hmmm , today's bad day and gd day .

firstly i wna say . sincerely sorry constance . i din mean to mix up the timing and make yu miss the lesson . din noe that u din cfm with anyone else . so sryy . =X i got the notes for yu , promise that if yu dunno will teach yu =X .

i went parkway buy light sticks and makan ~ we go eat YOSHINOYA ! hahas . so nice ~ cos i m hungry bahx . dhen dhey were like suckg up ice on straw and pasing the ice over to one another . =X it seemed DISGUSTG to me lo ! sian diaox . dhen we walked for 3 hrs + OMG , my legs are gna be SORE . but the poooh and eeyore were so cute at the mini toons etc . i was takg pics of stuff . dhen itx like we bored until go mph . =X we saw CASEY too !! ((:

hmm , wells i wna play audi but tml need go temple and pray dhen fri to sun camp le .

hol hwk and tuition is drivg me mad . i rly have no mood to do lo . dun wna touch dun wna c . i wna close all eyes to it . sian diaox .


BORED me ~
i cam whored even more durg e hols . sian .

i feel i m gna be sick soon .

JIAYOUX .
tctc rachel !


BLEACH is forever the best to me ~ ((:

buhhhbyes all ! ^^
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

many things happened these few days ,
i cant be bothered to update , good or bad .

my life sucks , so yu noe ~

why cant ppl be nice when yu din do anyth bad to them at all . i dun get it , i tot it was , yu dun disturb this person , the person wun disturb yu . now i know how naive that thinkg was .

sucks ehhs ? ((:

wells . band camp is on FRIDAY ! wheeee ~ kinda lookg forward to it . CAMP COMM rocks ! <3 hol hwk got ONE WHOLE STACK . i only finished eng . wad a failure . tml dere's chem lesson and band , whole day is gone . so wells , i m gna be gd and finish my chem today cos there's lesson tml ? i'm gna miss chi lesson lehh ! scared for oral thou . olvl lehhs ! haven been preparing ~ GAHHS ! nvrm , go and ka jiao chi tutor le . JIAYOUX . i said i wna pia during june hols . i c that aint happeng lorhx . AHHHS ! =X i m such a promise breaker . * i miss bleach and fruitbasket etc . feel so emo when i listened to life is like a boat , Dtechnolife , Ichirin No Hana etc .

Life is Like a Boat by Rie Fu

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who’s gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin’ and we can’t escape
But if we ever get lost on your way
The waves would guide you thru another day

I’m breathing in the distance,
as if I’ve become transparent
It seemed to be the dark,
but I was merely blindfolded
I offer my prayers and wait for a new day
To the end of the sea that shines vividly

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don’t give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

People’s hearts move and want to slip out
The moon in its new cycle brings along boats again

And every time I see your face,
the oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore
Oh, I can see the shore
When will I…. can see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I’d feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

The journey is still continuing, on the calm days, too
The moon in its new cycle begins to shine on boats again
I offer my prayers and wait for a new day
To the end of the sea that shines vividly

And every time I see your face,
the oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Rowing the boat of destiny
The waves assault us
One after the next
But that’s a wonderful journey, too
Any one of them is a wonderful journey

dont yu all jus love this song ? SOBS . emo kia =.= .

i m MADLY in love with audition still . i m lvl 14 lurhx . i wna buy the hEELS . i need 100k ! i only got 90 now . JIAYOUX ! ((: mus win more BP !

oh wells . i LOVE and HATE the hols . =X
fine wadever . i'm gna do chem le . BUHHBYES ~
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

hihi all !! ((:

TODAY'S DA LAST DAY OF SCHOOL ! wheeee ~~
i've gone PSYCHO .
wells erm got one more day la but tml no lessons . woooooootx !

hmm ,
i played AUDITIONSEA today . YAYS !

ohh yaa , nvr tell yu guys that my cousins are at my hse .
initially i tot it was a bad idea but i realised if i m nice to dhem dhey are rly nice ppl too . ((: enjoy playg with them . ((:


MY ARCHIVES IS SCREWED here ! gosh , i dno how to fix it . and when dhere's a prob and i dunno how to fix it , i CHANGE BLOG SKIN . haish SO MAFAN ~ i changed mine not long ago lo . wth ?!


SIANZATION !


okay , today elit was BOLLYWOOD part two . so cool ~ indian films are cute too yu noe !

hmm , dhen bio was same THEORY again , PHYSICS oso .

I FINALLY MANAGED TO DO SBQ AND SEQ le ! cos Ms Kaur said mine is OKAY ! WOOTS ! i mus jiayoux ! cant fail again .

Maths was slack cos Mrs Chan say dun wna start new chap , so we got FREE TYM ! ((:

YAYS !

tml got meetg and band . but we cam go home at 10am . SIANX .


wells ,

JIAYOUX alll ~

WORK HARD during exams and PLAY HARD now .



hmm , hols hwk is killg thou . dunno how laaa .

ITX RLY ALOT .


nvrm i jus needa think of the trip and i'll be HAPPY ! ((:


lalalalalala ~~


wells , i dun wna stay here and BORE yu all . BUHHHBYES ! ((:
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

haloo ^^



I M BORED . i dun wna do trigo hwk so i came here . hahaas !! i m a SLACKER ! ((:


wells ,
today is sian one if not for my desk partner that is so nice cos she doesnt kip me bored during lessons . ((:

hehex ~ !

lemme see i got bio hwk too . GAHHS .
oh ya , today bio prac was CRAP ! it like SO RUSH , i broke the dropper of the benedict's solutn cos the bloody thing kips gettg stuck in the bottle . then ms teo would come to the RESCUE . today she din push it back in har denuff , when i squished out the liquid , the glass part of it flew out and broke . I CUT MY FINGER . damn it ! =X
dhen ltr , cut peanuts , PEANUTS HATE ME man ! i cut dhey fly , i cut again dhey fly again . gosh la . i hate cuttg le le ! always say i cut until very thick . HURMPH !! =X

haish ,
i tried to complete some of my wrk in sch yet i still ended up dng this .

&&!
I WNA PLAY AUDI TODAY ONE ! my LICENSE ! lvl 14 lehhs ! my favourite number !! ((:
yet i cant play due to HWK . sobs violently ! ~><~

wells i gtg lurhx , trigonometry and biology hwk waits for no man ~ BUHHHBYES !


"I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life,
wishing you were there.
I'm not supposed to wander,
where you are or what you do.
I'm sorry I cant help myself,
Because I'm in LOVE with you! "



what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

today is FRIDAY !

wootx .
i can imagine it , a SUPER COOL WEEKEND IS AHEAD OF ME !

okok i m mad .

wells . today was fun ~ !
pe was fun ! i kip sayg shiqi bo jia peng , in hokkien , means nvr eat rice , when we were playg badminton . WOOTS ! she really outta shape le worhx . We 2 were laughing and laughing nonstop ! LOLS .

SS was CRAP ~ me and corny werent listening to Ms Hajit Kaur . we were slackg and laughing bhind . i couldnt even write a single thing for SEQ ! cant explain oso and i actually flunked my ss . wad an irresponsible student i am sia ! LOLS .

dhen BIO PRAC . this one very farnie . we all so gan chiong put wrong thing sblah blah . zi hou was rushing like mad cos we were bhind tym . she was so anxious she spilled e starch . LOLS . LUCKY ms teo was at the other side dhen we cleaned it up as if nth happened . LOLS . dhen my results werent accurate =X and poor me the benedict solutn din turn BRICK RED while evryone elses did . i shuld GND le ! ~

MATHS CHANGE CHER AGAIN ~ now itx a Mrs Chan that looks like Mr Kwek's wife and Mr Marcus Kwek came in to just tell us why he changed teachers . Mrs Chan is our 6th maths teacher this yr . SOBS .

haish .
the rest of the day was fun and laughter with either shi qi , linli , shumei or CONSTANCE ! hahas ! ((:

constance is so farnie ! and she's the best desk partner anyone can have ! ((: yu go gurl !

wonder if the midsummmer night dream was nice , i m gng on 20th ade , corny and ll went today ! ((: we're gna PICNIC on sunday ! yays !


hahas .


-AUDITIONSEA ROCKS ! ~ ((:-
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

DAMN thing .

din post up my post now i mus RETYPE .

*

wells . got back my results . L1R5 20 ! SO HAPPI ! myASS !

hurhur .

wells chem got 80 ,
lit 62 .

FREAK .
nice results .

tml normal sch day .

sian diaoed .

went for funeral playg .
i grew dizzy . =X

had a headache ytd .
ate 2 tablets .
think overdose .
today i m like a dead prawn or fish .



dun say things when yu dun mean it . why do yu even have to do this . mend it and tear it . nice way of doing things . YOU SUCK . -


gtg le . BUHHBYES !
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

i flunked my SS , the rest all border line . only amaths a1 .

came back home . plopped down at the table for lunch , read a book , finished it , played a bit of audition .

i dno wad to say , i'm disappointed with myself .
my mum is feelg the same .
i dunno wad punishment will i get , she says its okay ?
all the more it aint okay .


wad am i supposed to do ?
i'm sry but i dunno .

i m askg more and more rhetorical qns .


exams are over , who knows it jus all aint good .

evryth seems bad .

i dunno if things will be better over e nxt 2 days .



i shall make myself this promise ,
i want to do well for midyr .
i will MUG during the june hols .
i MUST and i WILL .
rest assured , i'll do it .
even if it means givg up audition .

i will try my best . i will .
i hope i will make it to the end .
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

hihiX !

so many things to blog and say abt today .

but wells i m LAZY . i this pig .

hmm , decided to stay put at the rightful place i call home .

quite troublesome to go out .

wahahahahas ! i m gna grow MOULD and fa mei ~

hmm slept at 5 ytd , woke at 11 . =X

still so energetic .

wads wrong with myself ? :@



i knew this would happen , itx always like this aint it ? deres nth much left to say . crappy suckers , dun just turn yur back and walk away like a chicken as if yu din play a part in it . assholes listen up okay . YOU ALL ARE OF THE SAME MATERIAL AND YU ALL SUCK .
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

wahahahhahahas ~

first of all ,
itx 12++am and i m still dying frm ectasy frm the thought that "EXAMS are OVER"

whees ~

brought my sis out today .
so fun . lortsa things happened but i dun wna blog abt it .
itx like so paiseh ?!

optionalCRAP:
( i got my COMIC BOOKS too . i could kiss e hell outta them ! gosh i m in love with dhem after not seeing dhem for like 6 mths i get to BORROW ! wheee ! i lovee it ! the guys all so shuai . all so ZHENG DIAN one ! ^^ shiqi kowtow to me NOW . *smirks* i m gettg crazier ! ((: )

but it sure was fun ~
wells , i gotta admit that sisters shuld go out more often .
i m so mean , i made her beg me to bring her dere . gosh , i ought to go and die . >.<

today NO SCHOOL . ((:
markg day .

oh ya nvr blog abt it this morng ,
our BIO PAPER SETTER, my form teacher , ms teo! GOT MANICURE and PEDICURE ! itx PURPLE ! she suddenly so feminine worhx ! hahas . if she's got a bf , i feel itx rly very sweet . ^^

couples are cute and they jus seem so sweet tgt . whether itx in reality or books . ((:

okay , i m mad .

hehex . i m oh so lookg forward to the genting trip in june .

&&

i rly feel very sad for those still havg exams now .

jiay0ux okay ! yu all cannt give up ! yu will make it ! i gif yu guys ALL MY MORAL SUPPORT . ((:

-if i cried my eyes out and begged you not to go.-
.::FF-x2 1000 wrds::.

will yu stay ?-
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

yoyo !

i m back and i m HAPPY !!

happy tym man !

lalalalalalalala ~ itx so nice to be happy ~ shalalala ~

okay i m mad .

EXAMS OVER .

but debrief's nxt wk . AHHS !

wells bio sucked today .

wun whine abt it anymore but wells ,
tml NO SCH .

slack slack slack .

SLACKERS WAN SUI ! ((:
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

things are getting harder . harder and harder .

gosh , all i can say is JIAYOUX .
im suffering frm serious fatigue ,
my veins are green and
my brain cells are going on mass hysteria
so i dun feel like whing now .

all i noe is whatever e results ,
i did my best struggled my way thru all e crap .
funny how a few pieces of papers drove us mad over e past few weeks .

update: 090507- chemistry
100507-biology , CL listening ? =X
110507- markg day . FREEDOM , gosh , i can FLY ~
140507-180507-debrief *rolls eyes and faints*

dats da end for MYE .
dunno when i'll be updatg but wells .
jiay0ux tu all da muggers out there .

2 more days to FREEEEEDOMMMMMMMM !
kayys enuff crap , i go mug lurhx .
sayonara ~ !


"cause yu wrote my name across yur hand , when i freak yu'd understand ."
-I could get used to this ; Veronicas-
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

how can i screw EVRYTHING .

i oh so hate myself now .

i m REALLY disgusted with myself NOW .

wadever happened during ss and egeog makes me feel like i sucker .

a TOTAL FAILURE .

i couldnt finish my egeog paper .
A WHOLE DAAMN FCKG QN ON ALL THE POLICIES .
i mugged like shyt for it and i dun have tym tu write .
all i get is a pathetic ONE MARK or NO MARKS at ALL .

2 papers in a row i couldnt finish . now jus WHATS wrong with myself , the world , the SCREWED PAPER !

i hate myself for this . TOTALLY . this sucks . sucks sucks .

my humanity is gone . cos my ss and egeog are gone .

lit is gna be gone too . lit is so much worse than those two .

OMG . i feel like cryg .

I HATE THIS I HATE THIS .

i dont know wth i m tryg tu do anyway .


what am i dng ,
gndgndgndgndgndgnd ~
i m gna hang myself frm my bedroom's ceiling . -
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

halo bloggy ! ^^

wells ,

exams started and today's the first day of it .

gosh i hate exams now .

I SO HATE IT .

to think i was so psycho and crazy over it .

okay now for the usual stuff , the review on today's paper ...

Emaths paper 1 blew my brains off even thou my calculator fren was there .

i had a FREAKG hard time . do and do and do , i dun even noe wad am i DOING .

got lyk 3 questions i dunno how to do ?

Ms Lee actually said this was e EASIER out of the 3 PAPERS . i m so dead . i m planng for my funeral . AHHHHS !

i rushed the last few qns in the last 15 mins . gosh . itx lyk kinda sure dat i'll fail , i'd be happy if i could even scrap a c5 . if i got an A1 , i repeat IF , i m gna be over the universe instead of the moon .

this aint the WORST .

SS TOTALLY KILLED ME .

i had no idea what hit me in the end .

all was well at first .

the SEQs were qns i was familiar with . i started with it and i rushed lyk SHYT when i was left with HALF AN HOUR FOR THE SBQs !

i crapped lyk shyt thruout . same lyk maths , i dun even know what i was dng .

i totally couldnt for the SEQ due tu time constraint and i crapped thruout the whole thing .

i rly dun even noe whether i can pass . i want at least a 30 . doubt i'll get it lookg at it now .

all i can do now is tu jus mug hard for egeog and jus hope HOPE it'll get better .

tml's paper :
Amaths 8-10 am
Egeog 11am-1230pm

All the best . i m gna CHIONG ARH ! althou i totally dun feel like it . =X

buhhhbyes bloggyy ! ^^
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Rachel.Tan.Y

Born on 271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in LOVE with 4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores trumpet section& band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a new phone& more skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime! Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her love! Not forgetting my HAWT BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
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