serious mood swing problem now ~

wtf is wrong with me .

oh gosh i feel like i'm pmsing .

i dno wad tu say man ~

i feel . i feel .

i dno wad i m feelg .

mayb i noe , i feel empty . very .

days that pass are seemingly empty with no meaning .

something screwed up with my life too .

THE CASE .

when will yu jus leave dear me alone . i dun wna think abt this . i dun wna rmb this . why mus yu bring my life back into the past and i actually gotta put a fake smile in front of yu . WHY ~ i wan an ans . i feel so worthless that i have to actually crawl to others tellg them my problems hoping for a listening ear .

i cant find myself .

i dno where's the rachel who has been copg with evryth myself single handedly gone . i totally have no idea . i feel so lost . i hate myself for being able to do NOTHING ~

&& jus let the horrors of my past haunt me .

THIS JUS SUCKS ~

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went to outram early in the morning today to buy my dearie rubber bands ~ wow . ALL the way to OUTRAM park for RUBBER bands that cost $1.60 in total . 2 packets . WTH ?

i asked my sis to play audi femme . i came back played with it as well . i bought the shirt i always wanted to buy and begged my dear cousin to lend me $1.20 acash and i paid them back for audi shoes . LOLS .

I LOVE MY OUTLOOK FOR NOW .

now i m tryg to earn money for my hair . i wan a MAKE OVER ~ hahas ! i wna turn myself into a chio bu at least in audition . in real life , i settle with my fate bahx . but in audi i must be pretty even with the restrains of not havg any acash with myself .

HOWEVER ,
if any kind soul would gif me ACASH for my birthday , i would thnk the person dearly ~

got love bound's no. today , chatted with her . she's a nice and cute gurl ^^ she lives SO NEAR ME . i'm actually indulging in audition frens . haish .

i actually called linli today to ask her to go out and i picked a SO WRONG DATE . thurs she sq are gng to sm's hse . OMG . i wna bang the wall for goodness sake , no one wants to go out with me . >.<

audition becomes another empty place for me now . mayb i'm jus sick of online ppl whom arent within my reach and i'm tired of havg to lie to meet new ppl . what kinda lvl am i sinkg down to man .

i'm startg to hate myself .

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my sis is gna borrow GRANADO ESPADA'S DISC ON SAT ! WHEEEEE ~

i have a new game to play ^^ !

ha ha ha . mayb i'll pang seh audi by dhen .

my sis kips sayg the guy is nice . wonder wad she means worhx . =))

BGR is not allowed worhx . >.- hahas !

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i'm tired of life and hwk .

NO HWK TALK STILL ~

gng off after my daily crappings .

buhhhhhhbyesssssssss ~
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Rachel.Tan.Y

Born on 271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in LOVE with 4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores trumpet section& band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a new phone& more skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime! Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her love! Not forgetting my HAWT BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
On the whole, if you'd just love her, she'd love you too. Y

Most importantly,
SEXY TRUMPET SECTION ROCKS!


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