why is life like that. why does it like to be unfair. WHY.

i hate this.

my results
my dreams
school
friends
family
you

WHY WHY WHY !

i cant stand it much longer. yesterday things started. today it was no better. i felt so sick.

i dunno why. it hurts just about seeing anyone i know. it's like i don't wan to see anyone. but i really need a person to talk to me. and yet. i cant tell that person. i can't tell. i just can't. he has enough problems. and me being so problematic. wouldn't help much.

evrything is just not okay. i wonder if i'd ever recover from this. i dun feel right. i just don't.


-a place, desolated. Where I don't belong. No one cares if i live or die.-
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Rachel.Tan.Y

Born on 271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in LOVE with 4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores trumpet section& band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a new phone& more skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime! Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her love! Not forgetting my HAWT BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
On the whole, if you'd just love her, she'd love you too. Y

Most importantly,
SEXY TRUMPET SECTION ROCKS!


4rp08(: . Trumpet Section((: . Rochelle . Jingyi . Gloria . Alyssa . XiaoQi . Debi . YiXin . Ashlyn . Wilmer . HuiYing . Celeste . Yongyi . Linli . BaoFang . Eunice . Renee . Clara . Rachael . Wenrong . JingHui . Sisui . Sandy . Geoffery . Germaine . Xinyu . Zoe . Derrick .


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Currently soundless. Putting it up soon. ((:


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the rest is by yours truly.
iHATErippers. ((: