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Today was a real sad day, indescribable.
I dont know what has happened and I just wished i was kept in the dark.
The pain was unbearable, surging through my heart like an arrow.
How? I really stood and thought, here and there.
I did not understand why someone, could do such a magnificient feat in just 3 weeks?
I thought that it was already alright but now my hopes were all shattered, all lost like a piece of glass that have already smashed on the floor.
My trust misplaced, my hopes smashed, my smiles vanished, my mind whirling.
I'm in a big fix now, humans are real scary.
"Change is the only thing that is constant."
Isn't that really true?
People say I may be overly disturbed or even think that I have feelings for him.
I'm telling you I do not.
I do not bother about what everyone says.
I just feel that it is just a loss i do not want to make.
What made you change?
Where is the old you?
My feelings are just so mixed and undescribable.
You're bothering my mind by doing all these actions that I find incorrigibly stupid.
I am just telling you,
don't put on an act anymore.
Seriously so what if you are good, are we supposed to serve you?
Just because you don't care, don't despise us because we are not as good as you.
I hate people like that.
I detest people like that.
It just makes my blood boil thinking about how immature your thinking is.
Being too mature and thinking that you are mature makes you look like a fool and not some person that is so high and mighty.
Lastly, please drop that facade of yours.
I hate it when you pretend and please don't try to lie to me.
You're just making me more disgusted and I am just completely put off by your hypocritical attitude this way.
Congratulations, you have got the honour of ruining my day just about everyday.
I'm hoping you would change for the better, just hoping.
If you don't just attempt to reach out to yourself and help yourself.
Believe me, no one else can my friend.

What needs to be said is said.
Just keep the flame of Hope burning.
what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y

Rachel.Tan.Y

Born on 271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in LOVE with 4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores trumpet section& band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a new phone& more skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime! Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her love! Not forgetting my HAWT BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
On the whole, if you'd just love her, she'd love you too. Y

Most importantly,
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