Thursday, September 14, 2006Y

are yu all realli ppl i can trust and count on? are yu all realli my frenx? or m i jush an ordinary toy tu yu.

when things are well, i feel so loved. when things go wrong, yu guys just make me feel so awful, guilty and miserable.

itx always lyk this. someone HLP me. PRAY HELP ME. whenever theres a projj or smth, yu guys always do it at da last min. this i cant say anything cos i do this sometyms as well. but wads worse is, emotions ged da better of yu when yu guys r in a rush.

evryone is stressed okay. everyone. i m stressed, yu r stressed, EVRYONE is. so pls do not complain abt it anymore. we are not any better dan yu and we din complain.

i dun wanna say names cos i noe. yu guys are not liddat. yu guys are my frens dat will somehow in one way or another continue 2 care for me and make me feel wanted as a fren. i noe yu will. now is just a tym where things are unstable and yu guys are bz wif exams. i noe i noe. so pls. i dun wish 2 hurt anyone or to hurt myself.

pls tell me yu r liddat. tell me this is reality. yu guys arent so cruel.

-pls tell me wad i m in ur eyes-

-whr do i even stand.-

- i will scram if i m not wanted.-

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


THE OWNER.Y

Rachel.Tan.Y

Born on 271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in LOVE with 4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores trumpet section& band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a new phone& more skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime! Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her love! Not forgetting my HAWT BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
On the whole, if you'd just love her, she'd love you too. Y

Most importantly,
SEXY TRUMPET SECTION ROCKS!

THE LOVE.Y

4rp08(: . Trumpet Section((: . Rochelle . Jingyi . Gloria . Alyssa . XiaoQi . Debi . YiXin . Ashlyn . Wilmer . HuiYing . Celeste . Yongyi . Linli . BaoFang . Eunice . Renee . Clara . Rachael . Wenrong . JingHui . Sisui . Sandy . Geoffery . Germaine . Xinyu . Zoe . Derrick .

THE PAST.Y

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SCREAM OUT LOUD.Y




SHAKE IT UP.Y

Currently soundless. Putting it up soon. ((:

CREDITS.Y

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the rest is by yours truly.
iHATErippers. ((: