hihiX all .

suddenly dunno wad tu say when my mind was full of stuff b4 i came tu blogger .

gosh i rmb !

firxly GOOD news : maths test 20/20
2ndly BAD news : i'm slackg and nxt wk exam le

personal update , exam is less dhan a week away ! wootx n i m SLACKG .

haishh . wells . i dunno wad tu do or say .


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i somehow realised i m startf tu see things below the surface . i din realise what a person really is when yu get tu noe each other . after observing i felt that she was really very nice and wells playful but logical and rly nice tu me . the dist btwn us gets closer evryday .

itx true , evryone has a soft side . yu treat a person nicely , yu get treated nicely as well . i feel happy dng this . i dunno why . i have been OH SO badly mistaken as a HOMO for this but i rly feel itx okayy tu be jus gd frens ?!

i feel intrigued by ppl . i wna noe dhem i dunno why i jus want tu . i wna c their soft side , wad they are like when dhey r slpg , wad r their habits and wad they behave like at home , wads runng thru in their minds . i rly feel so curious abt these .

i m takg a step closer tu this but wells . it needs tu go on .

i m crappg , IGNORE ME ~
but sadly i m gna crap more . =X

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i dunno why i cant find da feelg tu my grp of frens . now i have a gd r/s with almost evryone but theres jus no one close tu me i can rely on . no close and gd fren . i dunno wad tu do when i m alone or sad or emoing . evryone will run back tu dheir circle of frens when i ask for help . i dunno why . when i jus start tu think i was actually close tu dhem , it jus shatters lyk a glass that hit a floor that is no harder dhan diamond . Trustg , it aint ez now .

i tot i was livg in a facade when i was sec 1 and 2 but in upper sec , who knows the facade jus gets so bad until it turns nasty . yu dunno wad bhind dat nice mask ppl show yu .

i feel lyk a wall is now rly built ard me . its cuttg me away frm e world and jus cant break it and bring all of y frens tu my side .

i m indulging in romance novels tu forget all of this . mayb i m pmsing but wells dats rly wad i feel . story bks r e only place i can let myself rly be free .

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i m sick and i m made tu eat sickly drug like medicines that are lyk tranquilisers puttg me into slp . hurhurx !

HELP !

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exams exams . i can only JIAY0uX !


mugmugmug RACHEL !


hhahas wells i gtg . buhhhbyes bloggie . ((:
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Rachel.Tan.Y

Born on 271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in LOVE with 4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores trumpet section& band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a new phone& more skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime! Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her love! Not forgetting my HAWT BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
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