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Tuesday, July 31, 2007Y

back frm 5 items.

silver lo ~ bang wall le .

chi test come back le . 57 . bang wall le .

today bio spa screwed . bang wall le .

bio test tml . only halfway thru . bang wall le .

all in all , BANG THE WALL .

i m like so tired . hw to study bio laa !

and dhen tml got seminar bt i was excused cos of band . lols ~ actually nw i wna go for seminar more . LOLS ~

played tictactoe with germaine and siyun IN the SAND today . dhey two very cute ! derrick threw sand at me . >.< wth . but dhen itx very fun . ppl kip sayg i lack of childhood . hahas ! but nvm mahx . play once in a while . fun mahx ~ ^^ i gotta bday cake in da sand yu noe?! ^^ and i wrote my name and took a pic of it . LOLS!

YAYS ! i m gna get cyber pink for my bday present frm zell ~ and i m gna get green hair when i get my acash ! ^^

audition rocks man ! whooo hooo ~ !

love the world ~ ^^

okay i m mad . i go le . bb ~

-I LOVE MY LAOGONG, CHERYL!-

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Thursday, July 26, 2007Y

WARNING . RATED M for LANGUAGE USAGE .

fcking pissed today .

DAMN pissed .

if yu are jus SO GREAT , go and do evryth yurself .

i believe the whole comm will even leave the whole band in ur care if yu are SO CAPABLE .

piss off man !

who do yu even think yu are . ask ppl do things for yu .

twit , yu complain and say yu cant study RITEX ? woa ~ dhen how do others get their 7. 8, and 9 a1s frm , they were once in band too . if yu jus cant study DONT , yu are screwing evryth for others . if yu wna go complain might as well go home and cry to yur darling . dun stay here and make noise okay ?

sweetie lemme tell ya this . if yu can make it , PROVE IT . we will see . it wun do ya any good to go ard bitching like some mad dog gettg ppl to do this for ya yu noe ?

hope yu can do some reflection by yurself . i dun wna get pissed with ya . yu gave me no choice .

so if yu dun wish to even LISTEN dhen by all means
fuck off , yu aint welcomed frm wad i see . HAHA!

thankyou .

*

well , i shant get pissed over stuff liddat ^^ .

hmm , today overall was kinda fun .

ate lunch with corny had crappy lessons etc .

rushed back for tuition . now currently transposing score . )):

argh i m so sian diaoed .

hurhur !

loads of hwk left . OLD CHANGE KEE give ALOT !

haish .

nvm , JIAYOUX ! ^^

okay i shant crap le . buhhbyes !

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Tuesday, July 24, 2007Y

halooo ~

ages since i blogged .

hahas well mayb i m exaggerating . =X

gosh , evryday so sian .

this wk so many tests ! >.<

hurhur T.T

&&

i broke constance's testtubes ytd . hurhur ! i m like guilty ? i shifted the table and evryth cracked ; fallg to the floor .

i m still watchg er zuo ju . ughhs . cant stop myself . sian diaoed .

today got alot of hwk ! sian >.<

today the busker's fest thing . chose william tell , starwars and when yu believe . i m gna DIE cos william tell is damn hard and i m super scared i cant do it at all . i m gna cryyyyy ! the rest of the grp members are like all pro ppl .

nvm shall still watch er zuo ju & not think abt THIS .

buhhhbyes ^^

-my desk partner looks so much like zhishu !! ^^-

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Sunday, July 22, 2007Y

today's POP .

sobs man i will miss evryone .

waiteng wengsiong sheldon stephanie .

haish . miss the times we spent together .

hope yu liked the present and yu'll always be our best senior !! ^^

k la i m so tired . talk another day bb .

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Thursday, July 19, 2007Y

For once ,
i'm shouting out loud .

I HATE SCHOOL .
I HATE STUDYG .
so long din shout le .

i noe i m lag la bu i jus started watcg "It Started With a Kiss" aka "Er Zuo Ju Zi Wen" dhen evryday frm this wk wed to fri all got test . WTF?! i cant watch le lo . i m freakg pissed off at that . evrytym papa n mama come back i cant watch anymore .dhen like now ? i m fckg pissed off .

cfm is i pms or mood swing de . i feel the whole world is attituding me again . not firx tym i get this feelg le lo . wadever la .

i dun wna mug la . lets jus flunk all . if not , laogong tml kao ni le .only thing that makes me happy is that ,

I LOVE YU CHERYL!

outta all the ppl . i <333 cheryl da most , my laogong and i dun even mind if shes my soul mate lo .

ppl dun even talk nowadays . class so sian . only noe how to study . constance not evrytym oso gd mood . i detest being super glue .so boring lo .

evryday look forward to being HOME . i only wna get home . i dun wan anyth else .

now my maid knock into my sis and hit her teeth . comfort her . she attitude me .the whole world is outta itx minds .

T.T

nth to say la .

life sucks .

flunk chi like the chem and geog papers 2 days ago .

anyth , i go le buhhhbyes .

-do yu care ? yu only think abt urself . SELF-CENTRED FREAK .-

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Tuesday, July 17, 2007Y

in com lab now ~

lols ~

got maths lesson . this is so dumb >.< drawg dumb dumb graphs .

i m like already jus writg my eng compo and totally heckg that OLD CHANGE KEE . she sucks ! ^^

okay fine . today ltr got sect foto .

nowadays all i wna do is go home , to mug or to slack it doesnt matter , jus wna go home .

tonight might hafta go hospital visit grandpapa . hope he's well , he fell and got admitted into hospital . EEKS .

urgh she jus walked over . so kns lo ! >.<

hmmm ~ i jus finished my wrk hope she dun kp me anymore .

haven finish my emaths hwk due today . ltr go back class copy but my eng compo supposed do this period de ! i din do finish . KNS !

haish .
these days alot of problems with myself . SOBS .

k la i gtg lurhx BYEBYES ! ^^

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Monday, July 16, 2007Y

ahhh .

no mood to do hwk nowadays ,
eeeks ! >.<

i slacked like mad today .

received mysterious msg last week . so weird lo dunno frm who de .

btw i watched HARRY POTTER ON SAT ! with papa and mama and mei mei . cos papa's bday !
HAPPY BDAY PAPA !! ^^

wells ~
VK chap 29 and 30 came out lurhx . WOOTX ! ^^ KANAME CONFESSED to yukki !! AHHHS ! ((: best pairing is kaname + yukki NOT zero + yukki althou i like zero . ironic eh ? >.<

things are gettg kinda screwed for me lately . band is dryg me up . so much that i m so prone to fatigue and i dun wna study and many other problems yada yada yada . ARGH ! >.<

wed to fri got tests ! haish watch me DIE okay . DIE ! =X
lets jus all hope corny studied . lols ! ((:

some frens are the best yu have met in life and will always be dere for yu . ^^

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Thursday, July 12, 2007Y

HALO EVERYONE .

O LVL CHINESE ORAL'S FINALLY OVER ~ WHEEE !

it came out about chinese tradition and that teenagers know nothing about it . LOLS ~
managed to get words outta my mouth to save myself . hahas .

hmm , today whole day quite slack cos i was either talkg to kailin , corny or sabby . wasnt rly listening and corny was practically wantg to slp . hahas !

ppl get nicer day by day ~ <333 my laogong lortx ! she gave me a sooo nice gd luck card , hahas ! ^^ corny oso very nice , evryday talk to me lurhx nvr rly scold me . ^^ enjoy talkg ttu yu all ~

and also sabrina !! ^^ and kuala polar aka wee pee .

hahas i m makg a fren list declaration . LOLS ~

hmmm ,
i wna go out ?!
hahas i m random .

i got no hwk for so many days le but evryday very bz . dhen tuition hwk haven touch and my cher will scold me if i dun do for this wk . drag for a mth le . sian ahhhh ! >.<

tml got chi compo test , nxt wk got chem calculations and eng compo test oso . AHHH ! >.<

jiayoux poor me ! ^^

-i realised life can be jus fine without yu by my side .-

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Tuesday, July 10, 2007Y

lemme jump down the damned buildg ,

o lvl chi oral on thurs .

jus started .

dead .

dead .

dead .

dead .

argh !

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

HALO all of ya ~ ^^

today went to DISSECT HEART ! >.<
sheep's heart to be exact .
it stinks ! >.<
but it was so fun . the internal parts of it look like a SPIDERWEB ~ ^^
i was the one that cut it w/o gloves somemore . SO FUN ~ ^^
wahahahahaas ~

was kinda tired today althou i slept at 11 ytd . dhen emo lo . emo emo emo .

corny was like so nice to me today . wahahaha ~ she's nicer when she's not angry . ((:

my manga was like missg a leg today .
LOTSA thnks to these ppl who helped me ...
ZHENMING
SABRINA
CONSTANCE
thnks guys !! <33 completed my manga lurhx . it looks like well , acceptable now ~ hahas !
wheee~

go old folks home today & bring dhem go national museum ~
the couple me and sq got was like SO SWEET lo ! they hold hand walk slowly with each other ^^ gahhhhs ! so sweeeeeeeeeeet ~

dhen go raffles dere shop abit with sq , mumu and linli ~
expensive taste .

wells i m broke . inside my wallet dun even have coins . T.T

argh wells . i go do smp stuff le b4 yongyi goes nagging .

oh ya btw .
now...

kailin aka kuala polar bear aka weepee
rachel aka polar kuala bear aka peewee .

HAHAAS ~

cute names ! ^^

-stab my heart and lemme die now okay ? ^^ -

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Thursday, July 05, 2007Y

this post is VULGAR . dun read if yu dun wish to .

omg .

i hate myself . i m like a hypocrite .

things are jus screwed . i m messed up and my mind is well fcked up .

itx like bloody obvious things arent gettg the way itx used to be .

criticsms , failures , homewrk , SMP , band , personal grudges , conflicts , internal strife ?!

i wna make my stand clear but like many cowards and all . i cant do wad is right . i dun wna be discriminated against and all . i've tried it , felt it was fcking horrible and it hate it . i wrked so hard to get accepted and yet now i feel , wads e pt . i aint dng wads right and i aint feelg okay abt it .

GREAT . this sucks .
HELL this sucks .
i m stuck okay .i m in the cross road .

bloody shyt . i dun get a hell wtf am i supposed to do now .

i m pissed with myself and this seriously is drivg me mad .

NO MORE ORDERING ME ABT . this is pissing me off .
NO MORE SHOWING OFF LIKE YOU ARE THE WORLD .
get the fckg ass outta here .

i feel guilty i feel helpless but wad can i do ?!

i dare not say i understand wad yu feel bcos i m nt gng thru wad yu are gng thru now cos my life is jus as bz . but yu noe it jus sucks to be able to do NOTHING .

i noe if i jus stand dere , justice will nvr be served but i dno wad to do abt it okay .

THIS SUCkS .

freaked life .
sucky life .
even vulgarities dun help .

- i hav nvr once felt like this b4 .-
-itx screwed . -

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Wednesday, July 04, 2007Y

hectic hectic .

since sch started dere wasnt a day i wasnt bz .

update ,
i flunked my maths test . EMATHS .

i m SO BUSY in band . i cant even get my mind straight .

im like JELLY evryday cos i slp so late doing hwk .

i m cfm gna get sick cos i m like gettg dizzy spells and huge signs of fatigue daily .

i m tired , i wna slp and i m SO BZ .

how i wish i can jus study like s normal gurl and play trumpet . why am i so busy !! i shuldnt be . SMP is drivg me mad and i m gna go to IMH very soon .

someone SAVE me . i m DYING of FATIGUE and unwanted STRESS .

-the sound of his razor sharp teeth sinkg deep into my flesh as the blood gushed out , evryth was jus immense pleasure. -

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Monday, July 02, 2007Y

hihi .

today's YOUTH day ! ^^

wheeeee ~ hahas !

wells , i played audi for the whole morning . ((:

dhen i did chem . hahas !
dhen i watched ERAGON .
dhen later i went NEOPETING .
dhen now i m gna start on ss .
test tml . >.< ARGH !

JIAYOUX ~ ((:
whee !

" i keep feelg i'm driftg further and further away from yu .
i cant talk to yu anymore ,
cant bully yu anymore .
yur laughter shuld bring joy to my heart .
However, i jus felt enclosed within my small circle once again .
i'm tryg to rid myself of my past and start again .
No matter how hard i try ,
the complications are too many .
ppl desperately wna bring the memory back to me .
i jus dun understand why .
i wna try again ,
start all over ,
i dun wna take anymore chances with this ."

dearest SL takg sectionals on sat ~ ^^

my sis is pretending to study and smiling .

LYCHEE TWINS ~ ^^

BO LIAO me cos i din cam whore for SO LONG .

ehhs ~ this is not SHIT it is CHOCOLATE by ms teo and squished by corny >.<

-as long as she's in your heart , nothing matters . - ((:

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y