back and blogging..

EXAMS are OVER. however it doesnt mean that we can SLACK. cos this is MYE not EOY. LOok at me, do i freaking care? NO. so i m free enough to change the blogskin. wahhas !

feel so mixed up now. Cheryl, Yi Xin, Sheena and Albert go TM play ! bleahX ! i dunno whads wrong wif me larhs. in sch i din feel lyk going anywhr but the thought abt having nth 2 do at home puts things off. dhey sure take neo de. i oso wan but at the same time deres a strong feelin dat doesnt wanna go. i feel bad. i lied 2 cheryl dat my mum din let me go. but i din wanna put her down only. haix. sorry gal really sorry. i owe u 4 guys an apology cos of my STUPID USELESS HORRIBLE self which i m currently giving up hope on. they must be playing now, enjoy yaself guys ! hurhur. wanna cry *sobs* !

hmm.. at dda same tym my results are made KNOWN ! hahas.

dhey are as follow:

As FirX..

English-A1

Maths-A1

Science-A1

Geography-A1

History-A2

DNT-A1

Art-A1

Next, Bs..

Higher Chinese-B3

E. Literature-B3

scored 2 Bs but ppl are dam pissed wif me STILL. cos my Bs din turn into As. dhen ppl say i m siao de. go study so hard dunno for whad.

In my life. To study was actually the only thing i could see myself doing in the future. Until now. i saw the grades i could get under all the stress and pressure that studying was not what i wanted.

I did not know what i wanted. surprisingly it wasn't my trumpet either.

Forget it. Pondering on these don't help. (X

Today got IPPT TRIAL. wah lao leh. dam lame. let us say in the bloody rm for half hour plus. get STUFFED in dere. -.-lll lorhs.

Tml gort FRC. gotta get up early le. nvm i sian le gtg now.

buhhbyes ! <333