see. damn sorry about it.
Anyway, Thanks to ALL who have helped in one way or another. AND the packing up! (((:
the paint got on my skirt man.! Z. damn pissed.
i think my mum will give me hell when she comes back tml!
wheeeeee! ((:
mama& papa back tml luh!
miss'em to BITS! Y
BEAUTIFUL BANNERS! ((:
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Wednesday, April 09, 2008Y
okay i'm so tired now.
2.4km timing: 15.58min.
wtf?
i think i'm bloody slow la.
i wanted to clock 15min but 15.58 abit too extreme le ba. Z.
last min i sprint lo. i thought i can jump grade dhen end up so disappointing.
i should have jus paced sabrina. cos she got 16.04 which is still C. argh.
i think i'm so dumb.
i chiong the first round. okay la not say chiong just like run abit faster.
then 2nd round i stop SO MUCH.
my stitch was killing me la. killing me so badly i couldnt go on.
i stopped& i rly wna thank eunice& xumeng for pulling me along.
if not for you guys i would not hav made it.
i'm ultimately guilty for leaving you guys behind at the last min.
i couldnt stop, if i did i wouldnt be able to move anymore.
i'm really sorry to you two. sincere apologies from me. i hope you see this.
aft running i was like dead. really dead.
just now too gan chiong, finish runng immediately stop and sit down.
wah lao.
can feel the heat building up within me and my heart felt like it was in my BRAIN alright!
tehn my sweat dripped into my eyes.
gosh, it stung my eyes like HELL.
i thought i was going blind man. Z.
then on the way back was WORSE. i felt dizzy then jus sit on the floor beside the lake.
i am so weak! Z.
okay i want to thank all these people in total(in rdm order):
BaoFang, XuMeng, Eunice, Kathy, LinLi, Zi Hou, Ji Xin, Xiao Lin, LerLing, Renee, Angeline, Sabrina.
THANKS TO ALL OF YOU. LOVES! Y
ohoh. &&.
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO CONSTANCE&ERNEST & HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JINGYI.Y
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Monday, April 07, 2008Y
changed my blogskin& eddited my url. tee-hee. ((:
yay! i have my PS CS2 back. ((:
happpyyyy~
mummy&daddy left for maldives alr.
hope they are enjoying their time there. nw they're @ airport.
kinda miss them, the house seems so empty.
well i'm head of the house for 4 days.
haha.
seriously i miss mum&dad alr. when they havent even left SG.
okay well, i shall be GOOD.
do homework, housework & not make them worry. ((:
happy early birthday jingyi, you're LOVED! Y
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Sunday, April 06, 2008Y
hello everyone.! ((:
the last post sounds seriously emo& it sounds like i'm some lovelorn kid too. lols. it sounds dumb. -.-
but seriously i'm very tired. SUPER TIRED everyday.
sec4 is super siao~ test test test.
but i feel like i'm not exactly as hardworking as last yr leh. ._____.
okay nvm, rachel will jiayous to break away from the realms of stress asap. ((:
haha.
recently played vball& i bcame chao ta. after like 2 days. Z.
&& my arm hurts! i'm sunburnt& i'm not used to it la. thats why my hand hurts.
monday selling drinks again,
band sold drinks last wk too.
my side sold like $31 worth only!
go in only teachers scold. just so wtf man.
&& whose idea was it to sell WARM Carbonated drinks eh?!
anyway this time its bball court& nball court for me. heh.
okay umm,
just to stress myself abit.
update:
3wks more to MYE.
then PRELIMS.
then O LEVELS.
then FREEDOM.
alright i dont know how i will make it to oct but yea somehow i have to. heh.
JIAYOUS ALL O LEVEL MUGGERS! ((:
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Tuesday, April 01, 2008Y
tired..
fatigue..
restlessness..
listlessness..
my bones are breaking, my heart is wrenching.
just like a pair of torn shoes.
anger..
fury..
sadness..
bitterness..
happiness.. (:
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
