Monday, August 28, 2006Y
haven been posting for sometym. lolx.
aww wells. past few days went incineration plant, sold concert tickets(7), went thru along ford legend, had theory corrections, had tution, had hist test (i think i flunked) and sci test (22/30 sucky yes i noe i almost freaking cried when yx got 25). same old story bahx.
on sat. dhey had lit.
they arranged it on a day that i couldnt make it and expected me 2 go.
hello ! did ya ask me? yu all just went ahead wif evrything hoping that i could make it.
when i cant yu all get so dam fcking wrked up that i cant do my part. WAD IS WRONG wif yu all.
first yu arranged it on a day i cant go on nxt yu blame me.
yu almost made me cry during tutorials. i was so flustered okay.
anything la. scared i pull yu all down dhen kick me out kies. i dun gif a dam abt lit.
either that OR.
yu salvage the situation by organising another rehearsal.
not much effort has been put into it so i dun expect gd grades.
nxt would be today.
we are all having a chi test tml. 4 chaps.
but the "cchms spirit award"(translated to eng) deadline oso tml.
hence, we stayed back tu take pics etc.
who noes, the whole class aint cooperative.
Edward was shouting ppl were playing. it was such a messy sight.
i was rushing lyk shyt to go home.
guys ! WAKE UP yu all have a CHINESE test and yu all still wana play? OMG.
we were all rushing tu go home.
i couldnt stand it so me and ashlyn left.
wtf can. since when was our class so enthu. last min do all these got wad use.
and can yu all put urselves in the shoes of the person making the video?
theres a CHINESE CT and he has 2 spend 2 hrs or so doing a video.
WHOO ! nice one man.
anything la i dun gif a shyt abt the $700.
i got ENG research to do cos my marks werent 21 and above. and now i needa study for CHINESE.
YU GUYS ROCK THE HELL OUTTA ME IF I DUN FAIL MY ChI TEST.
all the best to myself lurrX.
evryone is being so temperamental these days.
i rly dunno who i can trust.
1 min we're frens 1 min i feel as if i m a stranger.
nvm. i gif up kies. yu all can do wad yu all wan.
i dun feel lyk saying anything. tml got lit rehearsal. wells. all the best to me.
EVRYTHING SUCKS.
I DUN GIF A DAM ABT MY LIFE ANYMORE.
wads e pt of being so gd when yu ppl treat me lyk shyt.
yu noe how much it hurts? wad m i? ur toy? when yu r sad yu all crowd ard me? when yu ppl having pms yu vent ur anger on me?
yu guys can have ur tyms of sadness and sorrow and evryone cares for yu.
WAD ABT ME?
i cant be sad and always have to be dere to hlp yu and tuition yu izit? i cant have emtions? yu guys get all dda care and concern when yu all r sad. yu ppl get all the comforting.
i just dun understand, WHY do yu all have a PRIVILEGE that OTHERS dun have.
i m sick of this. i dun even think yu mind if yu lose someone lyk me.
itx not a loss. yu ppl r just ppl that r hard hearted and cold blooded ppl that dun kip promises.
lucky, i have found someone i can relate to.
dun increase e amt of hate i have for yu. i dun wish tu. yu guys made me.
-a toy in ur eyes-
-smtyms i just wish yu all would get the hell away frm me-
-ppl hate;; ppl despise;; ppl humiliate;; ppl dun appreciate YET others cant do the same to them-
-whr is the fairness-
-EVRYTHING SUCKS-
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
