hihiX. i just came back not long ago.

some nice things:
-HUIQI CAME BACK !

the rest were bad stuff...

There was combined, there was drilling. none was good.

I dun wanna care anymore. i seriously wanna give up. EVERYTHING seems hopeless. i m totally useless n hopeless. If i continue practising i will go MAD. seriously MAD. I somehow have no more energy to push myself to improve. i seriously cannt. i feel lyk dying. Fine lorhs. u all improve. i dun wan to. i dunno how. i m so stupid. i dun understand the SIMPLEST of things. i m slow oso. my reaction is the SLOWEST. i feel lyk withdrawing from whatever i m in now. call me a loser or wadever i dun care. i just feel dat i make things worse. Putting myself on the riser playing crap spoils EVRYTHING. push all the juniors up. things might be better dhat way.

Sheldon has improved tremendously. me? still stuck somewhr in e corner. i rly dun wan to care. ppl dun care and i oso dun wan to. why do they get to relex. while others have to slog n worry so much for no god damn fcking reason. Competition on the 16 July, i will wait until after itx over dhen DATS IT ! i will chiong my studies, mayb until SYF.

To be a good trumpeter won't be a dream i can fulfil in this life time.

-itx okay. i have nothing else to say. my mind is tired, blank and empty.-
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Rachel.Tan.Y

Born on 271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in LOVE with 4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores trumpet section& band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a new phone& more skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime! Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her love! Not forgetting my HAWT BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
On the whole, if you'd just love her, she'd love you too. Y

Most importantly,
SEXY TRUMPET SECTION ROCKS!


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