Sunday, February 17, 2008Y
i'm still sad, depressed& dont know whats gna make me feel better.
the bad feeling wont go away.
i'm running from reality.
i have TONS of accumulated hwk.
i just dont want to touch them.
then i have a guilty conscience.
& then common test is nxt wk.
how soon is that?
anyway,
studies is not evryth but yea,
its my year for "o"s.
if i work,
i'm gonna reward myself after it.
now whatever i can do is think of after Os.
to pull thru whatever shit the day has thrown at me.
i'm tired i'm sick of studying alr.
its only FEB.
skating today wasnt very fruitful.
went down to play with sis& angela.
skating's still fun though.
i can just forget abt whatever problems i have and jus skate.
i wish i could skate slow and nice everywhere, everyday.
to school, back home, i wish i was a expert at it too.
haha.
today was bryan's bday too.
my cousin i mean.
this is the only happy thing:
I ATE SUSHI FROM SAKE.
but mum didnt allow sashimi. ROAR!
&& I HAD ICE CREAM CAKE FROM SWENSENS.
whooooo. i'm fat alr. HAHA.
ANDAND.
HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY:
i have a NEW IPOD SHUFFLE for FREE.
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
i'm freaking HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYY!
heh.
i'm grinning alr! ((:
6mths mre to my phone plan ending. hehe!
new phone in aug. HAHA! :DDD
i'm JEALOUS of people.
sweet sweet sweeeeeet relationships. LOLS.
&& for me,
my feelings feel like they are on a roller coaster ride.
very high&very low.
whatever.
back to chinese hwk.
RACHEL'S DEPRESSED&SICK&SAD&SHE WANTS SOMETHING THAT HELPS.!
one phrase works though: LIFE SUCKS. ;DD
i'm still drifting on the sea like a jellyfish as always, aimlessly, no target, no nothing.
she just wants the Os to be OVER& find a NEW LIFE of her OWN.
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y
THE OWNER.Y
Rachel.Tan.
Y
Born on
271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in
LOVE with
4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores
trumpet section&
band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after
bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go
catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end
fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a
new phone& more
skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime!
Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her
love! Not forgetting my HAWT
BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
On the whole, if you'd just
love her, she'd
love you too.
Y
Most importantly,
SEXY TRUMPET SECTION ROCKS!
THE LOVE.Y
4rp08(: .
Trumpet Section((: .
Rochelle .
Jingyi .
Gloria .
Alyssa .
XiaoQi .
Debi .
YiXin .
Ashlyn .
Wilmer .
HuiYing .
Celeste .
Yongyi .
Linli .
BaoFang .
Eunice .
Renee .
Clara .
Rachael .
Wenrong .
JingHui .
Sisui .
Sandy .
Geoffery .
Germaine .
Xinyu .
Zoe .
Derrick .
THE PAST.Y
03/2006 - 04/200604/2006 - 05/200605/2006 - 06/200606/2006 - 07/200607/2006 - 08/200608/2006 - 09/200609/2006 - 10/200610/2006 - 11/200611/2006 - 12/200612/2006 - 01/200701/2007 - 02/200702/2007 - 03/200703/2007 - 04/200704/2007 - 05/200705/2007 - 06/200706/2007 - 07/200707/2007 - 08/200708/2007 - 09/200709/2007 - 10/200710/2007 - 11/200711/2007 - 12/200712/2007 - 01/200801/2008 - 02/200802/2008 - 03/200803/2008 - 04/200804/2008 - 05/200805/2008 - 06/200806/2008 - 07/200807/2008 - 08/200808/2008 - 09/2008
SCREAM OUT LOUD.Y
SHAKE IT UP.Y
Currently soundless. Putting it up soon. ((:
CREDITS.Y
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the rest is by yours truly.
iHATErippers. ((:
