Monday, January 15, 2007Y
now is the tym tu do research for english descriptive writing test tml and wad on Earth am i dng ? slacking . omg .
i have no creative juices flowing at all man . i m so dead .
work gets heavier day by day . but sometimes i seriously feel like i m gna break down and die dere . i look at the wrk and i seriously cant take it . i have NO MOOD tu do it .
i ddun really undestand wads happening tu me la . i became much much more responsible towards my academic studies . i actually do my hwk and evrything no matter how much i hate it while last yr i jus dun do and go sch copy .
who noes , mayb itx my urge tu go tu uni or jc faster . itx not that i dun lyk cchms but i jus wna grow up sooner ? weird thinking bahx hahs .
things get kinda gloomy and dark these days .
no one seems tu lyk understand wads gng thru me le . evrything is all kept within my heart . i dun wish tu tell or mayb i now no one will listen anymore . i only have one phrase tu keep me gng le . "no matter wad be strong, DUN GIF UP . GAMBATTE !" . only this tu push me forward . i find this kinda pathetic . is this the only thing i can live for ?
there r so many things in my life i wna do . go tu jap , learn many other things . all i can only fulfil when i grow up . i dun wna gif up on life . i noe this is jus a small hurdle in life but now tu me itx lyk so gigantic . i hate this laaa . i wna get thru it FASTER . so i will JIAYOUX !
"no matter wad , rachel will be strong and NOT GIF UP !! " =D thats my promise tu myself even thou there are tyms whr i can get frustrated and feel lyk dying .
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
THE OWNER.Y
Rachel.Tan.
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Born on
271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in
LOVE with
4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores
trumpet section&
band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after
bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go
catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end
fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a
new phone& more
skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime!
Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her
love! Not forgetting my HAWT
BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
On the whole, if you'd just
love her, she'd
love you too.
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Most importantly,
SEXY TRUMPET SECTION ROCKS!
THE LOVE.Y
4rp08(: .
Trumpet Section((: .
Rochelle .
Jingyi .
Gloria .
Alyssa .
XiaoQi .
Debi .
YiXin .
Ashlyn .
Wilmer .
HuiYing .
Celeste .
Yongyi .
Linli .
BaoFang .
Eunice .
Renee .
Clara .
Rachael .
Wenrong .
JingHui .
Sisui .
Sandy .
Geoffery .
Germaine .
Xinyu .
Zoe .
Derrick .
THE PAST.Y
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SCREAM OUT LOUD.Y
SHAKE IT UP.Y
Currently soundless. Putting it up soon. ((:
CREDITS.Y
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the rest is by yours truly.
iHATErippers. ((: