i have NO LIFE .

my holiday blues are getting worse.

i put myself at home everyday and do what ?

read comics, play com , eat , slp and wells da cycle repeats .

wth is wrong widd me !!

it seems empty . life seems empty .

even dng hwk doesnt cure much of all this crap and having online conversations with audition buddies doesnt hlp much , itx all jus an empty feelg . itx as if everything aint real .

how i wish sch term would start soon and i can be busy and forget abt all those crap trash bullshit that goes on and on lyk a vicious cycle during da holidays .

i m oready tu da extent of INDULGING in comics .

i m jus a plain crappy ass idiot who would read comics till she cries and wants so much tu be one of da gurls inside dere . i mean lyk comeon larhhx . who doesnt want a happie fairytale ending ?

wellx . gurls always say they r so ugly but in actual fact itx all plain LIES . i looksed at my past self in primary sch in secondary one . i wonder how evryone puts up with a ugly freak lyk me who doesnt even noe how tu care for someone . how do yu all even do it ??!!

mayb cos of da boring hols dats why i m thinking of crap liddat .

i dun even feel lyks tepping outta da house . wad can i do ?!

i feel lyk such an idiot . such things well . who will hlp . who can help . i only have myself . dats rly a struggle inside myself . i m getting emotionally unbalanced and unstable .

leave me ALONE . hopefully i can sort things out by myself .

-fairytales never come true ; at least nort for me -
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Rachel.Tan.Y

Born on 271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in LOVE with 4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores trumpet section& band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a new phone& more skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime! Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her love! Not forgetting my HAWT BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
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