this post is VULGAR . dun read if yu dun wish to .

omg .

i hate myself . i m like a hypocrite .

things are jus screwed . i m messed up and my mind is well fcked up .

itx like bloody obvious things arent gettg the way itx used to be .

criticsms , failures , homewrk , SMP , band , personal grudges , conflicts , internal strife ?!

i wna make my stand clear but like many cowards and all . i cant do wad is right . i dun wna be discriminated against and all . i've tried it , felt it was fcking horrible and it hate it . i wrked so hard to get accepted and yet now i feel , wads e pt . i aint dng wads right and i aint feelg okay abt it .

GREAT . this sucks .
HELL this sucks .
i m stuck okay .i m in the cross road .

bloody shyt . i dun get a hell wtf am i supposed to do now .

i m pissed with myself and this seriously is drivg me mad .

NO MORE ORDERING ME ABT . this is pissing me off .
NO MORE SHOWING OFF LIKE YOU ARE THE WORLD .
get the fckg ass outta here .

i feel guilty i feel helpless but wad can i do ?!

i dare not say i understand wad yu feel bcos i m nt gng thru wad yu are gng thru now cos my life is jus as bz . but yu noe it jus sucks to be able to do NOTHING .

i noe if i jus stand dere , justice will nvr be served but i dno wad to do abt it okay .

THIS SUCkS .

freaked life .
sucky life .
even vulgarities dun help .

- i hav nvr once felt like this b4 .-
-itx screwed . -
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Rachel.Tan.Y

Born on 271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in LOVE with 4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores trumpet section& band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a new phone& more skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime! Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her love! Not forgetting my HAWT BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
On the whole, if you'd just love her, she'd love you too. Y

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