Sunday, June 01, 2008Y

Urghh,
Blogger's pissing me off.

Feelings swirled.
How could my life continue to be affected by you,
Its my own brain i blame for all that stupid things i do and think about.
You are my past, not my present and I think the possibility of the future is slim.
Maybe it's just regret,
Anyway Anyhow, i just need to look forward move on.
It's over, no point looking back.
I don't want to look at those eyes.
It fills me with guilt, regret and remorse.
It's selfish but all i can do is think of this to scram from falling deeper and committing a mistake I've once made.
I told myself to be strong to face it and live with it.
So my path in life's clear.
No one's going to disrupt it.
Not you not anyone.

I'm using a Macbook now. 
I think its so cool, so white, so nice, so elegant!
However, the functions are...
Abit hard to get used to.
All my life i'd been using a Windows.
Never a macintosh. ha ha.

Camp's over, fun's probably over too.
First night was fun eh?! ^.~V
Second night was amusing!
Getting hurled at with vulgarities, o.O 
Splashed water at,
Getting a booby attack, -.-
& of course the screaming effects.
I was scorched in darkness underneath the 3rd tap from the LEFT.
Sweat was dripping nonstop and I can assure you I was a yummy source of blood for blood sucking monsters which were swarming under the tap with me as well. Z.

Concert's coming, Beijing's coming.
I'm trashed in the face with reality.
Work's back, everything seems to be back.
All the work and the fact that o levels are drawing closer.

Went to RJC concert previously,
what i heard was power power power.
Therefore,
i seriously am obssessed with songs that can SCREAM!
Spanish fever, Eurobeat? ha ha.

alright i stared sleep straight in the eye for 4 hours,
I'm still exhausted so i'm signing off too.
It's two am alr. ha ha.

Post camp pics next time,
I cant use a mac well. ha ha.
&& seriously,
NO MORE HAIR SMELLING! -.-lll

Night blog! ((:
I'll change your clothes soon,
I getting sick of your skin. ha ha.

what a crazed fashion of fantasy.Y


THE OWNER.Y

Rachel.Tan.Y

Born on 271092, previously in CCPS(5Hum&6Hum), is currently slogging her intestines out at chung cheng high school main, strongly in LOVE with 4respect08. She is in the concert band, she adores trumpet section& band comm07-08. She wants to grow up faster, random at times. She loves chocolates, but she just hankers after bitter ones. Dont try to steal 'em from her, she'll go catankerous. She wants her Olvls to end fast with A1s so she can have fun fun fun& more fun. She wants a bike when she grows up& not a car. She badly craves for a new phone& more skating sessions right now.! She games a bit from time to time& watches anime! Sunsets, Sunrises& Sunflowers are her love! Not forgetting my HAWT BLACK RABBIT. ;DD
On the whole, if you'd just love her, she'd love you too. Y

Most importantly,
SEXY TRUMPET SECTION ROCKS!

THE LOVE.Y

4rp08(: . Trumpet Section((: . Rochelle . Jingyi . Gloria . Alyssa . XiaoQi . Debi . YiXin . Ashlyn . Wilmer . HuiYing . Celeste . Yongyi . Linli . BaoFang . Eunice . Renee . Clara . Rachael . Wenrong . JingHui . Sisui . Sandy . Geoffery . Germaine . Xinyu . Zoe . Derrick .

THE PAST.Y

03/2006 - 04/2006
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12/2007 - 01/2008
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SCREAM OUT LOUD.Y




SHAKE IT UP.Y

Currently soundless. Putting it up soon. ((:

CREDITS.Y

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the rest is by yours truly.
iHATErippers. ((: