evryth's depressing my mood.
atmospheric pressure seems to be sinking down and pressing me HARD on the earth.

i guess the whole world should mourn for me.

okay i'm gonna write this.

Someone was a person,
who i thought i could trust.
he'd pick up at calls at 4am and his brain nvr rust.
no matter what happens,
fret not he'd find a solution and a logical way to save the day.
no matter what anyone says.

but one fine day,
this person decided to change.
a step once took never to return.
for the trust once gone will never come back.
to the person who actually was stupid enough to throw it out like that.
he's drifting further and further and further,
you dont even feel you know him anymore.
he'd have his reasons.
1001, elaborating on how valid his reason is but i dont care why.
cos irresponsibilty is not an option of choice.
he told me not to escape, that it wont solve problems.
so may i ask,
what is he doing now?
hiding in the corner avoiding reality?
By doing close to nothing not even bothering to ASK.
You said "I still thought i knew you."
Now i'll say it back in your face " I should be the one who thought i knew you".
i dont care what happened or what changed.
nothing's changing in my world yet,
and its not too late to come back.
but if the path you choose is too tempting to resist,
i've nth to say but goodbye.
keeping nth but memories of you--- the person who was once my friend.

its depressing typing this.
i dont know hw things turned out this way.
its all the fault of exams i guess.
or mayb friendships are so fragile they cant ever stand the test.
of a mere 3wks.
ha ha ha.
what a joke.
you're lousy.
to think i actually really believed in you besides wht others said.
i listened to wht you have to say.
despite wht the others think.
yet this is wht you show me,
tht you dont care.
you're just selfish. LOSER.
you hear me?
A SELFISH LOSER.

screw out of my life unless you're willing to change.
i dont need ppl like you to be a friend, wht you have done will NEVER be something a friend to will do to another.

you may think i'm whining and bullshitting but i dont care,
i want to SPEAK my mind.
take it or leave it,
this is wht i think.


i need chocolates& a movie to calm myself down.
okay i have them.
i'm gonna watch forbidden forest.
it sucks thinking abt things tht are alr hopeless.
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Rachel.Tan.Y

Born on 271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in LOVE with 4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores trumpet section& band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a new phone& more skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime! Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her love! Not forgetting my HAWT BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
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