Saturday, September 30, 2006Y
counting down now,
i'm only left with
A FEW DAYS?wahahaX ! i'm lyk slacking the hell away?
todays compo paper totally
SUCKED big time can !
for my eng, it was the things which i treasure the most in life. wah lao eh ! i only write family and frens dhen i c zxn dhey all write time family frens and own life ! WTF?! haiX. i wan cry lur la. itx lyk SO no gd.
dhen for chi was abt the 11 o clock curfew for teenager's thingy ! GUESS WAD. i think i wrote OUTTA POINT ! my compo is so BLOODY MESSY can !
haix. i wanna cry now.
if elt so unhappy today so i slacked thru the day. when i came home, i played AUDITION. dhen after wards i went out wif dad and sis to KFC to eat lunch. dhen came home watched tv and play audition AGAIN. dhen i eat DINNER and bathe. dhen i went to do a lil bit of SCIENCE and HIST. dhen now i'm here PLAYING on da com. my whole day's WASTED ! haix.
wellx. i looked at the streaming criteria, i doubt i'll ged it. is lyk my paper 1 oready lyk shyt still wan me 2 get into my triple sci. SIAO okay. i repeat SIAO.
my dear cheryl has finished mugging her GEOG when i haven even finished ONE SUBJECT. WOOTS. my dear yu rock ! ((X
now speaking seriously i dun think my results will take me anywhr, mayb to a Cb, PC or Lit class? i dunno. i rly dunno. now i tell yu, if i dun get my S83, i have no one 2 blame except for myself and now i dun gif a dam anymore.
if i flunk it dats it. i'll only do my best to mug hard nxt yr.
i keep telling myself, rachel MUG MUG MUG. but it seems lyk itx all no use. i kip getting preoccupied. with things, distracted and losing focus. i noe wads bothering me but i just cant do anything much abt it. so i just continue liddat and i guarantee myself i WILL FAIL.
HAIYA.
EVEN IF THE WHOLE WORLD CONDEMNS ME, I DUN GIF A FCKING DAMN OKAY.
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Sunday, September 24, 2006Y
wahhahas ! left 1 wk to eoy ! woots ! hahahahs !
hmm. i'm studyg lehh ! omg. i actualli STUDIED.
well of coursei do hope for some things la ! hahas.
heres my WISHLIST after exams de.
#1 chiong AUDITION to lvl 1o !!
#2 chiong MAPLE to lvl 5o !!
#3 get ridd of my stupid HAIRSTYLE.
#4 get a new PENCIL case. (mines already horrible)
#5 go ECP or ANYWHR else to cycle ! wheee !
#6 go out LORTX LORTX LORTX of tyms !
#7 get my mum to bring me go out MAKAN !
#8 watch LORTX LORTX LORTX of anime !
#9 tu go SHOPPG and buying LOADS of things ! ((X
#1o my DEAR HONEY CHOCOLATED COATED 8TRIPLE !
hahas 1o. so now my wishes all shi1 quan2 shi2 mei3. wahahahaX ! well now i gtg lurrX. go pia ! hahaX buhhbyesssssss !
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Sunday, September 17, 2006Y
well well well.
2 wks more 2 eoy and wad m i dng?!?!
OMFG i aint MUGGING !
help !
geog
sci
hist
lit
eng
chi
maths
i'm telling myself that even SERIOUS JAMMG cant hlp MUCH at this tym.
haiX.
RACHEL ah RACHEL WAKE UP AND MUG !
oh puhhlease for god's sake i aint mugging someone HLP ME.
stupid auditionSEA. make me so dam distracted !
OMFG im SO DEAD.
wells shall try and mug NOW.
all da best tu me.
tml wear ORANGE band tee tu sch, wheeeX !
aint it nice fur da ppl in ur cca to be wearing da same clothes.
LOLX.
well. grp wrk has still been kinda screwed. wells let things go as they are bahX.
i've learnt lessons frm all these though:
#1. NEVER get pissed off or angry frm things lyk these as it only HURTS relationships.
#2. ALWAYS rmb tu state whad yu r CONTRIBUTING tu da grp 2 make shure ppl dun assume yu r dng evrything.
wellX ! all da best tu my DEAR self !
-FAILURE has already aimed itx gun at me to shoot me dead soon.--bye bye tu my sweet honey, chocolate, strawberry and vanilla coated 8 triple class-
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Thursday, September 14, 2006Y
are yu all realli ppl i can trust and count on? are yu all realli my frenx? or m i jush an ordinary toy tu yu.
when things are well, i feel so loved. when things go wrong, yu guys just make me feel so awful, guilty and miserable.
itx always lyk this. someone HLP me. PRAY HELP ME. whenever theres a projj or smth, yu guys always do it at da last min. this i cant say anything cos i do this sometyms as well. but wads worse is, emotions ged da better of yu when yu guys r in a rush.
evryone is stressed okay. everyone. i m stressed, yu r stressed, EVRYONE is. so pls do not complain abt it anymore. we are not any better dan yu and we din complain.
i dun wanna say names cos i noe. yu guys are not liddat. yu guys are my frens dat will somehow in one way or another continue 2 care for me and make me feel wanted as a fren. i noe yu will. now is just a tym where things are unstable and yu guys are bz wif exams. i noe i noe. so pls. i dun wish 2 hurt anyone or to hurt myself.
pls tell me yu r liddat. tell me this is reality. yu guys arent so cruel.
-pls tell me wad i m in ur eyes-
-whr do i even stand.-
- i will scram if i m not wanted.-
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Wednesday, September 13, 2006Y
omgg. i cannt stand it cos i m lyk trying 2 stop my self fem blogging cos EOYs are 3 WEEKS AWAY. whee ! i m so gonna die. lalalaX.
well just came back frm NDC at outram to check my teeth AGAIN. today's gonna be a LONG post so itx gonna be tiring reading it.
kk. INITIALLY, my appt was YESTERDAY. and hor cos of e IMF thing the whole station got jammed ytd. i ended up being late for 5 to 10 mins ONLY. and the person told me e doctor gota lot of patients today cant c me ask me reshedule. wth la. so wells changed to today, 4.30pm. and by the tym i reach paya lebar mrt, i rmb tat i LEF my APPT CARD in the PHOTOcOPY MACHINE at home after photocopying it for chloe. wthhh ! dhen no choice lorhx ask the maid to bring it to me. dhen i went up the train. still squeezy. i was lyk OMG la. itx oready 4.10 when i went on e train. was rushing lyk shyt can ! dhen when i alighted i ran to NDC as fast as i could sia. when i reach JUST NiCE 4.30pm. PHEW ! lolx. changed to purple or izit light pink. she screwed it tighter! so pain ! hurhurX
i feel so damn guilty for pushing e malacca post till NOW. lolx. wells. i shall CONTINUE with it NOW. ((X
wells got up nxt morning to eat BREAKFAST at the hotel lobby, had eggs, pancake orange juice dhen left upstairs to pack and change. i MISSED the place. when we finished packing i stared at the place blankly. i guess i m attached to it after lyk 1 night and a few hours?! we checked out and i took one last pic of the DEAREST MAHKOTA cENTURY HOTEL.
we SET OFF for our returning and EXPLORING journey. 1st stop...
we went to Dutch square again to climb a hill?!?! lolx ! we saw church ruins i found the tomb stones REALLY COOL ! is lyk the words so nice dhen the craftmanship was so pro la ! lolx. We saw WW2 weapons as well, all the fighter planes, GOLDEN cannons, trains ! me and albert went to take pics dhen so extra la look so kuku ! lolx ! the scenery of malacca was NICE up there too ! we took pics up there too ! hahas ! ((X
2nd stop...
we went to Lim Kim Hock the factory or smth. sold LOADS of Malaysia produced goods ! omg ! we bought some stuff back for our folks too ! and most importantly we went there for CHENDOL ! WHOO ! their chendol comes in two flavours durian and coconut. me and hui ying shared the coconut de. OMG the taste ROCKS sia ! WAHAHAS. i sure am a GREEDY rachel. the others din lyk durian. i m telling yu, they will SO REGRET IT ! hahas ! its lyk so nice ! lalalalas !
LUNCH...
we went to another restaurant. eating the same stuff as last night's dinner only that it tastes nicer and that we were hungry ! wahhaahs ! ((X and the HM guys were made 2 sit with us. dunno wad happen sia. dhey din snatch food lurHX LOLX. dhen lyk so guai1 sia. dhen we eat until got LEFT OVERS. omg. dhen gif other tables LOLX. we were kinda full after that as we STUFFED ourselves with food.
3rd stop...
went to BEE FARM. we din go down cos we were too tired and hence. we were busy SLPING. hahahs !
4th stop...
went to a NEWLY OPENED CHOCOLATE factory. sad enough, i wasnt charlie ! theres ALOT. fruits , cocoa, alchohol, tiramisu, DURIAN oso have. LOLX. me and albert shared a whole set of 5 boxes of dark choco. he bought another box so he took 2 out of 5 boxes while i took 3. LOLX. was kinda happie. CHOCOLATES finally ! hahaX ! ((X
wellx last stop...
we now are back at JB ! dhen we go to IOI mall for...
SHOPPG !
hahas. well cheryl bought the same bag as Renee dhere. was kinda nice and yx bought more clothes. i lyk the one she bought with tie de. dat 1 dam cool ! hahas. dhen watch the guys go arcade play daytona USA again. kinda fun watching larhX. LOLX ((X
hmmX. dhen we reached e customs and HOME SWEET HOME. lolx.
WELL.
THATS THE END OF THE OH SO FUN AND BELOVED JOURNEY OF OURS. ((X
changed e pic 2 days + ago.
3 wks l8r exam. i just feel so RELUCTANT to MUG ! omg. i m such a slacker. i noe i aint gng 2 8 triple lur la. haix nvm. yx and cheryl have improved GREATLY lorhx.
i almost FLUNKED my chi 55. haix. i dunno la. feel so sick of EVRYTHING.
-jiayouX !-
-rachel MUG rachel MUG rachel MUST MUG !-
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Tuesday, September 05, 2006Y
wellX ! i m BACK ! hahs.
At the shoppg centre I left out smth. Me and yxn played CATCHING ! wahhahas ! is DAMN KUKU CAN. I went 2 the left side dhen yxn went 2 right of e shop dhen I kip shouting her name dhen e shop keeper was lyk. Your fren is HERE no ur fren is DERE. Wth ! so kuku can ! lolx. Dhen got one more thing, when we were in a shop, me and hy couldn’t find yxn dhen we suan her, say we cant find her even when we look high and low and SQUAT DOWN to find her. LOLX so damn farnie lehh ! she was so sad la ! hahas ! sorri dear ! lolx
as for the night horX. we were lyk so DAMN freaked out. scared of EVRYTHING.
yxn was tell us e precautions and evrything until all of us ALL SCARED lur. dhen got two toilets. one is joined 2 one rm and the living rm while the other isnt. dhen i go to e latter and hor.got some stupid sound dhen e shower hose just DROP. dhen i FREAKED OUT and screamed. dhen e other guys all became scared including albert.
dhen at night we ended up having 2 ask kevin, de wei, wb and brandon dome over play cards. but INSTEAD> they started to watch fast and furious frm albert's ipod ! WTH. LOLX. dhen we wanted to go ktv after that. wilmer and keith oso wanna join. ended up when we got down, ktv closed lur. WTH ! hurhurx. dhen hor while walking down and back albert was gripping onto my hand for dunno wad reason. think he scared or smth. loxl to tell e truth. i cant hear him ! lolx.
dhen, at night. we heard, while someone was bathing, MR EDWARD went to use a coin and UNLOCKED e door when someone is bathing dhen e guy use his hands and cover his dick. WTH DAMN FARNIE SIA.
dhen at night we play. we were seriously dying of sianness or smth. we play big two, black jack EVRYTHING we could think of. blah blah blah. we tried aboing ppl. din rly wrk. we even said who could sya more vulgarities. and dhen i opened e door and actually said knn cb fck yu ass hole b4 i stick i finger up ur a hole. i was lyk OMG dta i said that cos we were rly SIAN ! dhen hor we play play play. ended up left me and cheryl. cos STUPID ALBERT. go slp so early ! hurhurx. dhen me and hy were lyk trying 2 rape him2 get him 2 wake up. oh ya b4 that i had a forfeit which was 2 kick albert's cheek for 5s. wth la ! hurhur. well nvm. evryone was screaming only cheryl and yxn kept their eyes peeled.
I guess I’ll have 2 split this again. Cos hor I gtg lurrX, sorii buhhbyeX !
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Monday, September 04, 2006Y
LET ME OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE, I AM BACK FROM MALACCA !
trust me. TO ME. it was a HELL LOAD of FUN FUN FUN and MORE FUN ! despite all the bad stuff, (i doubt there's any.) we enjoyed it to the MAX ! ((X
DAY 1.
ytd i was LATE ! ymm oready called me to tell me 7 and dhen at 650 i just left e hse, YX CALLED ME TELLING ME TO HURRY COS E BUS LEAVING LUR. wth ! dhen i rush to sch and in actual fact, theres NO NEED to rush. i slept DAMN EARLY e previous night so i was rather energetic abt stuff. but horX ! at that tym evryone lyk damn tired all sian sian one. dunno becos of wad. mayb lit? hahaX ! nvm.
dhen, OFF WE GO !
we went thru customs. blah blah ymm was DAMN naggy ! lolx. well dhen long queue etc. yx din even noe whther hers was to be chopped not lolx. well she is AFTERALL a SINGAPORE PR.
hmmm. nxt we went on e bus. we slept and play ETc. played old maid. played concentration. old maid was damn fun cos hor. WHENEVER someone gets e joker, the person will EXCLAIM ! and we'll all noe. dhen CHERYL will knock her own head. WAHAHAS !
well dhen we went ferr breakfast at some GP88. ate some dim sum. DAM CHEAP SIA ! hahas. well yx oso ate. albert ate 2 CHICKEN feet LOLX. dhen off we went on e bus AGAIN. went tu ea lunch dhen. on e way we SLEPT. lolx. evryone sian sian derX ! hahas.
dhen off to eat CHICKEN RICE ! lolx. well we were given a roasted and a white chicken, fish ball soup, charsiew and most importantly RICE BALLS ! we were competing who could eat the MOST ! WHEE I WIN ! hahas. we were STUFFING ourselves wif rice balls. WAI KEII DIN EAT HER SHARE. 5 rice balls = 1 bowl of rice. lolx. in e end i WON ! hahas i ate 8 ! Cheryl ate 7, alvert 7, yx 6. WAHHAHAS ! ((X well it was quite nice except that e rice balls too sticky hahas ! ((X
well nxt was SHOPPING AT JUXCO ! hahs. we went to walk ard. nth much to buy sia ! hurhurX. well yx and cheryl still bought stuff. we bought potato chips, kitkat and some other stuff for e night PARTY ! lolx. not to mention we keep getting SPLIT UP ! took sometym to find eat other sia. yx bought books as well. dhen we went to eat SHUSHI ! HHAS. well, we ate ALOT. we ate until 65 RM liddat. lolx. DAMN CHEAP LA i couldnt control myself. eat and eat. DAMN NICE ! we were lyk holding onto e part near e conveyor belt waiting for e shushi to come. YI XIN SO CUTE LA ! hahas HY and I followed suit ! hahaX ! dhen wadever albert wanted to eat all outta stock lurX ! lolx. damn farnie sia ! dhen he din eat much except for ONE octopus and SALMON. wth he damn bad la. dun even let Hy eat ABIT ! so badd. hy sorii sia ! lolx.
dhen we went for dinner ! din eat much la cos we ate e shushi. we had a fish, egg, vegetable, chicken, tofu etc and WATERMELON for fruits LOLX. it was okay la. after evrything we poured all kinds of stuff into a bowl and it was HORRIBLE. cheryl brought it to the guys' table and to think KEITH DRANK 1 SIP COS CHERYL BROUGHT IT DERE ! OMG ! lolx. then our left over vege all gif da boys ! they eat DAMN FAST ! dhen in left than a min ALL FINISH lur. diaoX ! LOLX. poor keith. hahas !
nxt was SHOPPING AGAIN ! at this mahkota parade thingy. SO MANY THINGS to BUY AND SEE. yx bought LOADS of stuff. hahas ! we went ard shopping widd her. SAW MANY CLOTHES. we keep splitting up sia. hurhur ! hahas. cheryl and albert will go one side dhen hy me and yx will be at another. well i saw this nice shiirt that i liked. i was scared my mum would scold me lorhX ! say i waste monry dunno wad shyt so din buy but i got PERSUADED to buy. hahs. so wells. quite happie oso. yx thnks for hlping me wif e 4 RM +. sorri ! well wear that shirt out togeda yarhx ! lolx.
dhen wad happened at night etc nxt tym dhen i blog ! hahs gtg lurrX buhhbyeX !
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Saturday, September 02, 2006Y
hahas. BACK home frm band.
WHOO ! i m exhausted. slept at 1+ last night !
whee mr lee said our grp was NICE ! WAHAHAHAS ! i m so happie !
WB forgot LOADS of lines.
but STILL.
I LOVE MY GRP MEMBERS LOADS ! cos horX yu guys made lit performance so FUN, GOOD and MEANINGFUL !
((X
then wad band. i was so DAMNED tired dhat i ALMOST SLEPT DURING TUTORIALS. OMG. my eyes could HARDLY open. lolx ! too exhausted frm lit bahx. hahas.
today cheryl, yx and sheena VERY CHIO ! cheryl actually said i was shuai. LOLX. and to think romeo shuld be a gay freak. hahas !
well. theory was e same. i FORGET to bring e bk home on wed. today i din care lur i just finish corrections and some qns dhen i siam lurrX ! hahas.
GNG MALACCA TML ! wootX ! hahas. mum forcing me 2 pack. SO EARLY lorhs. hahas nvm.
shall have FUN FUN FUN tml. shall go cam whoring wif yx and cheryl and shall go and SHOP SHOP SHOP. not tu forget we got projj to do while we're dere.
well. shall not slp tml night ! hahas. shall have fun. GUYS ! play zhong ji mi ma or concentration. VERY FUN. i suppose albert will be coming over to our rm 2 play too. LOLX. ((X
cant wait though. today ashlyn told me she din wanna tag wif me cos she felt extra. wonder why. but nvm. gal yu be happie tml kies ! tag along if ya wan i rly dun mind derX ! ((X
kay larhX ! shall go pack e BAG ! hahas. dhen go maple ! cos ppl r yelling for me tu go ! hahas.
gd luck evryone in sg. will miss ya arll lortX while i m gone.
well wonder wad will dere be dere. cheryl says she only wna go for e sake of shopping. other tym she wanna play com. wah lao ! lolx. well nvrms.
I'LL MISS ALL MY FAMILY AND FRENS IN SG !
buhhbyes !
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what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
Friday, September 01, 2006Y
hahas ! back frm tiong bahru. went for lit presentation REHEARSAL.
kinda eventful bahx solved quite a no. of things but hor still got parts dat ppl dunno how 2 do properly la so i gtg sch at 630 tml to go practise. wth? SO EARLY ! hurhur. nvm for e sake of yu guys i WILL GO.
well itx e same lehh. today change e fall to pull. HURHUR. albert pulling me. wei bin bhind me. PRETENDING TO PUSH. i m SO hopeless la. cant even get pulled PROPERLY. itx lyk so lan la. evryone can lorhs only i cannt. wah lao. i feel lyk crying. why my scene so many stuff dhen yx dhey all e scene lyk so ez lehhs !
alorta things not done though. ppt cant find 1 image. songs not done. narrator's script not written, dhen e spot light not arranged.
ahh ! tonight dunnid slp lurX.
well on e way back, MANY kuku things HAPPENED.
lolx. on e bus hor. cheryl dun wanna go widd wei bin dhen we were so gan chiong we went in by one door and ran out by another. dhen e door almost closed lorhs. dhen i stick my head out asking. DHEY GO IN LUR MAHX? GO IN LUR MAHX ?! WTH so farnie can ! dhen we SUCCESSFULLY DID IT ! we took e nxt train. dhen yx ALMOST groped a guy's ass when she lost her balance. e guy's GF DERE LEH ! LOLX. she so paiseh lorhs dhen faster walk away. dhen we were talking abt our pri sch stuff. dhen yx was love lorn sia. she kip saying she saw alot of shuai guys in her pri sch. dhen cheryl oso. so i stand dere listen hahas. quite farnie la got pri sch guy ask cheryl stead whoo ! lolx.
hmm now must go and revise my lines again and dhen go finish up e spot light ETC.
k la. gtg lurrX buhhbyes.
-kukuGANG WAN SUI !-
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
